firedusk March 8, 2014 March 8, 2014 Hello! I would like to start by introducing myself. My name is Jacob and I'm relatively new to this,I've been forcing for about 1-7 days and have only had an hour of forcing time in total, partly because I'm sick. I've done months of research into tulpas and I think I'm ready to try. My tulpa is called Allanna. She is a humanoid bird that I will let her choose her own form when she is sentient, I'm really no good at writing sorry but your comments and thoughts would be much appreciated as other peoples advice will help me greatly! forced for about half an hour tonight feeling better! Read two chapters of War of the worlds to make up for yesterday! which brings me to a total of 1 hour.
Gryphon Flight March 8, 2014 March 8, 2014 Out of curiosity, are you choosing to force Allana's personality?
firedusk March 8, 2014 Author March 8, 2014 I might do a little work but I would like her to develop it on her own
Gryphon Flight March 8, 2014 March 8, 2014 I might do a little work but I would like her to develop it on her own Interesting. (Last question I promise) What do you generally do during forcing sessions, if you don't mind sharing a little bit? I'm interested in seeing how other people force as it may help us to improve our ways as well.
firedusk March 8, 2014 Author March 8, 2014 Ask as much as you like it will help both of us. I really don't mind answering anything at all I'm working on narration Basically tonights session consisted of me leaning against the wall, in darkness, talking about my day, my favorite music and stuff I like for about 25 minutes then I read to her for a bit, not sure I like whisper and think what I'm talking because well there are people around and I don't want to have to explain while I'm talking to myself :D would you care to share what you do for forcing? Edited about 6 times - Basically consisted of me talking about random items that popped into my head, sorry for all the edits xD
Gryphon Flight March 8, 2014 March 8, 2014 Ask as much as you like it will help both of us. I really don't mind answering anything at all I'm working on narration Basically tonights session consisted of my leaning against the wall, talking about my day, my favorite music and stuff I like for about 25 minutes then I read to her for a bit, not sure I like whisper and think what I'm talking because well there are people around and I don't want to have to explain while I'm talking to myself :D Haha, I don't want to clutter up your thread. I too find talking aloud to my Tulpa to be of difficulty, but telepathy seems to work fine. Thanks for your answer, it was quite interesting. I'll have to keep up with your PR ;)
firedusk March 9, 2014 Author March 9, 2014 Well tonight is 9 march! My first half an hour forcing session and the milestone of a half year relationship! What so you guys think about 15 year olds making tulpas? 4chan seems to hate them! For this session I basically just babbled on about anything and everything that came into my mind. I've also decided not to give her a form just a temporary one (a blue orb) and let her develop one on her own! I still read to her daily and try say good morning and goodnight.
firedusk March 10, 2014 Author March 10, 2014 Forced for about 20-25 minutes . Designing a wonderland soon. Tried to talk to her during class and it siding turn out to well to many loud people and way I'm not sure how well I'm doing but I need to get more active in forcing and give 110% effort! Total time 1:50!
firedusk March 12, 2014 Author March 12, 2014 12/3/14 Well tonight I forced for 20 minutes plus forced during school and yesterday I forced for 15 minutes but was depressed and did not want it influencing my tulpa Today I imagined my wonderland Allanna as an orb sat on my lap and I talked to her I put my hands around her as well. My wonderland is beautiful! I copied a whole lot of other people's sorry but for my forcing session I sat on a hill with swaying grass that sloped downwards for ages before hitting the sea and over the sea is some snow topped mountains its so pretty! I worked on holding some dirt and feeling the grass yesterday
firedusk March 13, 2014 Author March 13, 2014 13/3/24 changing my wonderland alot lately just so I don't get bored I found it extremely hard to force because SHE GAVE ME HEAD PRESSURE. I literally was so jumpy and found out some other good news! I'm so happy :D Anyway I had a headache after forcing is this normal? i got alot of head pressure for about 10 seconds does it feel like a mini headache? My posts are short because i really find it hard to write long things without wandering off topic
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