KruegerMeister May 12, 2014 Author Share May 12, 2014 5/10/14: When I thought about whether or not to make more tulpas, Rainbow Dash and I agreed that the most we'd do is try for a foal. When I got hooked on figuring out RFID and Digital Angel, Rainbow Dash said I was overthinking stuff. When I watched an Amazing Atheist video, Rainbow Dash said that TAA said "fuck" too much. She said that she'd keep a fictional character's maltheistic beliefs from becoming mine (possibly easy, since I believe in God but don't practice religion--I'm kind of a blank slate). Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KruegerMeister May 13, 2014 Author Share May 13, 2014 5/11/14: When I walked over to a table I saw Rainbow Dash sitting at, I saw a purple energy leash going from my neck to her hoof. I severed the cord. When I thought about hanging out with her more, she said I needed to focus on studying. When I thought about things I could use to symbolize the mutual trust/teamwork aspect of the tulpa-host relationship, she said I was overthinking it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KruegerMeister May 14, 2014 Author Share May 14, 2014 5/12/14: When someone sat where Rainbow Dash was sitting, she silently moved. I complimented her on the realism of this (her acting corporeal). I heard her voice with an echo (for once), saying that she was in my subconscious. While watching a cartoon where one character didn't want to study, Rainbow Dash said I should be studying. I asked her if she was "feeling a little Twilight", and she tried to scare me by turning into a creepypasta version of Twilight. I burst into laughter while saying it wasn't scary. We talked about stuff, and I acted high/loopy (due to pony hypnosis). Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KruegerMeister May 15, 2014 Author Share May 15, 2014 5/13/14: I didn't do much tulpaforcing. When I was about to feel RD (Body Sculpting method), she said I should be studying. She briefly did the Walter Mitty Routine in Nightmare on Elm Street, acting kind of evil-ish about the fact the characters couldn't see her (I think she was planning to use that for covert pranking). Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KruegerMeister May 16, 2014 Author Share May 16, 2014 5/14/14: when I thought about symbolic stuff, RD said I needed to study. She later agreed to hang out and watch Youtube with me, but wanted to watch a review of Sonichu instead of My Immortal. When she changed her mind again, I correctly chalked it up to the heat getting to her (not sure if directly or "through me"). Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KruegerMeister May 17, 2014 Author Share May 17, 2014 5/15/14: I didn't do much with Rainbow Dash today. When I apologized for this, she said it was fine and that she was stable. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KruegerMeister May 18, 2014 Author Share May 18, 2014 5/16/14: RD and I talked about if there was any significance to the location of a tulpa-related headache. She said there probably wasn't. I briefly saw her as emaciated, but she changed back after a few seconds. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KruegerMeister May 19, 2014 Author Share May 19, 2014 5/17/14: We did a free-association test. I forgot most of the answers after a few seconds. When I worried about becoming reckless/impulsive, RD said she wasn't my Id. We played chess after I tearfully apologized for not tulpaforcing. Rainbow Dash said that she remembered racing me home on 11/8/13 (her first memory :) ). I kept seeing the Nina/Alexander Chimera from FMA. I told it to go away. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KruegerMeister May 20, 2014 Author Share May 20, 2014 5/18/14: It turns out the Chimera was Rainbow Dash in disguise. I had RD hide in my closet while I was out of my room (to try and help with her realness). I came back and made a "coming out" joke, and she punched me. The Chimera was her way of getting me back. When I brought up the idea of using this to desensitize me to creepy/scary things, she said that seemed kind of evil. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
KruegerMeister May 25, 2014 Author Share May 25, 2014 5/23/14: When I took breaks from studying, RD got me back on track. She comforted me when I felt sad. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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