The Towers

[Bambi]

[This is, of course, for James and I. If I ever perform an experiment or discover/think of something that might be really useful--whether to you or for me--I'll put it in bold and maybe increase the size.]

 

Last night I was talking to James, telling him that I would like for him to try to make me lucid so that I could force within the dream world. I really wanted to see what HE wants to look like, rather than what I want him to look like.

 

Well, I didn't get a lucid dream, that I remember, but I do know that I was holding up three cards that each had a different kid on them. There were all wearing black, and they were all in "chibi" form. I know that James was one of them, but I can't remember what he really looked like. I'm not sure if this was just something my subconscious made up or if James actually sent me this. Now, James isn't very vocal yet, but I just asked him to apply pressure to my hands (my right if it was him, my left if it wasn't) and nothing happened, so I'm assuming that this was just something my subconscious came up with. Even still, I do think of James in manga/anime form, so perhaps this was just the chibi version.

 

Now, I've told James time and time again that the clothes he wears and the form he takes are his to play around with, but he knows that I would prefer either a very realistic human or a realistic anime--no ponies for me. But of course, it's all up to him. If I'm being honest then I don't like chibi art, but who am I to judge?

 

Today, James and I did a lot of forcing. I'm not quite sure if you would call it active or passive, because although I was focusing on him I was also reading to him about him . . . pretty sure that's gonna be passive forcing. I get that mixed up haha

 

But anyway, I was about to start talking about one of his traits, Resilient, when I was bombarded by this really warm feeling that I recognized as James'. He was telling me that he knows he's resilient, and there's no longer any need to explain it to him. I tried to get to that same point with Caring, Courageous, and Chivalrous, and I know I'm close with all of them, but not quite there yet.

 

While I was doing that, I realized a symbolic thingamajig to do while I'm doing this sort of thing. In my mind's eye I picture a bottle of colored liquid, depending on the trait or the subject and how I'm feeling at the time, pouring down over him as I'm talking. This is like the knowledge is "washing over him."

 

I also gave him an inventory to play around with. I'm pretty sure that I'm going to be starting a bit more with visualization stuff tomorrow, so I'm gonna need it.