Sleep Deprivation/Oxygen Deprivation/Annoyance

[Sadistic_Sufferer]

So, to sum it up, i created a tulpa i completely regret. He had been based off of Lucifer from supernatural and if youve seen supernatural it contains hallucifer completely trying to kill Sam, now thats pretty much what my tulpa is doing to me. He once sleep deprived me for 3 days. I've been in the psyctriatic hospital 2 times now and i have insomnia and schitzophrenia medication. Whenever i do get to sleep i end up being oxygen deprived in my sleep. I understand that its all in my mind but the sleep thing is quite literal. I got sleep last night but now im being treated for night terrors. I'm not like asking for help but im wondering if ANYONE else's tulpa has these abilities or do i really have schitzophrenia?

[Luminesce]

Well, it's not the tulpa, it's just your brain. The tulpa is a conduit for believing you've given your power away. Same with, back in the day, evil spirits and.. maybe still today.. Satan. You give your power away to these things that don't exist, but somehow you've got it in your mind they do and fully believe they can do these things to you. Then, to the extent of the power of your brain (which is a lot), they do.

 

Easy to say, hard to fix, I know. Unfortunately some people are just more prone to this sort of thing than others, though I fully believe with enough practice you can take back power over your brain. You just have to believe you have it - or in this case, stop believing you don't.

 

I'm glad you're not asking for help because literally nothing in the world hits me as emotionally as this sort of thing.. So much so that I've desensitized myself to it, for my own sake. I can't care about everyone who has this problem because I can't help them, and that just leads to pain. Literally replied only because you asked a question rather than for help.

 

Sorry, if I sound coldhearted it's because I have to be. I've seen many people even worse off than you and I had to stop caring because it made me depressed.

 

 

I hope what little I have to say is remotely useful though. Maybe if you can understand the problem, you'll be better prepared to deal with it. Yes, it's "all in your mind", but those words mean nothing if you don't understand them. You've unintentionally given your power away to a creation of your mind that otherwise need not exist, I assume due to being naturally susceptible to that type of thing. And even though you think you don't have power over it or to remove it, you could. If you somehow figured out how to believe so. That's just how it works.

[Ro Tembrin]

You made yourself believe it, I guess.

 

M: Why would you choose to base your tulpa on something unfriendly? Complexes, self-hate, or what? Anyway, did you see the supernatural episode with tulpa? It was a slightly different tulpa than these in here (the Tibetan one) but I think they somehow work similar - you create it with what you believe in. Change its nature using symbols (for example: make a ceremony in wonderland). Believe in the change. Done (unless you have some other disorders).