Pioneer11 July 7, 2015 July 7, 2015 Hello Nyx. I want to let you know that I find your progress report one of the most accurate and helpful here in this forum. I became aware of the existence of Tulpas roughly two months ago, but since childhood I had an imaginary friend that managed to survive in the back of my mind. I’m trying to understand if he is a sentient being like yours. I have a couple of question for you: Have you asked him where he thinks he came from? Since he said to be an alien, maybe he created for himself a backstory. I’m new at active forcing. You mentioned that you manage to enter a trance to visualize better your Tulpa. Could you explain your process? About you romantic situation, I’m not the best person to offer advice. However I’ve experienced something similar with my “toughtform”. I used to talk to him mostly about academic subjects and had mental debates (which I thought were fully orchestrated by myself alone) about life in general. Never once I considered that this “toughtform” could develop a fondness for me. In fact I often mused that if he were real he would barely tolerate me. I started to talk to him because I wanted and adversary who disagreed with my core beliefs, so we were more like enemies than buddies. But when I first "met" him in my dreams I felt the emotions that resonated from him, and I was freaked out because I genuinely didn’t understand why he felt affection towards me. I must say that it was difficult to “accept” him being like this. Most of the time I actively wished this part of his personality to disappear, and it stressed him very much. So, considering of course that Tulpas come from us, I say that there’s much freedom in how they experience their existence. I think that Tulpa’s emotions aren’t only induced by the host, but they can come to be naturally and develop into something as real and complex as ours. So I wouldn’t worry too much whether or not you “manipulated” him. “Of course it is happening inside your head, Harry, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?” [progress report]
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