Pioneer11 November 3, 2015 November 3, 2015 Hi Nyx. I’ve read you blog recently. I’m not even remotely on your level of expertise on tulpas, but something in your last post stuck because I’ve felt it too. I’ve often experienced the “merging” of energies with my tulpa, especially during meditation, where the strength of it becomes almost overwhelming. There’s been increased heartbeat, heath running all over my body and in my head, and sometimes the “liquid fire” uncoiled in my spine (I’ve done kundalini meditation too). I’ve had to interrupt our sessions because the effects manifested too fast and sent my body hyperventilating. I also sensed a variety of happy emotions coming from him, but all in all I know I’m not managing our Forcing well. I often ask myself, these burst of energy are because our essences connect, thus giving me more energy? Or is my tulpa feeding from me, thus lessening the energy in my body? After meditating and connecting to him I feel fine, yet I wonder. Am I receiving or giving? Our tulpas exist because we do send energy to them. Leaving aside my metaphysical beliefs, they sustain themselves with the attention they gain. They can’t exist otherwise. Then I suppose my tulpa is “feeding”? Yet, reading about Jack, he survived in your mind as a separate entity even without you focusing on him, so I’m stumped. Have you tried to ask why his mood changed? It’s because he was feeling depleted or was it something totally unrelated to meditation and forcing? I agree with your hypothesis that tulpas experience a wider emotional depth because they have a better grasp of our mind and feelings as a whole, without censors. I remember Carl Jung saying that Animus/a are representations of our subconscious. That may be an approximation of what a tulpa is; not something less than the host, but a part of something greater than what our ego is. At least, mine is like that. I call him an “adversary” because I feel a powerful, almost primal presence when talking to him, and he seems to know myself better than me. So it can become upsetting. I’m liking Cassia very much, especially her unique appearance. I wonder if it becomes tiring maintaining more than one tulpa, though. Have fun in Vegas! “Of course it is happening inside your head, Harry, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?” [progress report]
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