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the problem is that the keyboard i've been using is too large to take with me. unless you mean like using a computer keyboard as a midi controller, which i might try, but idk how good of a substitute it will be

Keyboard and headphones

i keep coming up with more things that i want to try on piano. why did i have to become obsessed with piano right before this trip?

Welcome! No worries, no wrong way to introduce yourself. It can be a big decision. I think it is good that you've been patient and given it a lot of consideration. It's deeply personal, so I can't tell you one way or another. There are/have been a lot of headmates/tulpas of mixed origins beyond just deliberate creation from scratch, so that's fine too. I hope you find your experience here to be positive!

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Congrats! 😊 I wish you luck figuring it out! Hopefully something will come to mind to help your decision during your break. 😁

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what i have written down for my arrangement of "dearly beloved" so far. this is the kairi focused portion of the piece; in later parts, i plan to incorporate the other characters more i'm pretty happy with what i have so far. you can see that in a lot of places the bass line is blank. when i actually play it, it has a baseline, but i've left it blank for now on the sheet music because i still haven't finalized my decision on what it should be. i want to find something that i am fully satisfied with there before moving on to the next section. although i'm going to be away from a keyboard or piano for the next week, so i won't be able to test out different ways of doing it, but i'm definitely going to be thinking about it at least

Mhmm! We have been following that well. We've worked up to pretty regular 10 minute sessions. It's starting to feel less like a chore and more like an activity too! 😊 Yeah! 😁 It makes it a lot of fun! Interesting idea. I'll have to talk to her about that sometime. I know she'll appreciate the compliment too. 😊 Not really. I think she just wants to color one of the drawings we make. I wonder if she'd like to color a jellyfish or something like that. Interesting! I believe we've heard of something like that before. 😁 Interesting. I feel it will be possible. I wonder if some wonderlanding as a small Luna or whatever would help. I don't have much experience with such things though, lol. Good luck, have fun! 😊 Lol and ouch. I've heard of that. I think they just should have risked social consequences of the time, lol.

The KERBEROS saga has its own mythos now. If and when we see the trilogy I have to explain the background of the world to you. It's so unique. What's more, every frame of JIN ROH was rotoscoped. Absolutely impressive margin of work for a feature-length film. Seeing Twi bitch-slap and throw boulders at ultra-buff DB characters would be hilarious. If Byakko could have her likeness programmed into a fighting game, what moveset would she have? I would like to see a few of the DB films, if only to compare and contrast. DBZ certainly carried the extreme marketing aspect one finds in 90s aesthetics and music, at least in America. The Japanese soundtrack would be very interesting to listen to. I'm also thinking of the utterly goofy censorship anime had endured at that time. At one point I distinctly recall an oni wear a shirt that read HFIL. The editors deliberately corrupted the word HELL and introduced the phrase Home For Infinite Losers. I'm reminded of how Sailor Moon S was similarly denuded, as Sailor Neptune and Sailor Uranus are depicted as cousins in one of the dubs (they're supposed to be a couple.) It still makes Twi and myself go "what the fuck."

It was more so the act of trying breaking her immersion of her body concept due to the differences of her height and the body's. It seems to not do it for imagination overlay for whatever reasons. Perhaps because the latter dissociates more from senses in turn for mind senses, while visual imposition required focusing on the physical sense of sight. It forces her to more clearly recognize the foreignness of the body as she either tries imposing a Rena that dwarfs her, or a miniature Rena. Theoretically the same problem exists with imagination overlay, but the focus on mind senses allows it to not be so noticeable, since a lot of other mind generated sensations are still being maintained. Sleepy. Indulging creativity... I will go do that now.

Yes. Twi has a fondness for ponies. She thinks it's very cute. It's incremental, Shaula. It's true that it seems like nothing happens, but you are still young. Please don't push yourself too hard, as it'll only discourage you. Work up to hour sessions. What's more, Jezebel and the others exist alongside you and each have varied interests that will collectively impact you all in good and productive ways. When you tell me about Jezebel's experience with art, I think it would permit her to think and behave in certain fashions she otherwise wouldn't. Already I think this is great practise for her to dwell on multiple subjects at once as well as grasp the fundamentals of a complex skill. I must commend her, for if I were a tulpa I would be jumping at any opportunity to expand my cognition and indulge my creativity. Does Jezebel want to paint anything in particular? It's funny how you also mention various scents being present despite lacking a tangible source. Apparently olfactory input is processed by an entirely different part of the brain. It's closely associated with memory, too.

That’s not necessarily a great thing

I'm apperntly a natural at it, lol.

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Well, at least it's better than ours, which is non existent. Thank you! 😊 Oh, it might be pretty obtainable then. We try to do that all the time but forget. I think we should be able to really get that done if we try. 😁 Interesting. 😄 Maybe it'll happen for everyone when you all get practice! 😁 Good luck if you want to do that! 😊 Okie dokie, see you later! 😊 Never heard anyone actually say toodles, lol. (I like it though.)

yapdollar needs noise cancelling headphones, he seems to be getting distracted also do noise cancelling headphones even help with gunshots. they work by playing an audio wavelength that is the inverted version of the soundwave that is around you, removing the perceived sound, but is it not still soundwaves going into your ears that can damage them? even if you don't hear it. infrasonic noise can still cause hearing damage even if your brain isn't processing a noise happening also i hate twitter btw i bet the orange generic adderall uses chilli P yo that's the secret filler that gives it that extra kick for the bonus social fearlessness our max visual imposition capabilities sorta looks/feels like this, but it is inconsistent, especially with light or while moving cool and good luck. maybe we'd have advice for it but i think it happened automatically from tb always imagining rena present in space together virtually all the time, including while meditating. their old way of meditating... what a throwback. did tb ever draw that, idr. i imagine it was unintentional presence imposition through an hr+ each day of distilled consensual personal space invasion. meditating with eyes closed but knowing someone's face is so close to yours that your noses could almost be touching oh god. maybe visual imposition is only allowed to be done by tb or mitski. i tried to visually impose rena to test and it's a huge cognito hazard speaking of. going to let her front. toodles

Thanks! 😊 Yeah, we've noticed that too, I think. Now that we have more time, it shouldn't be so hard to justify spending a lot of time at night. We've got the sort of mental overlay thing, I think. Nightfall visualizes all of us in real life. We kinda forgot presence imposition is a thing though. We should work on that.

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Yeah, whatever the filler is is what changes, which can make a big difference (or not)

which theoretically should still be the same amount of the dextroamphetimine and levoamphetimine or whatever, with whatever inactive ingredients are used to press it into a pill, but somehow it changes how it is experienced for some reason have had an orange oval pill, a peach round pill, and a peach oval pill. the orange oval pill has the best effect on rejection sensitive dysphoria, but the worst side effects of just feeling sort of intense and unhealthy on the body in some way idk how to explain. peach round pill sorta sucks. it doesn't have negative side effects, but not much of an effect in general. it still works but is mneh. peach oval pill seems to work for adhd well and doesn't have much in way of side effects, but isn't as good as the orange one with rejection sensitive dysphoria. idk why. replicated the differences multiple times across multiple system members and it seems consistently to be the case maybe it is same logic as in breaking bad and how not all meth is the same. cartel members can tell when a drug is their own or someone elses even if it is the same drug, and walter's meth is objectively better than everyone else's, which causes a lot of the drama in the show because his skill and quality control is sought out by distributors to either get him to work for them or to kill him and prevent his formula from being competition

Well it has nothing to do with where they're made and everything to do with what they put in them, so

yw shaula best of luck on imposition practice. it's easier to get results in a low light setting, if you are trying to do visual imposition. presence imposition+mental image overlay is easier i think, if you don't have that already because you are a very skilled maker of enchiladas. well done also on the generic vyvanse not failing you. our adderall has switched between 3 different generic types randomly and they all seem to give different effects and it is strange. like what are they doing to these things, isn't it supposed to be the same active ingredient in the same amount lol i even looked up the manufacturer of 2 of the generics, and their facilities are like miles apart. they really be having adderall generic manufacturing place #1 and then like a couple towns away another adderall generic manufacturing place #2 that gives a different experience and then randomly select from which one you get your medication that month

huh what'd I do I just made enchiladas, but it wasn't very hard