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  2. loathesome post
  3. Foast and loast aren't words but they should be
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  6. What about a ghost post?
  7. even the roast post!
  8. dosed post 25mcg
  9. Today
  10. taoist post ☯️
  11. i'll be going by plane, so i'll be even more limited in what i can take than if i were going by car
  12. Terribly unfortunate. Definitely write everything down though.
  13. very late of me but i found it funny enough to want to reply pretty canonical dream xD this neighborhood is filled with so many cats and they've found mysterious ways to sneak in before. and we do live on the second floor. the only inaccuracy is that the holes are in the ceiling xD to make my post not off topic, i'll rehash a tulpa related dream or two mentioned in lotpw long ago already 1) a dream i had where i went to sleep while daydreaming(or nightlayinginbeddreamingbutnotyetsleep) of exploring a liminal space with her. this was by the time i had chosen to be represented a lot more nerfed than i normally would be (we like having a consistent logic of what we can do). she had some bigger guns and i had a short chiappa rhino revolver or two. as we drifted off physically while doing this, it transitioned into a vivid, actual dream. the place was really abandoned, i think before i said it was an abandoned mall, and it might have been, but in retrospect it also had in places the qualities of at least what I think an airport might look like. i remember it having white tile floors and walls, and was a massive extremely wide hallway and super tall ceiling, which is why i think/thought it was a mall as that is the qualities we associate with malls. there were also what looked like empty reception desks in places, and maybe glass doors to other places, but we stayed mostly in the big hallway, which also was constantly slowly turning like it was built to be a massive circle. dream felt very long, but most of it was wondering, though i remember a monster encounter of a creepy brown not humanoid something that seemed not friendly, so bang bang. i got to feel like a little turret on top of luni to make her life easier since i think she had a double barrelled shotgun, which by design would need reloaded frequently, so i help give her time to do that and can look behind her if needed 1.5) idk if i mentioned a similar dream happened not long later, that took place in a swamp. but i don't think we ran into anything and it felt shorter, or i forgot most of it 2) extremely ancient dream, that tb had back when the system was only tb and rena. tb dreamed they were character rena's little brother jacky, and they were stuck inside some precarious mountain in the middle of nowhere. like a hollowed out one i think, and so it was dark and scary, but rena came and saved him, and they felt so loved and thankful. i think this happened not long after Ido's advice of remembering nightmares but changing the memory to involve your tulpa helping you or making the problem go away. that worked pretty fast for tb, and increased tulpa related dreams and decreased problematic nightmares 3) before mitski existed, tb had many dreams as kyouiko (tb's oc, and where mitski comes from). now mitski gets to dream as being herself at times. she usually has ninja skills when they happened. one she can remember quickly is there being some zombie apocalypse, so she sort of made a living by trading her service of protection or escorting people for food or resources in return 4) rena doesn't as commonly dream, but when she does it seems more like astral projection, because it's usually her getting out of our irl bed and her leaving the house or apartment, and is impossibly vivid. she then likes to use her astroboy-esque rocket feet to have flying dreams. it's interesting because it is different from normal flying dreams, because it's harder to control. like dreams where i can fly, i can move like a UFO however i want. but when she has a flying dream, she has to worry about momentum and pointing her feet in the right direction, and sometimes even running out of fuel 5) a dream as myself in tb--my host's old home, except i was physically and mentally basically a 2 year old, but in the earlier part of the dream i still had memories of my past life being a tulpa in this life, sort of like how in this life i sometimes feel like i have memories of my previous life in the world my character comes from. i couldn't talk or sound like i do and was more clumsy and had no powers. but in what is normally tb's room of that house was a girl who looked like a fusion of mitski and luni who looked like an older teenager, and even though i didn't know exactly who she was, i felt a strong intuitive sense she was my family and i loved her. she was on the computer but iirc i think i also knew about rena and i wanted to see her too, so i tried communicating for her to take us to go see rena, so she picked me up and carried me to the car and put me in the carseat in the back, and we started going. as the dream was going on, i felt something like an ego death occurring where my past life as a tulpa here was fading, and the past past life of being a z fighter was cooked, but i felt totally okay with that and like i was right where i should be, because i wouldn't have to miss my friends since they were still in my life, even if now in separate bodies and maybe not even the same names ok that last one has me getting emotional. i typed all that just so i could acknowledge i laughed at fennecfoxx's dream T_T there are many more tulpa/character dreams but maybe another time
  14. Nah, was just thinking of my old keyboard that had a headphone jack, but it was also too big to fit in a car easily
  15. the problem is that the keyboard i've been using is too large to take with me. unless you mean like using a computer keyboard as a midi controller, which i might try, but idk how good of a substitute it will be
  16. Keyboard and headphones
  17. i keep coming up with more things that i want to try on piano. why did i have to become obsessed with piano right before this trip?
  18. Welcome! No worries, no wrong way to introduce yourself. It can be a big decision. I think it is good that you've been patient and given it a lot of consideration. It's deeply personal, so I can't tell you one way or another. There are/have been a lot of headmates/tulpas of mixed origins beyond just deliberate creation from scratch, so that's fine too. I hope you find your experience here to be positive!
  19. Congrats! 😊 I wish you luck figuring it out! Hopefully something will come to mind to help your decision during your break. 😁
  20. what i have written down for my arrangement of "dearly beloved" so far. this is the kairi focused portion of the piece; in later parts, i plan to incorporate the other characters more i'm pretty happy with what i have so far. you can see that in a lot of places the bass line is blank. when i actually play it, it has a baseline, but i've left it blank for now on the sheet music because i still haven't finalized my decision on what it should be. i want to find something that i am fully satisfied with there before moving on to the next section. although i'm going to be away from a keyboard or piano for the next week, so i won't be able to test out different ways of doing it, but i'm definitely going to be thinking about it at least
  21. Mhmm! We have been following that well. We've worked up to pretty regular 10 minute sessions. It's starting to feel less like a chore and more like an activity too! 😊 Yeah! 😁 It makes it a lot of fun! Interesting idea. I'll have to talk to her about that sometime. I know she'll appreciate the compliment too. 😊 Not really. I think she just wants to color one of the drawings we make. I wonder if she'd like to color a jellyfish or something like that. Interesting! I believe we've heard of something like that before. 😁 Interesting. I feel it will be possible. I wonder if some wonderlanding as a small Luna or whatever would help. I don't have much experience with such things though, lol. Good luck, have fun! 😊 Lol and ouch. I've heard of that. I think they just should have risked social consequences of the time, lol.
  22. The KERBEROS saga has its own mythos now. If and when we see the trilogy I have to explain the background of the world to you. It's so unique. What's more, every frame of JIN ROH was rotoscoped. Absolutely impressive margin of work for a feature-length film. Seeing Twi bitch-slap and throw boulders at ultra-buff DB characters would be hilarious. If Byakko could have her likeness programmed into a fighting game, what moveset would she have? I would like to see a few of the DB films, if only to compare and contrast. DBZ certainly carried the extreme marketing aspect one finds in 90s aesthetics and music, at least in America. The Japanese soundtrack would be very interesting to listen to. I'm also thinking of the utterly goofy censorship anime had endured at that time. At one point I distinctly recall an oni wear a shirt that read HFIL. The editors deliberately corrupted the word HELL and introduced the phrase Home For Infinite Losers. I'm reminded of how Sailor Moon S was similarly denuded, as Sailor Neptune and Sailor Uranus are depicted as cousins in one of the dubs (they're supposed to be a couple.) It still makes Twi and myself go "what the fuck."
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