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bre climbed a mountain????? why's everyone getting to go to mountains and yeah 16 fahrenheit is pretty cold for rain. are you sure it was raining water. maybe acid rain doesn't freeze i went out to mailbox, and it had mail for neighbor, which meant going behind house in the shade to where the backyard and trees are, and the smell of grass and trees immediately melted a lot of anxiety i had. i then tried walking down the road, where there are people and cars and the smell of dust and exhaust, and my muscles tightened back up several fold and face collapse back into the default expression tayomi probably passively has i went from default, to happy relaxed goku, to contemptuous vegeta face muscles in a span of seconds. i'd sit in the backyard if it was actually private, but the backyard is more like the front yard of the other apartments that we constantly get the mail of, so it almost feels like trespassing to go back there unless it is just in and out (still feels like tresspassing almost but idk what i'm supposed to do with their mail. they don't check their mail either as their mailbox is stuffed full so i have to squeeze it in) for as evil a landlord tb's parents had at old house, at least it had a private back yard (at least until fence was destroyed and they refused to repair it, and then they cut down the privacy trees for no reason, and the backyard trees, so spiritual violence and devaluation IMO of what made it nice, then doubled the rent. we live in a society) but it also was right next to fairly private woods and river. easy daily access to that for tb and rena definitely massively improved their mental health if there was a way to combine the meditation skills and knowledge we have now, with the nature access old tb and rena had, and also enough stable income to not be in constant state of worry and wondering how to replace or obtain important things, there would be so little to complain about i think. alas. we'll patiently bide our time for SSI i suppose. hopefully only forced to live here one more year. no clue how we will move though. or where to. but somewhere where a relaxing walk can occur seconds from exiting the door, or sitting in a private yard or patio. i'd probably start painting outside. and hopefully can figure out how to style irl body into something we don't feel ashamed of. that's also have of the pain of going outside is a visceral disgust of our own body that can only go away by avoiding mirror, accidentally looking at ourselves, or having others look at us

i think i messed up my conversion

I bet the view is great! 😊

That's pretty cold for rain not snow

i was at the summit of a mountain and it was raining, so that's why

笑!

LOL!

Lol!

In my case, I was a habitual daydreamer. One of my characters evolved beyond my control. I'm talking fourth wall breaks, intruding in daydreams where she didn't belong, even commenting on my daily life (which she wasn't supposed to be aware of). When I learned about tulpas, I realized that's what she was. Having tulpas really isn't like having DID. Yes, there are three people sharing this head, but taking control of my body is a skill my tulpas had to learn (and giving up control is one I had to learn), they can't take over without my consent, and even then, I'm still aware and able to take back control at any time. We also have very open communication and can't really keep anything secret from one another since we don't have or want hard dissociative barriers.

upside down sleeping flandre bat we drew in gartic phone

Aww. At least bats are cool. 😁

chilly where bre is aww

Everyone should move to K. 10pm, no fireflies. Only mosquitos. And bats. Might still be too early, haven't seen a firefly this year.

265 kelvin here

26 celsius here right now also yeah a 5 celsius/10 fahrenheit jump is a huge difference humidity matters a lot for how uncomfortable heat feels and how deadly it is though. unfortunately it is really humid when hot here

Never!

Ido, stop trying to larp as a european

Nah come on! 33 is still ok but above 40 is deadly. There's also a very noticeable difference between 30 and 35. Or 20 and 25. 5°C is not a small leap. but its strange how much the body gets used to warmth. Right now it's 25°C and if feels - cool. In the morning with below 20°C even cold.

Yay! 😊 Good summer solstice evening! 😊 Sounds nice! 😁 Oh, sounds nice minis the heat then.

Yeah it's 33'C here and often gets up to 41'C at the year's hottest Celsius is so dramatic, there's barely any difference between 33'C and 41'C but ratio would make you think it's immensely hotter

It's unbearably hot here during the day. 30°C all week and it keeps getting hotter. Temperatures above 35°C are expected. That's 95°F for you medieval unit havers.

erotilgujroivgjero i want to sit and watch for firefliesselefae sky has been so pretty last few days. also the crescent moon in the sky in the evening living in the middle of an unwalkable town is so lame good summer solstice afternoon

Good summer solstice evening! It's 9pm here, still bright as day. Sitting in the garden and waiting for fireflies. Might take another hour to get dark enough.

yin-yang

*reforms*