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Glad the medication is working well/like normal. 😊 That's some crazy effects for that stuff too.

Oh no it does, I've only experienced that level of bad circulation/soreness from being incredibly sedentary all day a handful of times, none of which were in the last 6 or so years because we've made sure to never be that sedentary But ADHD stimulants speed up how fast sedentariness kicks in, it seems like Also this is a personal to me effect but adderall does it way faster almost to the point I couldn't prevent it even being fully active, though I think adderall affects me more strongly than vyvanse so it may have been equivalent to taking like 70mg vyvanse (and the circulation effect is so strong that if I extend my arms I feel sort of like a blood skipping feeling in them, point which vyvanse never reaches for me) Anyways, almost 4 hours in and this generic vyvanse seems to work like normal so far, that's good

That was a little anticlimactic, I thought it was the medication itself that just naturally caused that I'm not innocent either, I know. My whole job is sitting

Good morning, everyone! 😊 Maybe, maybe not. I think she just liked learning it all. I'm not sure if we have anywhere to apply that knowledge either. I'm glad she enjoyed the class too! 😊 Oh! She will definitely watercolor again! 😁 Yeah, it's just hard to feel that way when nothing really happens. I know we don't do it for a while but even when we were practicing for around an hour, that was hard for us. We have heard that's a good thing to do. We should at least try audio imposition. Hmmmm, I do believe we can more easily unlock smell imposition. Nightfall has been able to smell things for a brief second when thinking about them. (Not recently but Splatoon did a ice cream based Splatfest and he smelled the ice cream flavors in question a couple times.) Thank you for the advice! 😊

Sitting a lot lol? And not being a perfect match for vyvanse It tends to creep in over the hours (especially hours like 8-10 when its other effects have worn off and I'm low energy again) as I rack up time spent just sitting, which is why I describe ADHD stimulants as "Speeding up the effects of sedentariness by 3x" or so But as I said, I've actually not had it happen at all recently (even when I'm sedentary for a few hours between walking around) so maybe eventually your body does get over that symptom if you even experience it (seems rare-ish) I certainly don't think I'm healthier than a year ago, so

he's in atlanta tonight

What the hell is the poor circulation from?

CVS is a well-known universal hub spatially linking all US states Got accidentally prescribed generic vyvanse for the first time, but took it (50mg) 2 hours ago and it seems to feel the same Hopefully it doesn't cause that poor-circulation-soreness later because I've actually not felt that at all taking vyvanse recently, even the 60mg

[Jess]. our human host is struggling at the minute its frustrating as just when we think the system has settled down and organised itself something will happen that will trigger one or more trauma parts to front in a panic. The outside world news about digital ID and people being forced to use 'real/legal name' to access everywhere so they can be tracked has been very triggering mainly because many parts journaled their DID journey online thinking it be safer as wouldn't be found or connected to us as long as we weren't logged in and tabs cleared etc. I think one tried to warn other vulnerable people and post was deleted which triggered their RSD sending Phoenix out in a rage accusing sites of being controlled by the govt already ..which also got deleted. ...so system is very stressed they don't want to have to go back in hiding after all the progress we've made with communication over the last 10 years but it doesn't feel safe being known as having a mental health condition like that particuarly cos of the association of people appearing to be 'pretending to be someone/thing else'. We hope this won't affect the Tulpa forum too and everyone will still have a safe space here to come to.

The glados pony form? We found that on deviantart I think

We say hello back. Twi is enamoured with her first form, it would seem. I won't pry, but you're welcome to talk with me if you need to. Does Jezebel have any ideas to use her knowledge on? I'm pleased she enjoyed her class. Imposition, like other tulpa-related skills, are a matter of patience. I think if you train yourself to see imposition as a gradually acquired skill, and not an insurmountable arcane capability, it won't seem as difficult. I also urge you to pursue the other senses as well, if only as secondary milestones. Twi fixates on olfactory substitution, and she has a fairly interesting patina of odours as a result.

I should be posting more in here, there are loads of things that I want to talk about then forget when I come online. Maybe I could start with host quotes? He says a lot of interesting stuff. Host quote today:"Tulpas have an interesting level of similarity among them. As in, if you've seen one tulpa, you've seen one tulpa." Edit: second host quote. "Love isn't actually unconditional unless you're high on those brain chemicals that I can but do not want to list, and the state of being high does not last long. Or maybe that's just me. You know what, that's probably just me being a terrible person, do not take this as general advice. Normal people probably can give you the unconditional love they talk about." "Host... You care about your friends perfectly well, literally nobody hates you like you think they should do. You have your 'conditions for love' down at so low a bar that nobody's crossed them like ever, stop hating yourself for wanting human decency from others. Seriously, you are not part of the people that 'true love is unconditional' is meant to berate. Discovering that you are neurodivergent and understood a bunch of stuff wrong does not mean that you should just start trust everything said about normal people." ……I feel like this sort of thing is going to be a recurring theme in my posts if I type out everything host wants me to. Host skipped the dark edgy phase of puberty when he should have had one, maybe it's coming back to bite him now? A hundred times a day of dramatic statements about the darkness of humanity and/or oneself is surely not normal for anybody. Anyway, to avoid cringe overload (and positive reinforcement), this is the last time that I will record quotes about host hating himself here. I will be devising training methods to shift his mindset, hopefully they will have at least partial success. I do not want to live with an emo teen in my head forever. (I do, actually, if said emo teen is host. But I also do prefer him being happy.)

Sleepy time, good night, everyone! 😊

goodnight

Shiver me timbers!

Im not too sure how to go about introducing myself, but hi! Yall can call me Parker, and I do not have a Tulpa (apologies im not sure on how to phrase that 😅). I used he/him pronouns. Im here because ive been interested in Tulpamancy for a long time, literal years. I first discovered the idea in 2018, and ive been kind of lurking in various communities since. I decided to finally join a community for real because I've been trying and failing to decide if I should create a tulpa. I will note, I am already plural, just not in a "I created it" way.

Didn't find a way to add quotes in edit mode, so this. It was also just a joke.

Sorry, I didn't mean that someone would stop me from speaking. It was just a joke.

Well... You certainly can. Not about to stop anybody from saying anything. Freedom of speech and all that. /j

Um, can I say that this looks pretty good?

……Okay...... Don't really understand the game but that is slightly alarming behaviour. That keyboard doesn't look cheap. (Though the game does.)

Arrrrrr Can't let you do that, star matey

Yes. 😁 That honestly looks like alien eggs, lol. Oof, that sucks. Good night, ring! 😊

Fair point Have you seen those videos of the crossfire guy

China has more people, meaning it also has more terrible ideas. And more weird people who actually like these ideas so that they get spread around and make everybody's lives a bit worse.