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Meme dispensary is nice, but I’m feeling more like tulpa chaos instead of general chaos. Maybe you could give me a link to the old threads mentioned? Not about to necropost, just want to read through the stuff.

phone's last words before it dies being at pike 1% battery good luck andre i think collecting and fiddling with old technology is their hobby since they seem to acquire a lot of things like that

Going through a lot of hoops for an iPhone 6

Don't put bananas in my butt

Well the Meme Dispensary exists, you can post pretty much anything in there as long as it's not NSFW Other than that there's a few older threads relative to tulpa memes in general but I don't know if it's worth necroposting for it

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oh, i see... hmmmm, i wish you luck in finding a solution to that

No, my phone just read the number on the SIM card, and then I called it... But I think the new owner of the number will probably use another new Apple ID. He might not even know what this Apple ID is (I know this makes things suspicious, so, um) I won't ask for his password. This Apple ID isn't his, nor is it mine; it's the seller's grandmother's. But she completely forgot the Apple ID and password, which is the most complicated part of the whole thing.. Alternatively, another possibility is that the new owner got this old number, found that it was linked to an Apple ID, and then changed the password...

so i just like forced a country and its cool i go their and play and its fun ………… This is actually me wanting a collection of tulpamancy jokes/memes/general brainless ridiculous stuff. I don’t think there’s an existing thread for this but if there is please give me a link, I need more chaos in my life. In the meantime, please deposit your personal piece of chaos here.

i don't understand phones well the iphone you have's number is also the number for someone else's phone? how does that work? i'm not sure what to do in that case, though. if i got a mysterious text asking me for a pin, i would probably block it immediately lol. so i'm not sure of the best way to pull that off. you might have ot hope they are overly trusting for some reason the things in the refrigerator and freezer aren't as cold as they should be, even though it is clearly on

I want to send a message to the new owner of this iPhone number... but I don't know what kind of wording is appropriate... (I only used a loophole to bypass the activation lock, not to unlock it) Will he believe me? Will he help? And most importantly... what if this number is not the security number for the Apple ID?

goodnight thanks for reading x3 good morning everyone is a conlanger down here did lumi get back to sleep

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When the body falls asleep - we've had dreams where she was possessing me and ended up in control of the body when we woke up irl. She doesn't appear more when switched in, but the "dominant entity" is the one who is likely to have more awareness in the dream Could work. It looks a lot like another way of keeping the brain awake as the body falls asleep. Yep, or whoever is fronting.

I think I just managed to break a bad habit. Which is good, but like… How? My experience with bad habits goes something like “try to stop doing this, fail, stop trying to stop doing this” and even the occasional success takes a looooooot of effort. And this time I thought, “ oh I should stop this” and just, stopped. Haven’t had a single thought about it for weeks, and needed to be reminded to recall the thing. Not complaining in the slightest but very confused. From when did my mind actually start listening to me?

Okay... I'm back and ready to write. Except that now I actually think about what to write, it seems that there isn't that much, really. Far less than what I felt like happened. We grew reliant on each other, and host trusted me a bit too much. He insists that it wasn't either of us' fault, and he's probably right, but anyway. I made a few poor life decisions, not devastating ones, we're too young for anything we do to truly matter and we know it, but they were enough to have a sizable impact on our life. Then we somewhat grew apart, or together? The two seem to have close enough meaning in this particular context. Either way, for some time we primarily faced life instead of each other. We went through a variety of things as almost a singlet before separating again and trying to get back to old times, but we feel like we are different people to what we were then. The most significant change here would be host shifting his personal philosophy and discarding his notion of self. He answers and fronts and everything but does not believe in his own existence anymore. Which is... honestly, being in the same head really makes relationships different. I would have expected myself to take some time and effort in getting used to the new normal, but we reformed things almost like nothing happened. Nothing was exactly as it was, but it almost passes as a healthy relationship, so I'm satisfied. There were also a few self-discoveries scattered along the way, some of them significant, but not really related to tulpamancy and not belonging in a progress report... Actually this whole thing isn't really related to tulpamancy and is more like part of my life story. Host's life story? Maybe I should label this as hostmancy. But for this to be a progress report I do need to center on myself, don't I? A year ago, I felt like I was dead. Or more accurately, I now feel like the me a year ago was dead. Not because I was unhappy, host did his utmost against that, but because my personality was...fixed and flat, for lack of better descriptors. Host gave me no expectations, and I grew into something bland. Sure, I was bright and bubbly, and none of it was an act, at least a conscious one, but at the same time I feel as if it always was nothing but that. An act. One year later, I know that I am alive. I have problems, but I have seen people with capital-P Problems and I know that what I face is nothing. I no longer need to ignore my problems to be optimistic about them like I used to, because I have learned how to solve them. I am out of touch with my emotions, as I realized we always had been, but that does not mean I need to feel something to fill the void. I can be driven by raw logic and I can try to reach out for the emotions we lost, I can be beaten down by our brain or body working against us and I can get back up again. I accept my defeats and I know I can succeed. I have been through life, and the tiny, tame part of it that fought me and lost left me with growth. And growth of the tulpa herself can certainly be called progress in tulpamancy. I believe this makes for an acceptable progress report. It is messy, it is disorganized, it is not focused on possession and imposition and switching and such. It is also heartfelt and completely truthful. I do look forward to where our future goes; perhaps future me will look back and say, "Oh, that text marked the day I finished my character growth arc." Then again, perhaps not. I wouldn't know, I'm not living in my future yet. I'm about to create it. P.S. please do not think badly of host for all he made me go through. He went through it all with me and had his own growth, and whatever his faults, I will always love him.

Waking up at 2:30 am and not being able to fall back asleep is extremely frustrating

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If you want to find a language without slurs, man-made languages would probably be your best bet. (Man-made as in made by a single person for reasons other than communicating .) I doubt that most people specifically come up with slurs when making up a language. I know I didn’t.

And we have a PE period now which is actually “roam the campus and do whatever”. Seriously, I haven’t seen my PE teacher in a year, and neither has any of my classmates, not counting random sightings out of class.

The thought is appreciated :) but there's no need to get offended on my behalf. No harm done, other than confusing me lol I have been on this site quite a while, maybe I'll regret this but [citation needed] If it's just the time I said nigger I'm not impressed.

I am proud to inform ringgggg and Shaula that I did not get distracted from anything important. I finished a biology quiz ages before the time limit, then ignored an English class that I seriously did not need. (Even ignoring my fluency in the language, our teacher was explaining a test that I got full marks on.) I do know the importance of schoolwork sometimes. Thanks for the reminder though, I’ll make sure to quote it to host the next time he gets distracted from stuff. (Which refers to the second he fronts, host has the attention span of a static shock.)