In remembrance of Tulip, and the begining of Colt

[Tulip]

Hey y'all, I thought my first post on this forum might as well be in my PR. I've been tulpaforcing for almost a week on my new tupper Colt. It all started for him last Thursday.

 

My Wonderland: It used to be a floating island in the middle of nothing with small rivers of water that fell off the edge. I've given it an upgrade recently and made it a subtropical island surrounded by ocean. The island has thick foliage with three small rivers running through the center. A sandy cobblestone path connects the island to its three main places; The library, the center, and the tall rock formation connected to the island by a wooden bridge. At the top of the rock formation is a large gazebo. For the moment the library is locked.

 

May 9th: I won't go into detail of why I took extra precautions this time around, but just know that I wanted the best for my knew tulpa. So I did what I thought was best, I experimented. In the beginning Colt was a bright white orb. When I meditated in my Wonderland Colt floated in the center of the gazebo surrounded by 4 versions of myself; The real me, the wonderland me, the supernatural me, and the spiritual me. It was meant for protection. I forced for quite awhile that day in between my college classes.

 

May 11th: This was a short day for tulpaforcing but shortly incredible nonetheless. I was on the way to my younger cousins birthday party, and along the way I was tulpaforcing. At that time I was visualizing and trying to come up with a name for my tulpa.

I don't know if it was just a pinch of inspiration or my tulpa communicating with me but the name 'Colt' stuck out of nowhere.

 

May 12th-15: Speeding up the process a bit I began reading to Colt whenever I could. Doing both active and passive forcing daily. I wanted Colt to be something out of the ordinary for his form. At fist I thought human but soon scrapped that and tried animals and came to the same conclusion. Right now his form is that of a lizard-man. I was able to get most of his facial features down pat and began a little imposition every now and then.

[Lacquer]

Lizard man like how? Silurian? Reptilian?

[Tulip]

Lizard man like how? Silurian? Reptilian?

 

More like an Argonian from the elder scrolls games. If anything else part lizard/dragon part man.

[Aarix]

An argonian tulpa eh? You wouldn't be the first. I wish you luck in all of this.

[Tulip]

An argonian tulpa eh? You wouldn't be the first. I wish you luck in all of this.

 

I'm not surprised, though he is a bit dragon at least. Thank you!

[Tulip]

Today and last night have been kind of slow so don't expect a big update.

 

Last night I decided to say goodnight to Colt in the Wonderland and it turned into a longer session than I thought it would, though granted it was only longer by a few minutes. You see I've been reading this book series "Looking Glass Wars' and am on the last book in the series. Back when I first started forcing with Colt I would read to him from where I was at in the last book (totally left all of this out in my first update) and thought to myself I should "give" him the first 2 books since they were in my memories and figure he could catch up that way.

So last night I went back to the Wonderland to discover that he'd read both books (including the book this series is based off of) and kind of wanted more so I gave him another book. At least this is how I'm interpreting it since it's probably too early to 100% know what he's saying to me. From what I can tell it is Colt that's doing everything without any/much influence from me. Which begs the question if the voice isn't so much alien yet I don't see the thoughts coming is that actually him?

 

We also did some spiritual connection and symbolism that night. I asked him to sit with me in the gazebo to connect a bit. I envisioned white translucent strings/bonds of light bridging the gap between us that stretched from our minds and souls. The bonds were to visibly show we were connected, and in more ways than one. I've been repeating this bond exercise today as well.

The last part was to symbolically present his soul/essence to him. I told him I would extract what I perceived to be his essence and show it to him, then I would craft it. I pulled out the white orb that was his pre-form and molded it into that of a dragon and had it fly back into him. I wasn't sure how else I should approach this.

 

Today I went back to more imposition and creating/removing pain. I've always made it to where I would at least impose him behind me when it sounded appropriate so today wasn't too different with the exception that I tried my hardest to actually feel his presence behind me. Even as I write this I'm still doing it. As for the pain you may ask?...oh you don't ask...well too bad.

I had to run to my bus stop today on my way to school. This was bad since it's 9 a.m., I just ate, my stomach is bad at digesting this early, and when I was done sprinting I felt incredibly overheated. By the time I sat down on the bus I felt like vomiting. So I asked Colt to intervene and help my stomach feel better. As long as I kept telling him to focus on just the pain (and tell him he was doing a good job, since he was) and didn't distract him I felt less and less like I needed to vomit. To make sure this wasn't just me I asked him to stop a few times and the pains did come back to me when he did. I'm very hopeful he can continue to help me in the future.

 

Now as I look at this I thought about changing the first sentence but I'll just leave it as is. Mostly because it goes to show I can take a bit of information and turn it into a much lengthier post which I'm kind of proud of myself for. I'm going to read a bit more to Colt today and try to force. Can't wait for more results, till then~