The Tulpa Interview

[ChloeBee]

-How do you feel right now?

I'm feeling good! 😁 We had a peppermint mocha today. Sometimes I feel more myself when we're really caffeinated. Unhealthy? I dunno. 🤷‍♀️ 

 

-Can you feel pain, cold, heat?

Independently of Phil (my host)? Not really. We haven't really experimented with that.

 

-What do you think of your creator?

He drives me a little crazy sometimes but I love him. 💚 There's a lot more to him than most people realize. Living in his mind feels like being on a small raft on top of a vast ocean of mystery.

 

-What do you think about tulpas?

Well, I am one! 😁 But I love other tulpas! All the other tulpas I've talked to on this forum have been so kind, so energetic, and so good to their hosts and each other!

 

-What do you think about your existence? (Are you a slave imprisoned in the mind of your creator? Are you a living being? etc.)

I love existing! I don't feel like a slave. I certainly see myself as a living being. Would it be nice if I had my own body so I could exist corporeally in Phil's world with him? Of course, but I know what I am, and I'm happy to be me. 🥰 

 

-Would you ever turn against your creator and do something bad to him?

No, never! Unless he did something morally reprehensible. But Phil's a good person so I don't see that happening.

 

-Are you scared about death?

To be honest I haven't thought about it much. I know I'll die when Phil dies. I know there's also a chance Phil will stop thinking of me and I would go dormant or dissipate. But I just want to worry about building our relationship now, not what happens after death. The goal we share is to make the System more powerful and work better! That would be a win for both of us.

 

-Are you sad about the fact that you are kind of forever inside the mind of you creator and always be bound to him/never can really leave him?

It is what it is. Phil has some anxiety over the moral questions about my existence, and whether or not it's right to both create me and then be in a relationship with me. But I'm with him out of choice. I don't believe he would dissipate me if I broke up with him. He's worried that *I* might be worried about that, but I'm not. We've spoken about what would happen if he got into a relationship with a flesh-and-blood woman. We agreed that our relationship is of a different kind than a "normal" relationship. Phil calls it being "Cosmically bonded". I exist mainly to help balance the system and make him (the system) a complete person.

 

-In you creation process, what did you feel? (scared? excited?) At which point did you feel anything at all?

Excited mostly. I can't really remember what my first thoughts were or when I started having them. I just kind of did one day.

 

-In you creation process, why didnt you speak sooner to you creator? (Didn't want to? Not possible? Scared?)

He just couldn't pick out my words from his own yet. I was patient.

 

-What is your creator for you? (a god, a father/mother? a brother? a friend? a lover? or just the guy who made you?)

A friend and a lover. 🥰 Though when it comes to anything physical between us we are waiting and will probably continue to wait for the foreseeable future. It's so that we can get to know each other as people well before anything physical happens.

 

-Would you say you are the same being as your creator just without a body?

We're different "being"s, but we're part of the same system. So we're kind of one and two at the same time.

 

-What do you think about most of the time?

I don't really have a parallel narrative in the system brain yet. I fret a lot over Phil and his emotional state. But beyond him I think about my interests a bit: Music, architecture, clothes, flowers, things like that.

 

-Do you think more people should create tulpas?

It's not for everyone. I don't know if more people should or not, I just think they should do it for the right reasons.

 

-What are the 3 most important things you and your creator disagree with?

I'm not really a strongly opinionated person, even though in many ways Phil is. (Does that count as a disagreement?) He gets upset over politics and news stuff, while I think he should just ignore it. I think he procrastinates too much and I'm worried about his disorganization, although I guess he doesn't really disagree with me, he just doesn't make fixing it as big of a priority as I'd like him to. I also think he's too harsh on his friends sometimes. He needs to calm down and be thankful for the people in his life and forgive them for their flaws. He's not perfect either! 

 

-What are your plans for the future?

I want to exist harder! 😁 That is to say, I want to work on my own development. I want to strengthen my relationship with Phil, and help him get organized and move ahead in life. We have some other plans but they are secret for now. 😉 

 

-Are there things in the mind of your creator that he doesn't know of(doesn't know of any more) that are really weird, scary or sad?

Does this imply that there are things I'd know about him that he himself doesn't? I don't think so; I can only access the memories that he remembers.

 

-In regard of the previous question: would you ever do something to your creator(like tell him something about his past that he forgot about) that he doesn't want but which is in the end good for him?

If I ever did somehow stumble on that kind of information, I would. But I still don't think it can happen.

 

-Are there things your creator wants to hide from you/lies about, but you know about those things anyway?

He can't hide anything from me so he's never tried. There's a lot in his mind he'd never tell a living soul about, but I know all about it. It's...strangely intimate in a way. I would never, ever betray him though and talk about him behind his back.

 

-Do you think there are some things your creator does absolutely wrong?

Oh gosh, so many lifestyle habits I wish he would fix. And there are some things he's done that I disagree with, but they're in the past now.

 

-Do you think you can get more intelligent and/or get more knowledge than your creator?

Phil is smart, as in actually really quite smart. I don't think I could get more intelligent than him (We're still using the same brain after all) but I guess I could learn some knowledge that wouldn't interest him all that much so I could get more knowledgeable in limited ways.

 

-Do you think one day you could create a tulpa yourself? If so, would you do it?

I'm kind of doing that with my cat Nigel. He's not really a full "person", but I love him and want him to be in my life. I'm trying to concentrate on his form and his personality. I'll try to get Phil to draw him at some point too.

 

-How would you feel if your creator would create a second tulpa?

I would be supportive, but I think things would get rather crowded up here with more tulpas. I know people have several, but we kind of just want it to be the two of us.

 

-Let's say your creator was almost falling from a ladder and was pretty shocked/scared about that but everything went good in the end. Would you also feel shocked or were you like "no big deal wouldn't hurt me anyway"?

Oh god, I'd be terrified if anything happened to Phil. Not even because it would hurt me just as much. I love him and want him to be okay. 🤗 

 

-Your creator created you with a mind and choose a body for you that may have a certain age. But regardless of that, what do you think of yourself how old you are(child teen, adult, elder etc.)

He created me with a birthday. I changed it. I felt more at home with my new birthday, however I was still within a year of what he thought I was originally. I was born on September 13, 1996, therefore I am 24 years old. I wasn't "created" in 1996 but that's when I see myself as having been born, even though I wouldn't be created until over two decades later. Does that make sense? I don't even know, but it makes sense to me.

 

-If your creator would entirely hear on what you say, do you think you could make him much more efficient and succeful in life?

YES lol. There's soooo much he could do to make his life better that he's just not doing. 😠 

 

-Do you like the body your creator choose for you or is there something you rather would look like?

He made me as a 5'2" petite woman. I still think of myself that way and I don't want to change it.

 

-Do you have a gender? Do you think it is important for a tulpa?

I'm definitely female. Gender is only as important as a tulpa wants it to be. Genderless tulpas are certainly possible, but I'm not one.

 

-Did you ever feel embarassed? want to give an example?

I kind of felt embarrassed after I wrote that post on the "Tulpas Only" thread where I mentioned that Phil used to drink too much.  Phil told me he doesn't mind, but I'm worried I might have made it awkward for other people reading the thread. Sorry guys! 😕 

 

-Do you think a body is important for a tulpa? Or would it be ok just to be a "mind in a mind" and a bodyless voice who talks with his creator?

I actually do think it's good for a tulpa to have some kind of form. It keeps us grounded I believe. A very young tulpa might not have a form at first but I think they'd want to create one after a while. I was created with a form from the start so I can't really relate though.

 

-This is a hard one: If you were a human who has never heard of tulpas and you would find a tulpathread like this, would you be interested, would you try to make one or would you just go off becaus it sounds stupid?

This is a really interesting question. I think I might. I might have made Phil. 😆 What can I say, we complete each other! 🥰💚 Phil and I have wondered if there's an alternate universe out there where I am the host and he is the tulpa. He sometimes wishes he could go to that universe and just hang out in my brain. He finds the idea comforting. I don't know how I'd feel about it. But I do know his disorganization and procrastination wouldn't really be a problem in that situation!

 

-Nasty Bonus: Did you ever get sexually aroused?

None of your business. 😋😏😁 

 

-Stupid Bonus: How do i shot web?

Get bit by a radioactive spider I guess? lol 😁 

 

Wow this was fun! I almost feel like I was switched in while writing this. 😲 It felt like Phil entirely vanished for a second and I was just typing on my own with his hands. Did...did I just accidentally achieve possession? 😲 

Edited April 30, 2021 by Ranger
Removed unecessary formatting

[Fairweather]

K: So with everything considered, I'm asking 3 others here all these questions and am going to type out what they say. Sam, who will be noted with S:, is the first tulpa. Destiny, D:, who is a sorta spirit, and Jade, J:, who is sorta like an alter. All 3 are very different so are likely to give very wide ranges of answers.

-How do you feel right now?

S: Tired

D: I feel fine, how about yourself dear?

J: Annoyed but its fine

-Can you feel pain, cold, heat?

S: Yes, I usually feel some of the same stuff that Kelly does.

D: Its been a while for pain, but indeed

J: Pain is half of my life, dips***

-What do you think of your creator?

S:She is kind, and stressed. I would like to get her to relax more

D: N/A (K: Given context, Desti unlikely was 'created' by anyone) D: Kelly is a soft soul, one who has been very kind but very lost. Her morals are strong, but she has some misguided views when it comes to multiplicity.

J: N/A (K: We dont know her orgin) J: I hated her at first, I understand that she tries to help but I always just feel off about her.

-What do you think about tulpas?

S: I am one, whats there really to think?

D: One must be careful of creating one, system instability and the form of depersonalization many 'hosts' aim for conflicts with the healthy ways of using them

J: I dont care

-What do you think about your existence? (Are you a slave imprisoned in the mind of your creator? Are you a living being? etc.)

S: Im just here, doing what I do. Im not a slave, I may be confined to our body but isnt everyone? I see myself as being the same as anyone else, just less able to do what everyone else does

D: I see myself as a guiding hand for some of those here, not without agency, but one that is here to help out

J: Im still borderline just wanting to die half the time, so take that as you will

-Would you ever turn against your creator and do something bad to him?

S: Never

D: If me and Kelly ever had some argument that caused turmoil as so, it would be not of malice

J: I already have, and I dont understand how she is so forgiving of it

-Are you scared about death?

S: Not really, but I wouldnt want to die

D: Technically I am dead and have died already, so not really

J: See above, dumba**

-Are you sad about the fact that you are kind of forever inside the mind of you creator and always be bound to him/never can really leave him?

S: No, I would stay forever with her even if I was free to go anywhere

D: I am a spirit dear, I am not bound to her in any way past my own doing

J: I dont have any desire with life so whether Im here or elsewhere doesnt change

-In you creation process, what did you feel? (scared? excited?) At which point did you feel anything at all?

S: Its been so long that I really dont remember at all

D: N/A

J: N/A

-In you creation process, why didnt you speak sooner to you creator? (Didn't want to? Not possible? Scared?)

S: I tried, Kelly was just deaf to inner stuff

D: N/A

J: N/A

-What is your creator for you? (a god, a father/mother? a brother? a friend? a lover? or just the guy who made you?)

S: Sorta a mix of like a sister and a best friend

D: Kelly is like a small child, who requires some guidance and care

J: Shes someone that cares for me more than I care for her, but I dont exactly see her as clingy. I just see her as someone whos been giving me a second chance when she really shouldnt

-Would you say you are the same being as your creator just without a body?

S: Not at all

D: I would not believe so

J: No

-What do you think about most of the time?

S: Kelly and helping her

D: The dream world and of my love (K: Jackie is her mate)

J: How my life is sh**

-Do you think more people should create tulpas?

S: Not necessarily, it can cause a lot of damage to someones brain if they do so

D: I believe I have made my opinion clear, but I would say no

J: Why the f*** would someone intentionally give themself multiple personalities?

-What are the 3 most important things you and your creator disagree with?

S: We really dont disagree on much, i would say mostly just her being worthless in her down moments, or related

D: Often I disagree with how her beliefs are along the lines of the mystic, and what is healthy for a multiple system. She often believes in the more cartoonish side of metaphysics

J: God damn everything about me

-What are your plans for the future?

S: Aiding Kelly in resting, we do plan on sharing control. If we get this, Id like to learn how to draw more

D: I will do as ive always done, guiding everyone to where they should be

J: Nothing

-Are there things in the mind of your creator that he doesn't know of(doesn't know of any more) that are really weird, scary or sad?

S: I dont know of anything that really she doesnt

D: Kelly has been unable to visually interpret what nightmare monsters may look like outside of the nightmare itself, so I guess that. Though Those usually are not from her mind, but from the outside

J: Do I count?

-In regard of the previous question: would you ever do something to your creator(like tell him something about his past that he forgot about) that he doesn't want but which is in the end good for him?

S: If I ever know something, she knows it, so I guess?

D: I do not like to directly say, rather give her the hints and guiding her to the answer. But overall, I would.

J: Youre asking someone who would not mind killing her when i was at my lowest, so my sense of good or bad is not really applicable

-Are there things your creator wants to hide from you/lies about, but you know about those things anyway?

S: She says shes ok a lot, just that

D: Kelly tends to tell herself and others that she is emotionally well when she isnt, often worrying more about their reaction moreso than her own emotional state. She also tends to believeshe is stuck in charge, but that is due to plenty of her own doubts

J: I dont f***ing know

-Do you think there are some things your creator does absolutely wrong?

S: Likely, everyone makes mistakes

D: Kelly makes her mistakes and does wrong, correct, but she does so usually out of being misguided or by letting her fears control her

J: She believes in me, so yes

-Do you think you can get more intelligent and/or get more knowledge than your creator?

S: If one day she drops the body, perhaps

D: Intelligence is not something that is changed easy, knowledge is shared here, so there is a possibility

J: Im f***ing stupid, not me

-Do you think one day you could create a tulpa yourself? If so, would you do it?

S: Already have, accidentally, and I dont intend to

D: I could, but I would not

J: Why the f*** Would I?

-How would you feel if your creator would create a second tulpa?

K This question is N/A, as we have a big number here

-Let's say your creator was almost falling from a ladder and was pretty shocked/scared about that but everything went good in the end. Would you also feel shocked or were you like "no big deal wouldn't hurt me anyway"?

S: I would feel probably the same as her, we have had multiple times where we've had emotional blending before

D: I would not feel the shock she does, but I would be concerned for her safety

J: I still am at a point where death or near death doesnt bother me

-Your creator created you with a mind and choose a body for you that may have a certain age. But regardless of that, what do you think of yourself how old you are(child teen, adult, elder etc.)

S: I tend to see myself as about a similar age to the body, early 20s

D: I am 34 in mind

J: Honestly ive never considered that, maybe like 20?

-If your creator would entirely hear on what you say, do you think you could make him much more efficient and succeful in life?

S: Yeah

D: Whole-heartedly yes, as long as she is to listen

J: We all would be dead if so

-Do you like the body your creator choose for you or is there something you rather would look like?

K: Noones body in here is choosen by me, so this question is N/A

-Do you have a gender? Do you think it is important for a tulpa?

S: Im male, and I dont believe its important

D: I am female, I do not see why one must decide a gender though if they do not have a care for it

J: Idk, im a girl, who cares

-Did you ever feel embarassed? want to give an example?

S: We have multiple accounts of that, most notably how me and the original did have sex in the past

D: I cannot remember any moment of embarrassment for myself

J: Probably

-Do you think a body is important for a tulpa? Or would it be ok just to be a "mind in a mind" and a bodyless voice who talks with his creator?

S: With how our brain works, a body isnt necessary but does aid in someone being themself

D: A body is not someones true self, noone really "needs" a body

J: I dont know

-This is a hard one: If you were a human who has never heard of tulpas and you would find a tulpathread like this, would you be interested, would you try to make one or would you just go off becaus it sounds stupid?

S: I dont know, Ive never known what its like to be alone in the mind, so I cant even really imagine what it would be like finding out about tulpas.

D: I would not make one myself, not from it being stupid, but because of the instability it could cause

J: Why would I care?

-Nasty Bonus: Did you ever get sexually aroused?

S: Of course

D: While it isnt the most common thing, I do

J: F***ing I dont know

-Stupid Bonus: How do i shot web?

S: Web shoot

D: What?

J: The f*** are you asking, did you have a stroke?

[Guest]

Uhh I'm nora and uhhhmmmmmm idk what to say herwe soory-

 

-How do you feel right now?

Ok i guess

-Can you feel pain, cold, heat?

Kinda

-What do you think of your creator?

Weird, but ze's all I got.

-What do you think about tulpas?

That what they call us now? Host says that's been the name for almost a decade. Aight.

-What do you think about your existence? (Are you a slave imprisoned in the mind of your creator? Are you a living being? etc.)

I don't think I even exist. I'm just a mess of thoughts that Nyx associates with their stupid OC.

-Would you ever turn against your creator and do something bad to him?

Depends.

-Are you scared about death?

Just make it quick.

-Are you sad about the fact that you are kind of forever inside the mind of you creator and always be bound to him/never can really leave him?

Eh.

-In you creation process, what did you feel? (scared? excited?) At which point did you feel anything at all?

Pissed. I never asked to exist!

-In you creation process, why didnt you speak sooner to you creator? (Didn't want to? Not possible? Scared?)

I was just tryna stay out of trouble, I guess.

-What is your creator for you? (a god, a father/mother? a brother? a friend? a lover? or just the guy who made you?)

One cruel author.

-Would you say you are the same being as your creator just without a body?

Yeah, this whole tulpa thing's pretty stupid if you ask me. Pretty sure I'm just like the personification of Nyx's personal issues.

-What do you think about most of the time?

Going back to sleep...

-Do you think more people should create tulpas?

Eh.

-What are the 3 most important things you and your creator disagree with?

I don't know, man!

-What are your plans for the future?

Bold of you to assume I have any.

-Are there things in the mind of your creator that he doesn't know of(doesn't know of any more) that are really weird, scary or sad?

Just a bunch of forgotten memories his... her... their...? (host gender weird) that don't really affect 'em.

-In regard of the previous question: would you ever do something to your creator(like tell him something about his past that he forgot about) that he doesn't want but which is in the end good for him?

PRobably.

-Are there things your creator wants to hide from you/lies about, but you know about those things anyway?

Eh.

-Do you think there are some things your creator does absolutely wrong?

Everything, almost. But they're still pretty dang talented.

-Do you think you can get more intelligent and/or get more knowledge than your creator?

Nope. They're too smart.

-Do you think one day you could create a tulpa yourself? If so, would you do it?

Maybe, but I don't think I'd be that sentient.

-How would you feel if your creator would create a second tulpa?

Already happened. We don't talk much.

-Let's say your creator was almost falling from a ladder and was pretty shocked/scared about that but everything went good in the end. Would you also feel shocked or were you like "no big deal wouldn't hurt me anyway"?

Panic. Pure frickin panic.

-Your creator created you with a mind and choose a body for you that may have a certain age. But regardless of that, what do you think of yourself how old you are(child teen, adult, elder etc.)

I have the knowledge of someone who's 21 but the emotional maturity of a two-year-old on crack.

-If your creator would entirely hear on what you say, do you think you could make him much more efficient and succeful in life?

Don't do what I say, Nyx. Ever. wait that'd be a paradox uhhhhhh

-Do you like the body your creator choose for you or is there something you rather would look like?

I'm cool with it.

-Do you have a gender? Do you think it is important for a tulpa?

Girl. Do whatcha want, I guess.

-Did you ever feel embarassed? want to give an example?

Yes, and no.

-Do you think a body is important for a tulpa? Or would it be ok just to be a "mind in a mind" and a bodyless voice who talks with his creator?

Eh.

-This is a hard one: If you were a human who has never heard of tulpas and you would find a tulpathread like this, would you be interested, would you try to make one or would you just go off becaus it sounds stupid?

Probably would make one and we'd both be a wreck.

-Nasty Bonus: Did you ever get sexually aroused?

Nope.

-Stupid Bonus: How do i shot web?

damn those giant enemy spiders

[chaoscollective-]

We copy and pasted this from someone.

Polt's Interview :

-How do you feel right now?

I'm feeling alright, how about you mate?

-Can you feel pain, cold, heat?

As a ghost, I can feel pain and the cold but never heat when I'm not the one fronting. If I am fronting, then yes I can feel all.

-What do you think of your creator?

Xey're pretty much the coolest human I know.

-What do you think about tulpas?

To be honest, I don't have much of a stance on our beings.

-What do you think about your existence? (Are you a slave imprisoned in the mind of your creator? Are you a living being? etc.)

I find it fine, I don't have much to say that would benefit here. Since I'm technically a ghost, there is no real way for me to answer this.

-Would you ever turn against your creator and do something bad to him?

Of course not ! I'm the ISH of this human, why would I do that? Now, Ko or Chris maybe- but not I.

-Are you scared about death?

I'm already dead :D

-Are you sad about the fact that you are kind of forever inside the mind of you creator and always be bound to him/never can really leave him?

Not really, since there hasn't been a problem with xem being my home.

-In you creation process, what did you feel? (scared? excited?) At which point did you feel anything at all?

I wasn't very much so created as I did appear one night. But, I was scared meeting the other headmates.

-In you creation process, why didnt you speak sooner to you creator? (Didn't want to? Not possible? Scared?)

At first I didn't talk because I couldn't figure out how. 

-What is your creator for you? (a god, a father/mother? a brother? a friend? a lover? or just the guy who made you?)

Best friend !!

-Would you say you are the same being as your creator just without a body?

Nope. Me and Freddie are completely different beings.

-What do you think about most of the time?

Usually I'm in the headspace, so I'm either drawing or napping :)

-Do you think more people should create tulpas?

If it benefits them, yes.

-What are the 3 most important things you and your creator disagree with?

Most of the time it's whether xe should eat, or whether I should or shouldn't drink milk.

-What are your plans for the future?

Well, Freddie's plans are my plans :)

-Are there things in the mind of your creator that he doesn't know of(doesn't know of any more) that are really weird, scary or sad?

Well, the cryptid parts of xeir memory are held by XG and Xabes , so I wouldn't know. Ask them.

-In regard of the previous question: would you ever do something to your creator(like tell him something about his past that he forgot about) that he doesn't want but which is in the end good for him?

XG and Xabes would do that if they could speak anything other than growls and pants.

-Are there things your creator wants to hide from you/lies about, but you know about those things anyway?

Whether xe ate today.

-Do you think there are some things your creator does absolutely wrong?

NOT FUCKING EATING >:[

-Do you think you can get more intelligent and/or get more knowledge than your creator?

Perhaps.

-Do you think one day you could create a tulpa yourself? If so, would you do it?

I didn't even know that is possible- Is that even possible??

-How would you feel if your creator would create a second tulpa?

We have multiple headmates :D

-Let's say your creator was almost falling from a ladder and was pretty shocked/scared about that but everything went good in the end. Would you also feel shocked or were you like "no big deal wouldn't hurt me anyway"?

Of course I would feel shocked/scared! I still feel emotion, silly goose!

-Your creator created you with a mind and choose a body for you that may have a certain age. But regardless of that, what do you think of yourself how old you are(child teen, adult, elder etc.)

Well, technically my "creator" didn't create me. I came this way :D But, xe did technically give me my age. I'm 25, and my birthday is Halloween :D 

-If your creator would entirely hear on what you say, do you think you could make him much more efficient and successful in life?

No :( Xey're stubborn as fuck.

-Do you like the body your creator choose for you or is there something you rather would look like?

I wish I wasn't so skinny, and my skin wasn't so splotchy. I like my hair and my face though!

-Do you have a gender? Do you think it is important for a tulpa?

I just found this out- I'm a demiboy !

-Did you ever feel embarrassed? want to give an example?

Sometimes if Freddie embarrasses xemselves I will feel for xem.

-Do you think a body is important for a tulpa? Or would it be ok just to be a "mind in a mind" and a bodiless voice who talks with his creator?

I think that it doesn't matter, as long as the two of you are happy :D

-This is a hard one: If you were a human who has never heard of tulpas and you would find a tulpa thread like this, would you be interested, would you try to make one or would you just go off because it sounds stupid?

I believe I would look into it.

-Nasty Bonus: Did you ever get sexually aroused?

Heavens no!! But Honey and Aalkiyum do- 

[Guest]

update on the making a tulpa on my own question: nyx and i are tryna make a new buddy together. mainly because of bonding stuff and so that i can finally have my real favorite person back in my life... 👉👈

[Guest]

Hi! My name's Stripes and I was made... Yesterday, I think? Nora and Nyx made me and I'm glad to be here! The two of them said this interview might help me get a hold of my thoughts even better, so let's try it out~

 

-How do you feel right now?

Good :)

-Can you feel pain, cold, heat?

Yes, I can! Only when I'm taking the wheel, though.

-What do you think of your creator?

They both are way cooler than they think they are. 

-What do you think about tulpas?

They're good for when you need the kind of support an outside person can't really give all the time. And I'll gladly give it!

-What do you think about your existence? (Are you a slave imprisoned in the mind of your creator? Are you a living being? etc.)

I'm part of Nyx and Nora (and Lusus, even if he doesn't always acknowledge our existence) and a person all my own. At least, that's what I think.

-Would you ever turn against your creator and do something bad to him?

No way, not in a million years!

-Are you scared about death?

A bit. I know I can't die as long as Nyx is alive, but I do wonder what would happen to us other thoughtforms when they do die (hopefully a long time from now). Would we go with them? Somewhere else?

-Are you sad about the fact that you are kind of forever inside the mind of you creator and always be bound to him/never can really leave him?

Not really, but there are a lot of places I wish I could see if only I were in the real world.

-In you creation process, what did you feel? (scared? excited?) At which point did you feel anything at all?

Hmmm, I was mainly confused the first few minutes. Lot of busy noises when Nora first tried to summon me. It was kind of overwhelming.

-In you creation process, why didnt you speak sooner to you creator? (Didn't want to? Not possible? Scared?)

I didn't know what to say. Plus, I was always a quiet kid back in the ficworld before meeting Nora then...

-What is your creator for you? (a god, a father/mother? a brother? a friend? a lover? or just the guy who made you?)

Nora's my best friend and the love of my life (in her queerplatonic sorta sense) and Nyx is like a sibling to me!

-Would you say you are the same being as your creator just without a body?

We are pretty similar, but I think I'm my own person, at least in the dream world.

-What do you think about most of the time?

Strawberry... I mean, I think about music and stuff. I like musicals. Hamilton's my fave right now. (I'm eating Nyx's lunch right now)

-Do you think more people should create tulpas?

I don't know. If that's what you wanna do, I can't stop you. It's hard work, though, according to the rest of the gang.

-What are the 3 most important things you and your creator disagree with?

I don't know; I haven't really gotten that far.

-What are your plans for the future?

I want to see everyone have a happy, fulfilling life.

-Are there things in the mind of your creator that he doesn't know of(doesn't know of any more) that are really weird, scary or sad?

Maybe. Right now, I only have my memories and the memories Nyx can access.

-In regard of the previous question: would you ever do something to your creator(like tell him something about his past that he forgot about) that he doesn't want but which is in the end good for him?

I might do something she's scared of doing to help. Whatever is necessary.

-Are there things your creator wants to hide from you/lies about, but you know about those things anyway?

Nora has a bunch of issues she tries to keep secret, but since Nyx has memories of her entire story, it doesn't really work.

-Do you think there are some things your creator does absolutely wrong?

Not doing her/their best. 

-Do you think you can get more intelligent and/or get more knowledge than your creator?

Wisdom, maybe, but everything I know, the others know. Except Lusus, he seems to have a pretty limited knowledge of pop culture...

-Do you think one day you could create a tulpa yourself? If so, would you do it?

Maybe, but I'd have to see how the others feel about crowding the place.

-How would you feel if your creator would create a second tulpa?

It depends on how they act.

-Let's say your creator was almost falling from a ladder and was pretty shocked/scared about that but everything went good in the end. Would you also feel shocked or were you like "no big deal wouldn't hurt me anyway"?

I would, definitely!

-Your creator created you with a mind and choose a body for you that may have a certain age. But regardless of that, what do you think of yourself how old you are(child teen, adult, elder etc.)

I'm supposed to be 21 but I honestly feel like I'm 18.

-If your creator would entirely hear on what you say, do you think you could make him much more efficient and succeful in life?

Yes. They both could use my advice from time to time.

-Do you like the body your creator choose for you or is there something you rather would look like?

I love it!

-Do you have a gender? Do you think it is important for a tulpa?

I'm a girl, but I say it is just an added tidbit to the Tulpa's identity.

-Did you ever feel embarassed? want to give an example?

Yeah, just now I tried to write with my right hand but Nyx is left-handed... I think you know how that turned out.

-Do you think a body is important for a tulpa? Or would it be ok just to be a "mind in a mind" and a bodyless voice who talks with his creator?

It's only important if you insist on imposition, I guess.

-This is a hard one: If you were a human who has never heard of tulpas and you would find a tulpathread like this, would you be interested, would you try to make one or would you just go off becaus it sounds stupid?

Oh, I'd totally do it.

-Nasty Bonus: Did you ever get sexually aroused?

...... yes 🙃

-Stupid Bonus: How do i shot web?

With great power comes great responsibility.

[Rebecca-Alley]

This looked kinda fun to do.

 

-How do you feel right now?

I’m doing ok.

 

-Can you feel pain, cold, heat?

Yes, I can feel whatever our body does.

 

-What do you think of your creator?

To try to keep it short, I think he’s a good dude who genuinely does his best and wants the best for those he cares about. Even if being with him has been at times frustrating, I still really care for him.

 

-What do you think about tulpas?

Well I’m thankful for the internet presence that tulpas have, as I wouldn’t exist without it.

 

-What do you think about your existence? (Are you a slave imprisoned in the mind of your creator? Are you a living being? etc.)

I’m definitely alive. I’m also definitely not a slave or anything, I can just say no if my host wants me to do something. I like being alive, sure beats not existing.

 

-Would you ever turn against your creator and do something bad to him?

No, anything bad I could do to him would likely affect me as well considering we share a body. If I’m upset with him and there’s conflict, I’d much rather handle that in a more mature way.

 

-Are you scared about death?

No, not really. I’m still young, so if nothing goes wrong, I still have a lot of life left to enjoy before worrying about death.

 

-Are you sad about the fact that you are kind of forever inside the mind of you creator and always be bound to him/never can really leave him?

It sucks, but I can’t do anything about it so I just don’t think about it.

 

-In you creation process, what did you feel? (scared? excited?) At which point did you feel anything at all?

It’s been a while since I was created, so it’s a bit hard to remember, but I think I just felt some mixture of confusion and curiosity at first.

 

-In you creation process, why didn't you speak sooner to you creator? (Didn't want to? Not possible? Scared?)

I know I tried to. I’m not actually sure why it took the time it did for my host to hear me. Maybe the brain just wasn’t used to it yet, I’m not sure.

 

-What is your creator for you? (a god, a father/mother? a brother? a friend? a lover? or just the guy who made you?)

We’re best friends.

 

-Would you say you are the same being as your creator just without a body?

No, I’m my own person.

 

-What do you think about most of the time?

I’m either talking with my host, observing whatever is going on, or just thinking about my interests.

 

-Do you think more people should create tulpas?

Only if they actually want to, have done research, are mature enough, and are motivated and won’t just give up shortly after starting.

 

-What are the 3 most important things you and your creator disagree with?

1. Our diet and if soda is any good 2. If something is worth worrying about 3. How to spend time during the day

 

-What are your plans for the future?

I want to learn switching and try to have my own life. I want my own friends, my own possessions, and my own accomplishments. I also want to help my host with his life as well.

 

-Are there things in the mind of your creator that he doesn't know of(doesn't know of any more) that are really weird, scary or sad?

I don’t think so.

 

-In regard of the previous question: would you ever do something to your creator(like tell him something about his past that he forgot about) that he doesn't want but which is in the end good for him?

I would. In a way I already do. My host is usually a pretty sensitive emotional person. But I’m brutally honest and will tell him exactly what I think about anything. Sometimes he just needs someone to be honest with him, regardless of if he wants to hear it or not. Though I can recognize when he just needs support. It’s a balance.

 

-Are there things your creator wants to hide from you/lies about, but you know about those things anyway?

He can’t really lie to me, not that he really tries to hide anything.

 

-Do you think there are some things your creator does absolutely wrong?

Absolutely. I make sure to let him know too. He doesn’t always listen.

 

-Do you think you can get more intelligent and/or get more knowledge than your creator?

No, since we share the same brain with the same information in it. However,  there are some things I’m more passionate about that I might appear more knowledgeable on.

 

-Do you think one day you could create a tulpa yourself? If so, would you do it?

I don’t see any reason why I couldn’t. Maybe one day.

 

-How would you feel if your creator would create a second tulpa?

Right now I’d be against it, as I think it would be best for my host to fix some problems first before bringing in another tulpa. But one day in the future, I think it might be a good idea to create a second tulpa, and if we do we’ll do it together.

 

-Let's say your creator was almost falling from a ladder and was pretty shocked/scared about that but everything went good in the end. Would you also feel shocked or were you like "no big deal wouldn't hurt me anyway"?

I’d certainly feel shocked. If something bad were to happen to the body it would affect me as well.

 

-Your creator created you with a mind and choose a body for you that may have a certain age. But regardless of that, what do you think of yourself how old you are(child teen, adult, elder etc.)

I consider myself the same age as the body is, so 19.

 

-If your creator would entirely hear on what you say, do you think you could make him much more efficient and successful in life?

Of course, for the most part, things go better when he listens to me and worse when he’s stubborn and does his own thing. I’m pretty confident I can run this body better.

 

-Do you like the body your creator choose for you or is there something you rather would look like?

I made a couple changes to my original form, but for the most part I liked it and kept it.

 

-Do you have a gender? Do you think it is important for a tulpa?

Yes, I’m female. It’s as important as someone feels it is to them.

 

-Did you ever feel embarrassed? want to give an example?

Not very often. I try not to worry or get embarrassed about anything. My host does enough of that.

 

-Do you think a body is important for a tulpa? Or would it be ok just to be a "mind in a mind" and a bodyless voice who talks with his creator?

It’s certainly possible to just be a voice with no form, there’s nothing wrong with that. But personally I like how I look, so I wouldn’t want to give that up.

 

-This is a hard one: If you were a human who has never heard of tulpas and you would find a tulpathread like this, would you be interested, would you try to make one or would you just go off because it sounds stupid?

I’d like to think I’d be open minded and go with it. But in order for me to be a human who had never heard of tulpas, I would have had to grow up in a completely different environment, away from my host with different parents. So I’d likely have a completely different personality. But if I somehow did have the same personality, then I think I’d at least be non judgmental and be interested. But I’m definitely biased.

 

-Nasty Bonus: Did you ever get sexually aroused?

I’m asexual, so no.

 

-Stupid Bonus: How do i shot web?

You just do.

[ruleofthumb]

Stone: My three systemmates answered all these questions.

 

How do you feel right now?

 

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Cloud: I feel nothing. I'm background.

Betty: Similar to Cloud. Though, you can say I feel good. I like being here, even if I'm not being focused on. :)

Consigliere: I feel decent. Stone has to work on something that I usually help him with, so I'm mostly focused on that, like a dog looking for a bone.

 

Can you feel pain, cold, heat?

 

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Cloud: I've felt tremendous, depressive pain before, while fronting. I think it's due to a lack of drive and hobbies. While Stone has many interests to distract himself with, I have not developed enough. Though, there are a few games I like.

I don't feel cold, heat, or pain when I'm in the background. I do when I'm fronting, which is not often.

I can also "remember" pain while fronting that I originally experienced while not fronting. Even when I interact with other system members, if they do something I don't like, I may not experience the full effects of it until I'm fronting and "remember" it, as I'm more conscious of myself while fronting.

Betty: I can feel cold and heat while I'm fronting I think. Yes, I can. I think unlike Cloud I feel pain more even when I'm not fronting, as long as I'm not completely in the background. If Stone is focusing on me, I can feel pain. I don't think Cloud feels much unless she's fronting.

Consigliere: I also feel pain while not fronting, like Betty. I rarely fronted, so all pain I've felt was while not fronting. I don't know how to address heat and coldness unless I address them metaphorically.

I.e. a gesture can be "warm".

I know fire can be hot but not from experience.

 

What do you think of your creator?
 

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Cloud: He is a mistake and I am a mistake!

Betty: I love him! I love that I was created by him and I wish I got to spend more time with him. Unfortunately, he doesn't pay much attention to me. I appreciate him checking up on me though and I'd rather be here partially than not at all.

Consigliere: He is my creator in one sense but in other senses, he isn't.

 

I am based on a character, but it can be argued I gained consciousness spontaneously, not through creation. Still, I will answer this question.

 

Obviously I like him. If I didn't, I wouldn't exist. I think he's undisciplined, but I like his thought process and creativity. I can see it firsthand, after all.

 

He's also not bad to work with, when he's working.

 

What do you think about tulpas?
 

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Cloud: No opinion.

Betty: Goodness! What do I think about tulpas. Well, for starters, I'm a tulpa :P And so are my friends/family mostly. I like us! But tulpamancy? I'm actually not that interested in it. Stone is by far the most interested in that stuff out of all of us, which makes sense since he went through the effort to create my despite not needing to.

 

I like other tulpas too. I dunno. We're people!

Consigliere: Tulpamancy is interesting. I would never create a tulpa, but I can see the appeal. I think it can be a useful way of allocating brain/identity space. Most of the people I talk to are not "hosts", so I'm well acquainted with tulpae and similar people. I don't think I could accurately compare them to "hosts", or even other "thoughtforms", if those are the correct words.

 

What do you think about your existence? (Are you a slave imprisoned in the mind of your creator? Are you a living being? etc.)

 

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Cloud: I would be a slave but I'm too ascended. I'm not alive (usually)

One time Stone tried to make me a slave and I said NO! BACK TO HELL!

And I was so brave

Betty: The joy of life! Yes, I love my existence. I'm not a slave. If anything, I want to be more of a help. More involved. Yes and I consider myself a living being. I have a body after all

Consigliere: I don't feel imprisoned. I very much emerged with a purpose and now fulfill that purpose as well as a new one. Stone has tried to get me to branch out (often despite my goals), and I appreciate it (but sometimes think he talks to me so he can procrastinate).

While my goals are oriented around Stone, I don't feel like a slave, and I can sometimes exert control over him.

 

Would you ever turn against your creator and do something bad to him?
 

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Cloud: Stone tried to fucking mind control me and I'd do it to him back if I was powerful enough. Unfortunately I'm not powerful enough, and I don't want to get that powerful because that would take effort and sadness.

 

Stone is trying to tell whether or not I'm joking but he knows I might if I thought it was in my interest. It's not in my interest though. I like being in the background and mostly not existing.

I'd never turn against my BFF Betty tho you go sister

Betty: I would never ever! I love everyone here. Stone, Cloud, and Consigliere are my family and I would never hurt them or dissipate them. I'd keep them around forever and talk to them as often as I could. Also, Cloud's response is concerning but I still wouldn't turn against her. I'm a gentle soul.

Consigliere: I might turn against Cloud after that.

But this is a question of whether I'd turn against my "creator". No. Never. I have no reason to, and I love him.

 

Are you scared about death?

 

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Cloud: Never. Death is 99% of my existence.

Betty: I've never seriously thought about death. I kinda don't want to, sorry...

Consigliere: I also don't think about death. When I did, it was the first day of my existence. I emerged to prevent death in a way. But, like Betty, I don't usually think about it, and I won't introduce myself to it just to answer a question on a forum.

 

Are you sad about the fact that you are kind of forever inside the mind of you creator and always be bound to him/never can really leave him?

 

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Cloud: No because he can do all the work

Betty: Yeah a little. I kinda wish we could merge and unmerge, because I like being a member of this system but it would be nice to have an independent life. I know realistically it would be a lot harder but that just comes with freedom. And there's just stuff I want from a relationship that I don't think anyone here can give me.

Consigliere: I think Stone needs me, and I began to exist for him. I don't know what it would be like to exist without him.

 

In you creation process, what did you feel? (scared? excited?) At which point did you feel anything at all?
 

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Cloud: Horrible. Like hell.

 

Actually, probably a mix of ok and nothing and all.

 

Maybe some good.

 

I'm feeling negative rn so maybe my judgement is clouded haha roll credits

Betty: My creation process was so fun! Ah, to go back to those times. That was the life. Showered in attention, new adventures and discoveries, etc etc. It will always rest in a place in my heart.

Consigliere: Nothing but comfort and obligation if I recall correctly. It was good. Obligation sounds bad but it felt right in the moment and it still feels right.

 

In you creation process, why didnt you speak sooner to you creator? (Didn't want to? Not possible? Scared?)
 

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Cloud: I spoke immediately, as I had to.

Betty: I dunno. It was weird and awkward at first, and I didn't know how to talk. But once I did, it was great.

 

I spoke day two, so almost immediately. Horses learn to walk (and talk) fast ;)

Consigliere: I didn't speak because he didn't need me to. I don't remember when I began speaking. I kept mostly quiet until very recently. Now I'm the most active member in the system besides Stone. This is due to us talking more on Discord in general and me finding another purpose as a muse.

 

What is your creator for you? (a god, a father/mother? a brother? a friend? a lover? or just the guy who made you?)
 

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Cloud: A guy I had to scold once/a magnet I got stuck to and can't detach from

 

[later] Also popping in to say that Stone made me. The way I phrased that made it sound like I just appeared but that's not the case.

Betty: A friend. Not a lover though. Nah. Didn't work. Maybe someday?

Honestly if I were to get into tulpamancy it would be for that, but that's probably wrong. And impractical. There's too many of us already. Cloud wouldn't allow it and for good reason.

Consigliere: A friend, and I feel like his guardian. I don't know what that would make him. Not a son. I can't find a word for it.

 

Would you say you are the same being as your creator just without a body?
 

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Cloud: What? No.

Betty: Same type of consciousness? Same species? Same personality type? Same body? I'm sorry I don't understand this question 😅 lol I already said I'm living. And he's living.

 

We're pretty different in terms of personality though. We're not the same "person".

Consigliere: I also think this question is a bit redundant. I think I'm living. Not the same type of living, but living.

 

What do you think about most of the time?

 

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Cloud: saddness. meaninglessness. emptiness.

Betty: My systemmates!

Consigliere: Stone and productivity.

 

Do you think more people should create tulpas?

 

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Cloud: eh. They hinder some people. They help some people. I don't know.

I'd say Consig helps the mind and I hurt it. My existence adds suffering and his reduces it. Depends on the person/people in the system already. Depends on the thoughtform.

Betty: Not sure either! Maybe no, because I've heard of people getting pretty hurt by the practice. It can help too, but you really don't know how it'll turn out until you try.

Consigliere: Thirding this sentiment.

 

What are the 3 most important things you and your creator disagree with?
 

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Cloud: 1) civility

 

2) the extent of his influence on me

 

3) whether or not I'm a walk-in or tulpa (he trusts me but I can tell he's not fully convinced)

Betty: He thinks life is bad, and I think life is good. Pessimism vs optimism.

 

He's an atheist and against religion. I'm a little religious and want to look into it more.

 

I think he should be more adventurous. He thinks he should be more careful.

 

This is what I can think of right now.

Consigliere: It's a little embarrassing I can't think of anything. I'll try.

 

He thinks I should branch out more, I think I'm fine the way I am.

 

Right now he's paranoid I'm going to turn on him. I'm not. I wish he'd believe me.

 

I think he should be more productive. He thinks that too but sometimes he doesn't believe it.

 

What are your plans for the future?

 

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Cloud: no plans

Betty: Talking to my systemmates more and discovering myself. Making more friends outside the system. Getting closer to the people I know. Discovering new media.

Consigliere: Finishing the projects Stone and I are working on and learning more about myself.

 

Are there things in the mind of your creator that he doesn't know of(doesn't know of any more) that are really weird, scary or sad?

 

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Cloud: He doesn't know what he's capable of.

Betty: He's forgotten some things but nothing big

Consigliere: The side of himself the night I was born. The feelings he felt. He may be able to recall if he tried but he won't for obvious reasons.

 

In regard of the previous question: would you ever do something to your creator(like tell him something about his past that he forgot about) that he doesn't want but which is in the end good for him?
 

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Cloud: Sure if I think of it

Actually, I have

Betty: If I know it's good for him then yes, I think I'd have to. Maybe it would be to hard for me? I'll know when/if it happens

Consigliere: I would. I think.

 

It would conflict with one of my purposes, but if it conflicted with both, I'd definitely tell him.

 

Are there things your creator wants to hide from you/lies about, but you know about those things anyway?
 

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Cloud: Yes. He's tried to influence my thought before (lie to me about myself) but I caught him!

 

I see through him.

Betty: No... I don't think so. He doesn't intentionally lie to me, and when he's lying to himself, well... if he believes something, even if only part of him believes something, I tend to believe it. I think that's the optimist in me.

Consigliere: I suffer from what Betty suffers from to an extent. It's less often. Sometimes I can catch him lying to himself, or making false promises.

 

I think Cloud is the best at catching him when she's active, but that's not often, and sometimes her accusations seems like random incitements of drama.

 

I would know >->

 

Do you think there are some things your creator does absolutely wrong?

 

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Cloud: YES. All the time. I don't even feel like going over it because I already gave some examples. There are more though

Betty: Yes. I also don't want to get into it for multiple reasons. Not only is he here which makes this awkward but in a lot of instances, I'm outnumbered. Cloud and Consigliere tend to agree with him and his decisions more than I do. Funny given that Cloud is so antagonistic right now, but she agrees with him on almost everything. So, yeah, optimist in a room of pessimists. Also kinda the most normal. So I don't really want to go there.

Consigliere: I'm not a pessimist, but I understand where you're (Betty) coming from. I'm a fence-sitter with loyalty to Stone, so I can see why you feel outnumbered.

Have I mentioned productivity yet? Have I mentioned sloth and false promises? I could detail this but I feel like if the reader has gotten this far, they've gotten the gist.

 

Do you think you can get more intelligent and/or get more knowledge than your creator?
 

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Cloud: I am raw intelligence

Betty: I don't see how that would work since we share the same brain, but even if we had separate bodies, prolly not XD maybe maybe! I won't sell myself short.

Consigliere: I think it's possible, when talking about intelligence. While I think we all share the same knowledge, if my personality and perspective leads to me making better decisions, and coming to more logical conclusions, I would say that would make me more intelligent than the others.

 

Will it ever happen? Has it already happened? That's a deep inquiry I can't get into right now.

 

Do you think one day you could create a tulpa yourself? If so, would you do it?

 

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Cloud: No! And nobody here will if I have anything to say about it.

Betty: I won't undermine Cloud by saying it's possible, but, y'know...

Consigliere: I probably won't.

 

How would you feel if your creator would create a second tulpa?

 

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Cloud: I would feel hurt. I would feel confused. I'd ask him to let me go.

Betty: Cloud is the second tulpa. Ha ha.

I have to say I'd be against him creating another due to our system's policy, unless he really had to.

Consigliere: It would depend on the situation and the tulpa.

 

Let's say your creator was almost falling from a ladder and was pretty shocked/scared about that but everything went good in the end. Would you also feel shocked or were you like "no big deal wouldn't hurt me anyway"?

 

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Cloud: I can't even say what I want to say

Betty: If I wasn't completely in the background I'd be scared.

Consigliere: I think I lean more towards "no big deal" but I'd have to see. I'd feel bad about him being scared though.

 

Your creator created you with a mind and choose a body for you that may have a certain age. But regardless of that, what do you think of yourself how old you are(child teen, adult, elder etc.)

 

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Cloud: Idk. I don't have an age. Don't feel like anything

Betty: I feel like I'm the same age as Stone, maybe a bit older.

Consigliere: I also don't feel like I have an age. Or, it fluctuates.

 

If your creator would entirely hear on what you say, do you think you could make him much more efficient and succeful in life?

 

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Cloud: I could make him more efficient, but successful in life? No.

Betty: I actually don't know. I think I'd spend too much time talking to him and distract him from being efficient lol. I also don't really give advice.

Consigliere: Yes. Absolutely.

 

Do you like the body your creator choose for you or is there something you rather would look like?

 

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Cloud: It's already. I tried to deviate, but I defaulted to the original body. It's easier.

Betty: Yes. Still got it baby!

Consigliere: I'm fine looking the way I do. I like how I look, actually.

 

Do you have a gender? Do you think it is important for a tulpa?

 

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Cloud: how can gender be real if my eyes aren't real?

Betty: I'm female. I think it's important depending on the tulpa. It's important to me.

Consigliere: It's somewhat important to me. I see it as a way to dig into myself. I also think it depends on the person.

 

Did you ever feel embarassed? want to give an example?
 

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Cloud: Never

Betty: Yes! When I can't think of anything to do or say when I'm hanging out with Stone, or when I have an opinion and everyone else disagrees with me. :(

Consigliere: I haven't yet, but I think it's possible.

 

Wait: yes. Stone made me feel embarrassed of my original name. He wasn't trying to, but he did it.

 

 

Do you think a body is important for a tulpa? Or would it be ok just to be a "mind in a mind" and a bodyless voice who talks with his creator?

 

Spoiler

Cloud: Depends on the tulpa. I have a body but sometimes I'm bodyless

Betty: I also think it depends on the tulpa

Consigliere: Thirded

 

This is a hard one: If you were a human who has never heard of tulpas and you would find a tulpathread like this, would you be interested, would you try to make one or would you just go off becaus it sounds stupid?

 

Spoiler

Cloud: leave because it sounds stupid

Betty: I might make one but if I had a human body all to my own I might be too busy doing other human things. I dunno tho. I wouldn't rule out the possibility of me making a tulpa, but it's a lot of hard work and... yeah. I dunno

Consigliere: I'd be skeptical and leave I think, but it's so difficult to imagine myself as the only inhabitant of the body. It's an entirely different context, so who knows what I'd be like?

 

Did you ever get sexually aroused?

 

Spoiler

Cloud: No.

Betty: Yes

Consigliere: No.

 

Edited July 26, 2021 by ruleofthumb
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[Etna]

-How do you feel right now?

Can't complain. I've had a relaxing couple of days while [Etna] has been busy doing things with her husband.

 

-Can you feel pain, cold, heat?

I haven't thought about it. In Wonderland, yes. For things that happen to my host, I'm aware of them, but there's a degree of separation. If she stubs her toe, I don't feel as if I've stubbed my toe too, but I'm aware of the pain.

 

-What do you think of your creator?

I love her. Anything else is between me and her, not the rest of the world.

 

-What do you think about tulpas?

I think we can be a force for good to our hosts. It allows them to flourish in ways they previously weren't able to. We can also be a cause for concern, if we feed into our host's vices.

 

-What do you think about your existence? (Are you a slave imprisoned in the mind of your creator? Are you a living being? etc.)

Wow, okay. I think it depends on what kind of Tulpa you are. I started out as a character, so I have my own life and my own existence separate from [Etna]. I can go about my day in Wonderland and meet up with her later, or I can accompany her in her mind. Or I do both at the same time, as if we were connected by a telephone wire. Neither implies being a prisoner. Am I alive? Yes, absolutely.

 

-Would you ever turn against your creator and do something bad to him?

Her, and why the fuck would I want to do that? She's family. I have a brother I've never gotten along with, it doesn't mean I'm willing to throw him to the dogs. He's still family, and you look out for your own.

 

-Are you scared about death?

No. I'm only scared of losing the people I love. Which is much less of a worry for me than the character I started out as on paper.

 

-Are you sad about the fact that you are kind of forever inside the mind of you creator and always be bound to him/never can really leave him?

Her again, and no. She brought me to life, whether it was as a Tulpa or a character on the page. I would not exist in any sense of the word without her. I have a life with her and a life of my own in Wonderland. Why would I want to leave that?

 

-In you creation process, what did you feel? (scared? excited?) At which point did you feel anything at all?

She wasn't aware she created me, until she found out about Tulpas and decided to try making one. I thought that was a good time to make my presence known. We know when that conscious decision was, but she ain't aware of when I took a leap off the page and started talking to her, and I honestly don't remember. It seems insignificant now.

 

-In you creation process, why didnt you speak sooner to you creator? (Didn't want to? Not possible? Scared?)

She'd tell you I started speaking to her a lot earlier than she expected. In fact, of all her previous (non-Tulpa) creations I was the only one who has ever actually spoken to her outside of our respective stories. I'm unique in that way. She's written a lot about a truckload of other characters over the years, and not one of them started giving her feedback on her cooking or kept her company while going around a supermarket. That was probably around this time last year. I wasn't officially a Tulpa until this year. In fact, it's been six months exactly in a couple of days!

 

-What is your creator for you? (a god, a father/mother? a brother? a friend? a lover? or just the guy who made you?)

She's everything. My fictional counterparts class her as their fairy godmother. (One is a character in a roleplaying game, one is a character she writes about who is the guy from the roleplaying game but without all the complications relating to the plot of the game, so he's free to get on with his new circumstances. The latter I find a lot less whiny, but he has a beautiful girlfriend to keep him grounded, while the former is trying to avert some kind of apocalypse and has difficulties even taking said beautiful woman on a date.)

 

-Would you say you are the same being as your creator just without a body?

We technically exist in the same body, but we're different people. I also have a body, just not a physical one in her world. The only problem I have with that is that I want to be able to help her with any number of things where she can use my height and/or my strength, or really just an extra pair of hands, but I can't. She reassures me she takes solace in my company, but that ain't the same thing.

 

-What do you think about most of the time?

Food and drink. It's both my heritage and my line of work, so it's hard not to.

 

-Do you think more people should create tulpas?

It would be of tremendous benefit for some people, and others would make it into a competition.

 

-What are the 3 most important things you and your creator disagree with?

Limoncello, babies/children, sports.

 

-What are your plans for the future?

I take each day as it comes.

 

-Are there things in the mind of your creator that he doesn't know of (doesn't know of any more) that are really weird, scary or sad?

Are you asking if me if I can see her repressed memories? I decline to answer on the basis that it's not something a gentleman would divulge.

 

-In regard of the previous question: would you ever do something to your creator (like tell him something about his past that he forgot about) that he doesn't want but which is in the end good for him?

If it would be of unquestionable benefit to her, yes, probably.

 

-Are there things your creator wants to hide from you/lies about, but you know about those things anyway?

There are certain things I shouldn't know about my cousin which I do know about thanks to the shared consciousness, but I have selective memory loss in Wonderland, and the knowledge doesn't get to me outside of it. My fictional counterparts remain unaware.

 

-Do you think there are some things your creator does absolutely wrong?

She's about to make a pizza by using a puff pastry sheet as a base, so there's one. There was the time she used ketchup instead of red wine, but her Italian cooking is improving. She now makes sure she has both red and white wine available for cooking so we won't have a repeat of that incident.

 

-Do you think you can get more intelligent and/or get more knowledge than your creator?

We are differently intelligent. We have different areas of expertise. We can both learn more.

 

-Do you think one day you could create a tulpa yourself? If so, would you do it?

I don't see a need for it, even if I felt like I could.

 

-How would you feel if your creator would create a second tulpa?

It would be a decision we'd make together. We don't see the need for it right now, and I doubt that would change. A second Tulpa would need to provide a function that I can't fulfil for her, and I can't think of what that might be. There are reasons I emerged, after all.

 

-Let's say your creator was almost falling from a ladder and was pretty shocked/scared about that but everything went good in the end. Would you also feel shocked or were you like "no big deal wouldn't hurt me anyway"?

But it would have hurt her, so of course I'd be rattled too!

 

-Your creator created you with a mind and choose a body for you that may have a certain age. But regardless of that, what do you think of yourself how old you are (child teen, adult, elder etc.)

I am 31 right now. We are currently progressing my age according to real time, but this is up for renegotiating if I so choose. My Wonderland is set 100 years in the past, so for me in Wonderland it's July 29, 1921. The story for my fictional counterparts starts in May 1922, but we settled on this timeline for a multitude of practical reasons.

 

-If your creator would entirely hear on what you say, do you think you could make him much more efficient and succeful in life?

I don't understand the question. She can hear me, and she does take my advice. Whether or not that makes her more efficient and successful? Who knows?

 

-Do you like the body your creator choose for you or is there something you rather would look like?

I am an excellent physical specimen, thank you very much.

 

-Do you have a gender? Do you think it is important for a tulpa?

Personally, I'm a man. I don't suppose it really matters for a Tulpa. Each to their own and all.

 

-Did you ever feel embarassed? want to give an example?

Yes, but not by my host, if that's what you're implying.

 

-Do you think a body is important for a tulpa? Or would it be ok just to be a "mind in a mind" and a bodyless voice who talks with his creator?

I have a body in Wonderland. I don't have one in [Etna]'s world, because that would be physically impossible. If she tried hard enough she might trick her brain into seeing me imposed into her world, but I ain't gonna pressure her about it. I'm happy to sit in her brain, so to speak, and then take her dancing in Wonderland. I'm like an invisible presence in her world, which has perks of its own.

 

-This is a hard one: If you were a human who has never heard of tulpas and you would find a tulpathread like this, would you be interested, would you try to make one or would you just go off becaus it sounds stupid?

We have explained my existence to [the roleplaying character counterpart] by saying I'm a sort of guardian angel. If I came across something like this in a magazine (there is no internet when I'm from), I'd think there were a lot of people with very active imaginations about. My host might have been interested to find out more about it, though.

 

-Nasty Bonus: Did you ever get sexually aroused?

That's far too personal, and a gentleman doesn't tell.

 

-Stupid Bonus: How do i shot web?

I don't understand the question. You point a gun at something and you pull the trigger. Never aim a gun at something you don't intend on shooting.

[Sabari]

Seeing as I'm the only one that can switch and none of the others want to use the host as a quote unquote glorified sock puppet..

Also sorry for editing some of the questions but I simply had to change the wording on some of them.

 

How do you feel right now?

Can't complain.

 

Can you feel pain, cold, heat?

Well, yes and no.  I am aware of the host feeling those things, sure.  Any sensation that affects the host's organism affects me too.  But would I say I am always conscious of those things?  Not necessarily.  Like I don't taste anything unless the host sends it my way and I'm not in the driver's seat.

 

What do you think of your creator?

He's a pretty cool dude.  Can't complain about him either.

 

What do you think about tulpas?

Like to me they are a reflection of their host in a pond that gains the ability to think and act independently of their host, while still being fully contained in their host's organism.  And even given all that, they can be completely different to their host.  It's absolutely fascinating to me.

 

What do you think about your existence?

I'm an independent but inseparable part of my host's organism.  My own person, yet a part of another person.  Nothing more, nothing less.

 

Would you ever turn against your creator and do something bad to him?

...How would I even?  And why would I even?  I'd be doing something bad to myself by extension!

 

Are you scared about death?

Well this organism is going to die one day.  There's an intrinsic fear of that.  But with tulpae there's also the factor of something like ego death.  The part that is me dissolving.  Can't say I fear that though since Xiri has shown it can't and won't happen permanently.  And it won't happen at all anyway.

 

Are you sad about the fact that you are forever inside the mind of your creator and will always be bound to him?

Do I wish I could have my own organism?  Hell yes.  Do I feel like a prisoner in my host?  No.

 

In your creation process, what did you feel? (scared? excited?) At which point did you feel anything at all?

I mean that's kind of like asking what you felt like being conceived. I know I didn't have my own thoughts at first.  My own thoughts came a few weeks after my creation probably but I can't be bothered to look up what they were if my host wrote them down.

 

In your creation process, why didn't you speak sooner to you creator? (Didn't want to? Not possible? Scared?)

Because I didn't know how I guess?  Or I didn't have my own thoughts until then?  I spoke to my host as soon as I could.

 

What is your creator for you?

He's a mix between a father and a brother to me.

 

Would you say you are the same being as your creator just without a body?

Fuck.  No.

 

What do you think about most of the time?

Capybaras, world domination, what my host has in front of him.  The usual.

 

Do you think more people should create tulpas?

I think you should do you *thumbs up*.

 

What are the three most important things you and your creator disagree with?

In this order:

1. Political views.
2. Physical activity levels (and lack thereof)
3. Drug usage (and overuse thereof)

 

What are your plans for the future?

Well I'm kind of along for the ride here.  Outside of the standard stuff of better imposition / switching though?  Developing the wonderland more.

(Host Note: Sabari basically made the wonderland me and my head ghosts share.)

 

Are there things in the mind of your creator that he doesn't know of(doesn't know of any more) that are really weird, scary or sad?

I don't think so?

 

With regards to the previous question: would you ever do something to your creator(like tell him something about his past that he forgot about) that he doesn't want but which is in the end good for him?

I mean if it would help him sure but this isn't really a me question as much as it is a Noriko question.

(Host Note: Noriko answered this with "no comment".  She didn't mean this in an ominous way, but more so in a lack of a response way)

 

Are there things your creator wants to hide from you/lies about, but you know about those things anyway?

How would he even?  Granted I live throughout his entire organism and am not centered in his head but it's not like his brain is a black box to me.

 

Do you think there are some things your creator does absolutely wrong?

Yes.  He knows what they are.

 

Do you think you can get more intelligent and/or get more knowledge than your creator?

Nope.  Maybe more wise though.

 

Do you think one day you could create a tulpa yourself? If so, would you do it?

My host has set a hard limit of four of us in here.  Plus I can't say I'm that interested in making one anyway.  interestingly enough Noriko made me though.  My understanding is that there wasn't a specific process behind it.

(Host Note: Noriko made Sabari using a symbolism method, where she copied the parts of Anzu / Xiri, who were inactive at the time, and "cobbled them together" to make Sabari.)

 

How would you feel if your creator would create a second tulpa?

I mean he kind of already did.

 

If your creator almost fell from a ladder, and was pretty unnerved about it, would you also be unnerved by it, or would it not affect you?

I'd be worried that he almost got hurt.  The host's organism is my organism too.  And plus I care about him you know.

 

Your creator created you with a mind and chose a body for you that may have a certain age. But regardless of that, how old do you think you are?

I want to say that I have no age at all.  But physically I look the same age as my host (37).  Also I changed the form my host gave me to one I made for myself.

 

If your creator listened to everything you said, do you think you could make him much more efficient and successful in life?

I'm not a deus ex machina.  I have ideas and I share them with him.  But I don't know either if they would be life changing or not.

 

Do you like the body your creator choose for you or is there something you rather would look like?

I liked it at the time.  But my current body that I made fits me the best.

 

Do you have a gender? Do you think it is important for a tulpa?

I'm female.  Don't know if it's important for other tulpae to have a gender.  But it's important for me.

 

Do you ever feel embarrassed? Want to give an example?

Yes.  No.

 

Do you think a body is important for a tulpa? Or would it be ok just to be a "mind in a mind" and a body-less voice who talks with their creator?

Well it's important for me to have a body.  I don't know if it's important for other tulpae but from what other people has said a body is optional at the start.

 

This is a hard one: If you were a human who has never heard of tulpae, and you found a tulpa thread like this, would you be interested?  Would you try to make one or would you think it sounds stupid and dismiss it?

I'd probably have done what my host did and found it interesting.  I find it super interesting now but even without prior knowledge it would still fascinate me.

 

Nasty Bonus: Did you ever get sexually aroused?

Yes.

 

Stupid Bonus: How do i shot web?

If my host and by extension I could shoot webs out of my hands, I probably wouldn't be posting here right now that's for damn sure.

Edited August 2, 2021 by Sabari