speech before emtional response

[NED]

My Tulpa has spoken a few words (only 3 words have been legitly spoken from her) but I never had an emotional response, I thought you were meant to have an emotional response before it speaks. Was I wrong? Has anyone else had this? Is it a bad thing? I'm confused.

 

The closest thing I got to an emotional response is when i got really bored and decided to put a toothbrush in her mouth. I was laughing my head off for no reason, I've never laughed so hard at anything so pointless ever before, but that's just my humor so I ruled that out as an emotional response.

[Sands]

Apparently, at least according to that Bluesleeve or whatever guy, emotional response can be pretty much anything, not just emotions. Like say, headaches used to get your attention. Unless my memory is shit which it is and I haven't read his explanation in a while so maybe I am wrong.

 

But don't worry about it. I have no idea how much of the emotions I feel are mine and which are caused by my tulpa, but headaches, now those I understand. He uses what I notice and understand, actual emotions are way too hard to notice for me unless we are doing something together that would cause us to have those emotions, I think. Maybe you're having a hard time noticing what she does as well.

[NED]

now that i think about it i have been getting really messed up muscle spasms in my right leg everytime i drift off and think about something else.

 

I didnt think that was anything though. nice.