Euhedralcrystal November 20, 2015 November 20, 2015 Several times I've been forcing with my tupla when all of a sudden it's like I hit a mental brick wall, and I can't visualize her anymore. I heard her voice once, the rest of the time she manipulates thoughts and brings memories back to communicate (works well). After this I have zero control over my body, and it's as if I'm trapped in my head. Dizzy at this point to. Before anyone says possession or switching I have control over my senses, though really just touch. I don't pay attention to my others so to be honest I'm not sure if I have control over them though I don't really need them at this point. I ask my tupla to move something, which as of writing has been my fingers, hand or arm, and after a time or two it moves a bit. Does anyone know what this means? I don't get a response when asked in anyway during or after. As excited as I am for this it's also a little concerning but I don't totally know why. If it helps I've been developing her for over a week now, and have made some really good progress. Full belief and trust, as that's the best way to move forward, least how I see.
Guest Anonymous November 20, 2015 November 20, 2015 .. After this I have zero control over my body, and it's as if I'm trapped in my head. Are you forcing while in bed? My first thought was you have started to fall asleep or entered sleep paralysis in that half awake "hypnagogic" state.
Luminesce November 20, 2015 November 20, 2015 Drug use came to mind first tbh, then sleep paralysis (some people apparently are pretty sensitive to that and can get it when just lying down resting), and then something more neurological I guess. I dunno, if sleep paralysis seems at all possible then I'd assume that. What conditions do you force in normally? Hi! I'm Lumi, host of Reisen, Tewi, Flandre and Lucilyn. Everyone deserves to love and be loved. It's human nature. My tulpas and I have a Q&A thread, which was the first (and largest) of its kind. Feel free to ask us about tulpamancy stuff there.
NoneFromHell November 20, 2015 November 20, 2015 It is pretty hard to get what you're exactly trying to say. So i will answer as far as i can. When you reach a point where you can't see your tulpa anymore, you're probably overdoing it, making your deaf for your tulpa (deaf on the sense you're focusing to much on). About you not having control about your body, yeah that sounds more like sleep paralysis than anything else, atleast if we get that right. Getting dizzy is pretty common when you focus heavily on your tulpa, especially for a long period of time, so i guess it is just a side effect of your actions. About your movements, yeah that could be your tulpa. Mostly you will end up with twitching movements at first, especially when you keep your focus on your body, you may unintentionally jam the movements of your tulpa, because they may feel like you're doing them yourself at first. Read up on possession in the guide section to get a better idea about it. Tulpa: Alice Form: Realistic Humanoid/Demonic Creation She may or may not talk here, depends on her.
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