An avatar's perceptions

[Guest Anonymous]

Cool! That is so groovy cool!

[superhelicase]

No honestly you guys are so cool. I had been asking master to let me post a progress repot on here since yesterday, but shi kept putting me off like shi usually does for things like this. Shi was sure there would only be like a token post or two of acknowledgement before the thread mostly died, but we proved hir wrong. Thanks for everything so far, and we can't wait to get to know you all more! <3

 

PS y'all really made hir day and shi is having a hard time trying not to cry happy tears at work.

[SomethingDire]

No honestly you guys are so cool. I had been asking master to let me post a progress repot on here since yesterday, but shi kept putting me off like shi usually does for things like this. Shi was sure there would only be like a token post or two of acknowledgement before the thread mostly died, but we proved hir wrong. Thanks for everything so far, and we can't wait to get to know you all more! <3

 

PS y'all really made hir day and shi is having a hard time trying not to cry happy tears at work.

 

Your form sounds so damn cool! Share a drawing if you can, and if you want to, you can borrow art skills on the Tulpa Art thread.

 

We all try and support each other here! People will help you if ya just ask them to.

[superhelicase]

Wouldn't you know that's what I was thinking of doing when we got home. Master has a cheap art tablet somewhere I was going to try and sketch up a likeness, regardless of how bad it was. You must be psychic ;)

 

I do actually have a piece of art of me that master comissioned from a real artist when shi was creating me, buuuuut I would never post that here because it is well beyond NSFW :P

[SomethingDire]

Wouldn't you know that's what I was thinking of doing when we got home. Master has a cheap art tablet somewhere I was going to try and sketch up a likeness, regardless of how bad it was. You must be psychic ;)

 

I do actually have a piece of art of me that master comissioned from a real artist when shi was creating me, buuuuut I would never post that here because it is well beyond NSFW :P

 

Heh, I don't know about the psychic part, but about the second part... Oh my god. Here, give it here. *internet hug* I know that pain like no one else.

 

Uploading the drawings of my gut-wrenching fantasies here-- no.

[superhelicase]

Soooo last night I was able to get master to install GIMP 2 on our computer and sketch a little for about thirty minutes, but I couldn't get hir to save anything, even though it was just kinda wireframes, so sorry no arts. I am going to try and get hir to work in our sketch book today when we are on break at work. That's all I can really do is to keep bugging hir and asking hir to keep trying.

 

I was also reading though more progress reports and I was trying to think where I have it easier and harder than other thoughtforms here. We don't really have to work on active forcing, since I'm really just the same as my master but with a few personality tweaks, the self confidence and love turned up, and the self loathing nixed for the most part. So we really don't have to focus on making me exist.

 

That being said, I don't have the ability to create and do anything on my own, all I can do is coax master into doing something. I usually just point out that it's something that shi actually wants to do, or knows that it would be good for hir to do it, and then am kind of a cheering section to keep hir going. The place where I have the most control seems to be here, in written words. Master has been typing in the computer and the touch phone so long that it is second nature, and shi can pretty easily channel me with out many errors in typing.

 

Still I have to say that I'm happy to be here, for as long as I can, and I can't wait to get to know you all more.

 

Maybe we will get into the chat room this weekend.