Is this a tulpa/servitor or somthing else?

[anubuua]

Hello Everyone;

 

Just to give you some background:

http://www.energeticsynthesis.com/index.php/library/negative-alien-agenda/letters-to-lisa-renee/2282-dark-attack

 

Sits on my head and attacks me

 

http://www.vice.com/en_uk/read/tulpamancy-internet-subculture-892

 

After first meeting their tulpa in the wonderland, hosts begin to feel odd pressure in parts of their head. This is their tulpa beginning to communicate.

 

This is exactly what is happening to me, i can suddenly feel pressure on my head then an interaction on my body.

 

How can i deal with this considering the object has no form?

1. Force a wonderland and then force the tulpa/servitor into existence?
   
2. Is their a nuclear option to knock this out with medication
   
3. See a doctor? Tactile hallucination? Dissociate identity disorder? Where do i even start
   

 

When i meditate i can feel these objects on my body and then using a specialist i can then have these removed. What ever that pressure is on my head also goes mad when i meditate.

 

Somone else hit with the same system

http://x-research.wikia.com/wiki/Chip-chan

 

Further Reading:

http://www.ascensionhelp.com/blog/2013/11/21/tell-the-lords-of-karma-that-you-are-sovereign-no-longer-a-lightworker-part-2/

 

http://www.ascensionhelp.com/blog/2013/08/23/why-i-am-no-longer-a-light-worker/

 

http://montalk.net/matrix/98/human-simulacra

 

http://www.amazon.com/What-Lightbody-Tashira-Tachi-ren/dp/096272095X/

 

Shaped and purpose driven tulpa/servitor

http://www.energeticsynthesis.com/index.php/archontic-spe

http://prepareforchange.net/2014/08/08/implants/

http://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Archontic_Deception_Behavior

 

Device Removal

https://www.bing.com/search?q=etheric+device+removal

[NoneFromHell]

From your linked information I understand that you have a rather metaphysical idea about tulpas, so I moved this thread to the "Metaphysics and Parapsychology" subsection.

 

Also I'm really unsure about your situation, because creating a Tulpa normally requires a lot of dedication and time, consciously or not. I've never heard of tulpas attacking their host without a good reason for it outside of creepypastas, so I don't think you're really dealing with a tulpa. I would suggest to see a doctor about it.

 

Edit: Oh, I want to add that our community mostly has a scientific, psychological approach on tulpamancy.

[Enoch327]

I vote for seeing your doctor and ruling out physical causes.

[anubuua]

Same attack vector, M.I.5 dreams *rolls eyes, had those too*:

 

http://secretschizophrenic.tumblr.com/

 

and this

 

“Floating” is a sensation you can feel either with your whole body or parts of your body.

 

It feels like you are a buoy in the water; sometimes the water has light ripples and the buoy moves up and down, side to side at a slow constant pace, and sometimes it is stormy and the buoy is thrown about in all directions.

 

http://mentalhealthtalk.info/2011/05/08/floating-anxiet/

 

I vote for seeing your doctor and ruling out physical causes.

Good solution, however not complete. Some of these sensations where nightmarish strong due to underlying issue with a bladder infection. (Nice to see everything hitting you all at once hey!)

 

Well i am getting feedback during meditation, get an idea that these sensations are being caused by a number of energy objects around my head. I then attend a healing session; these are then sensed and scooped out bit by bit. The whole sitting on my head thing is now over and the strange sensations are getting much weaker.

 

I got through this with painkillers on bad days, meditation. Kinda strange tho, interesting to think that it is possible to create thought forms very much like computer components; HUD / Pain simulator / tactile feedback etc..

 

In fact you can cross reference bits from:

 

When a person is undergoing trauma induced by electroshock, a feeling of light-headedness is evidenced; as if one is floating or fluttering like a butterfly.

 

http://www.hiddenmysteries.org/themagazine/vol14/articles/project-monarch.shtml

 

to this:

http://www.soul-healer.com/human-enhancements/anomalous-human-vision-eye-sight-zooming-freeze-framing-experiences-described/

 

The whole project monarch thing tries to pin the blame on government but government don't have this technology. In rolls the blame it on Satan theme but at the end of the day you have more of a chance of contacting E.T meditating than a multi billion dollar satellite array. All the experience is generated in your dreams, the electroshock an energy implant.

 

oh well on the mend, 6 months of total WTF; this seems a drop in the ocean for some of the others i found :-(

 

I wont miss the fear / anxiety / suicide emotions that are blasted at you all day!

 

http://www.clarity-of-being.org/brush-with-psychiatry.htm

[tania]

Possible Kundalini syndrome.. or issues with negative entities, these often have tentacles or are spider like. I myself went through that and it has hard to find healers to the degree that they were clairvoyant enough to actually be able to see the things I felt and remove them. I went through several years of having to see psychic and spiritual healers every week but the things were coming back and reattaching (I see it now as it was probably karmic). In the end a group of healers who work with angels and several of them able to see those things, had to work on me at once and put me in the middle of their circle to do it and basically what I went through was like an exocism.

 

"Common symptoms of spirit entity and demon/dark force attachment:

Deep emotional pain, depression, low energy levels (constantly tired or exhausted), intensified levels of fear/anger/ hate/or rage, self destructive patterns or lifestyles or choices, causing harm to self or others, suicidal thoughts and/or attempts, obsessive-compulsive disorders, drug and/or alcohol addictions, unhealthy addictions, hearing voices in the mind, strange or weird thoughts that don't seem your own, being directed by an inner voice telling you to do dark/negative or harmful things to yourself or others, severe or intensified mental illness in some people, mental or emotional instability, poor concentration, mood swings, multiple personalities, insomnia, panic attacks/anxiety, negative emotional outbursts, homicidal thoughts and/or attempts, sexual problems, phobias/paranoia, delusions, confusion, nightmares or any dark/negative or terrifying dreams or day dreams, sleep paralysis, constant negative or fear based thoughts and/or emotions, dark impulses, feeling driven to do things you know are wrong or unhealthy, waking up tired after a full night's rest, criminal habits, violent behaviors, sexual abuse-even among those in relationships, constant mental noise (intensified unclear thinking), unexplained physical pain or problems without any known cause, negative beliefs, religious fanaticism, feeling strange sensations in the body such as: pricking sensations or electric shocks/painful shocks,cold chills around the body or the feeling of something crawling under your skin, feeling an invisible force/being physically hold you down or push you, feeling a thickness in the head area, feeling some type of invisible energy move around your body, an inability to connect with your higher soul/spirit/self, people who like to abuse others either mentally or emotionally or physically, people who are constantly in a need to have power over others, constantly lying or scheming or trying to manipulate others for self power, people who are constantly looking for trouble or problems with other people, people who like to hurt animals or pets, people who steal other people's energy (psychic/energy vampires), feelings of powerlessness or helplessness, feelings of giving everything up, feeling your life is being controlled by something outside of yourself, loss of your purpose/path in life, loss of your power/soul/light and energy, rape, murder, torture, war, and more."

 

the above paragraph was from the website entity attachment dot com.

 

 

I also suggest to not try to create thoughtform beings/ Tulpas if you are going to get scared and think you are going crazy if you do successfully suscede with it. Your fear could turn the thoughtform being rogue.