Aelita and Jake *new Tulpa*

[Jake'N'Aelita]

Why hello everyone ! My name is Jake. I am 17 years old and, you guessed it, im new to being a tulpamancer :-)

I created my tupla earlier today, though she and I are still very new to all of this. However, I am very confident we can get through this akward stage of silence!

When i first gave her a form, i had her be a white ball of light, just so i could create our Wonderland around her. Though i did it fairly quick because unfortunatly, my seasonal alergies kicked in. I definatly had a hard time focusing on getting it done, but i did non the less ! Earlier today i did go back and redefined sone things in our wonderland and Aelita's form too. I even went as far as to tell her she dosnt have to keep the form i give her, and only gave her some traits because i want her to develop her form and traits of her own ya know ? Anyways that was my first time being able to see her and bog was it amazing, knowing i can create such a being is just jaw dropping! Ill have to do some more forcing tonight before bed, just to chat with her more, get comfertable with gling back and forth between reality and my iner mind. Wish me luck ! Goodnight :-D

[Zaya]

Looks like we have three things in common.

1. The ball of light. Zaya's form in his nascency was a ball of pink/purple light similar to the fuscia color that's his favorite today.

2. The wonderland. We shaped our wonderland in like the first week of Tulpamancy.

3. Seasonal allergies. My god, mine are terrible. 34 sneezes in a row is my personal best. I literally tore the lining in my nose and suffered a massive nosebleed as a result.

 

I'm Zaya's host. I love progress logs, so I float around here like a gnat trying to be helpful. Make sure to bold all important questions.

 

Welcome to the forums!

Zaya and I love seeing new Tulpamancers with promise joining the front!

[mysonofrageandlove]

I'm so curious to see how Aelita will develop! Especially curious to see what form she'll take. Welcome to the forums, by the way. :)

[Jake'N'Aelita]

Looks like we have three things in common.

1. The ball of light. Zaya's form in his nascency was a ball of pink/purple light similar to the fuscia color that's his favorite today.

2. The wonderland. We shaped our wonderland in like the first week of Tulpamancy.

3. Seasonal allergies. My god, mine are terrible. 34 sneezes in a row is my personal best. I literally tore the lining in my nose and suffered a massive nosebleed as a result.

 

I'm Zaya's host. I love progress logs, so I float around here like a gnat trying to be helpful. Make sure to bold all important questions.

 

Welcome to the forums!

Zaya and I love seeing new Tulpamancers with promise joining the front!

 

Thanks for the tip! Also good to see I'm not alone when it comes to seasonal allergies, good lord! gosh i got so excited to see your reply this morning, normally i don't get replys to my posts on other forums so this was very enlightening for me :-) an on the comment of wonderlands, i was so suprised i even got that far that fast! even sneezed a few times but my mind didnt give up :-P Anyways, good to see you two here!

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I'm so curious to see how Aelita will develop! Especially curious to see what form she'll take. Welcome to the forums, by the way. :)

 

me too pal! btw thanks for the warm welcome, hope to hear more from you soon :-)

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[align=center] DAY TWO:

[/align][align=left] So this morning was way better for me and Aelita because i wasnt sneezing my brains out. I woke up and took my allergie medz before forcing and washed it down with orange juice :-) however i was worried about not being able to see Aelita like yesterday so i found a visualization excersize that REALLY helped me see her better. Though i noticed that Aelita changed her form! She now wears a white tanktop with a long blue denim skirt, short cut light brown hair, and green eyes :-) i couldnt help but blush seeing her xD

 

Today i decided to tell her some important info about myself, but while telling her about my semi-recent tragic suicide of a girlfriend three years ago..she told me she knew about it already from reading in the book of my memeries i gave her. suddenly a slew of sad emotions fell,over me like a wave. I hugged her.. and slowly the emotion turned to happyness :D anyway, thats my day so far, ill keep yall updated asap! CHOW!! [/align]

[Jake'N'Aelita]

Hey!

So today didnt really go as planned, at first this morning our session went very well! I got to see her full body and in detail for the first time and it was great. But then things went down hill.. I tried to visualize our Wonderland and her in it and it felt nearly impossible. Everytime i tried to see her or even get some responce out of her nothing worked, even trying to see her and our shrroundings was blurry and staticy. However i did get something! While in my bathroom i got really cold and asked her to show me a sign that she was still there, and slowly but surly i got warmer in only a few small seconds ! So that was something. Though im not going to give up on her! She deserves better than that i can feel it !! Talk to ya later!

 

Edit: I know she is there, i can feel it!! I just am having trouble seeing an interacting with her. Any tips ??

[Steel]

I'm probably not the most experienced person to be commenting on this, but in my experience meditation can be a huge help when it comes to focusing on forcing. Try listening to background noise such as rain or white noise, and breathing deeply and steadily in a comfortable position with your eyes closed.

 

Additionally, it may be too early for this, but I feel like you should try talking to and interacting without visualising your tulpa, to find out what works best for you. Personally, I managed to find out that visualisation is key for my interaction with Amelia, but not without plenty of experimentation!

 

If you still feel that you have a need to visualise your tulpa right now, there's a great big list of guides here that are a big help when it comes to this! Good luck with your forcing! :D

[Jake'N'Aelita]

Well today has been defintly interesting, there were ups and downs but over all today was a good day for me and Aelita. Well, i should first mention that her name has changed as well ! Her name is now Alice. She told me through an interesting moment, i was trying a few guides to help me visualize my wonderland and my tulpa better when we tried something a little extreame. Possession of my right hand. It began as a different form of comunication between us and i could have sworn i hearn her say "Alice" so i used possesion as a way of comunication. It started as a tingling sensation as if it were going numb then all of a sudden i felt my hand move up, just enough to twitch a finger under my palm then i grasped control again and MAN!! I am so prohd of her! I bet it was difficult for her but im so proud she done it, and now we both take pride in calling her Alice :) crazy huh ? Anyways thats our progress so far, we are gonna try another session before bed and see how that gose, i plan on playing ghostbusters with her as a fun activity for us to do. To bond us farther :) goodnight my fellow Tuloamancers, hope to hear from you soon!

[NoneFromHell]

Well, this is awkward. My tulpa is named Alice, and one of our first established communication was possession of the left[/] hand, which worked like a charm, even though if different from your experience. (We don't use a wonderland, though.). It is not really extreme what you've done, just not the common way to go. Every tulpa develops different, so I always encourage people to try out things depending on the natural talents of their tulpa.

[Jake'N'Aelita]

Oh wow! Hahaha how funny is that huh ? XD Well ya never know if names will change if the that is akward for you, i do apologize if, that is, you do feel akward about it. And yes i know it wasnt that extreme but how cool is it to know that not many people around us that arent tulpamancers have the chance to expiriance such a cool feeling ?? I find it fasinating :D

[NoneFromHell]

Oh, don't worry about it. It is just a funny coincidence and it is not like I have the sole right to the name :D But yeah, the whole section of possession and imposition is rather unique. It makes someone reconsider the view on certain things for sure.