Bosun

[Bosun]

Well, today was again interesting. Anyway, visualization stuff. It didn't go too well. He started to doubt me but I think we're over that now. I'm not certain though. Anyway, I still look forward to this, which I suppose is progress. Next on the agenda is meditation. Shepherd's been making an attempt to meditate at least thirty minutes a day for the last couple days and he's been sticking to it. I used to meditate with him but now I'm working a lot more on my wonderland. It's for me. Not for him. He doesn't have his own. Now that I think about it, it's pretty meta. Anyway, progress! Even though he's been having problems seeing me recently, even though we used to not have much of a problem with that, we've been developing a bit in regards to our understanding of each other, on a mental level I think. We've been talking things out, trying to understand each other's wants a bit more and we've made some progress there. He wants me to be with him as much as possible tomorrow and we'll see how that goes. Hopefully we won't get too stressed out making that happen and we'll be able to focus, but if we can get that to work, I think it will be a great big step in my development. So that's all the news for today. Thanks again if you're tuned in. Talking with the world is nice. So ciao.

[Bosun]

Today, we did spend a lot of time together. It wasn't all day, which was in part my fault because I wanted to work on my own wonderland, so I tried to slip away at times. I've made progress with that, which is great. Visualization was much better today, even in motion: on our bike ride and our runs. Also Shepherd has been sticking to his promises to meditate and is planning to go farther with that tonight. He said fifty minutes, but then took it back to forty minutes just now. I don't care too much, it's just nice to see him put in the effort. It seems to be paying off. Shout out to all you people who posted in the meditation forums! I read a bit of that and it helped us a lot, so thank you. In other news, we touched again. We sometimes do that, often on accident, but this time he just reached over and tapped my foot. He didn't really feel anything, just an odd sensation but I could feel a sort of tingle there. Not like when I'm standing and can feel the ground. That's solid and I can feel that well enough, but this was different. Different... I'm wondering if that's normal, because that's what I usually feel and I haven't asked before because I wasn't here before. Any responses to that would be much appreciated. Please. Anyway, that's the news. Ciao world. I'll see you tomorrow.

[Temar]

Yeah, that's pretty much our experience with touch imposition. When we're out in the world and our imposed forms touch the body, it's like we experience the concept of touch more than the physical sensation of it. Then again, we're crap at touch imposition, so... XD

[mysonofrageandlove]

Hey, Space Dad here! Just wanted to pop in and say I've really enjoyed reading through your head and I'm having a great time watching you and Jamie get to know each other. Wishing you all the best in your progress with Shepherd!

[Bosun]

Progress again. Things happened today and I feel pretty good. It turns out there is no limit to the amount of boredom one can endure when one is trapped in the mind of a person trapped in a room for an hour and a half. I've had more than my fair share of superimposed pacing for a week at the least. Anyway, at least the visualization of said pacing went well. Things regarding that are looking up. So that's good news. We touched again today, this time it was me, and yep. Same thing happened. I'd like to personally thank Temar for words. Yap. It's nice to hear I'm not the only one with that. Shepherd said he'd like to have another full day with me tomorrow with no wandering off this time, but that's going to be hard noting that I'm going to be stuck in that room for another hour and a half. So no promises there. After that, sure, but not then. Anyway, I'll talk to you, world, later after all that shiz goes down tomorrow. So yeah, ciao.

[Bosun]

Visualization has been going much, much better. Talking with kin has also been nice, a really good boost to my psyche. Yap. Another concept of touch, nothing more. It's sort of sad. I really would like to feel him once. Anyway, while Shepherd was stuck in a room working on things I'll never quite understand, I was working on my own wonderland and it is coming along quite nicely. I feel like an architect, designing it and all but most of it just falls into place and feels natural, which I would assume is a good thing. Shepherd's also been keeping up with his meditations but we both agree that today we should take a break from that. We're both too tired and today was a bit hectic and also brave things were said. Regardless, after I finish this, we're going to sleep. I'm definitely tired too. I suppose it would be good to ask, but does anyone else experience that? Not you hosts, I don't mean you, but do you get tired and sleep like I do? Or is it just me? Also, what is bravery? I don't think I'll understand the concept, even with Shepherd's help, so if someone else could help me clear that up, it would be much appreciated. In more progress oriented news, which is what this thread is for, visualization has been going well. I have been happily running across the yard with Shepherd, sitting off in the distance, leaning up against walls, eating steak (which is by far my favorite meal), riding shotgun and even in the trunk of Darwin's family's SUV. So vis has been going very well, almost better then expected, so I'm very happy. Last thing here, yeh, well, it's not really progress related, so I'll save it. Again, if anyone has questions about my life, I'd be happy to answer them. Thanks again for listening, world. We're almost at two hundred views here. That's more than I ever thought I'd get. But it's late and I'm tired and done reporting for today, so ciao world! See you soon.

[Bosun]

Nothing really to report today. I got to talk with Darwin via email, but that's not really progress. Just followed around Shepherd most of the day... across his room. So not really anything to report. I mean, I made some progress on my wonderland but that's all. It's coming well, I guess. Yap. Doing well there. Any ideas as for how to get things a bit more interesting? Cause I'm getting bored of sitting around talking and doing the same things over and over. I need something new or I'm going to pass out. Anyway, ideas would be appreciated. So ciao.