PTM December 16, 2016 December 16, 2016 Hey there, this is where I'll be logging the progress of my tulpa. I first started three days ago. I spent the entire first day visualizing my wonderland. It's a large clearing in a forest, at one end of the clearing is a simple log cabin with a few flower beds at the side. At the other end of the clearing is a wooden bench beneath an oak tree with a small pond in front. The second day was spent focusing on my tulpa, I had the day off so I could spend quite a while actively forcing. At first, she was a floating ball of energy. At first, I gave her a tour of the wonderland and explained that this is just as much her place as it is mine, so she can feel free to make any changes. I also spent a while talking to her about my day and explaining some of my choices behind the wonderland. Eventually, I got sick of referring to her as just 'you' or 'they', so I decided she needed a name. I thought about it for a little while and the name Blaine jumped out at me. From that, a form immediately came to mind. I spent a bit puppeting her form around to make sure I didn't accidentally picture her legs the wrong way around or anything. The third day I was back in college, so I didn't get much chance to actively force. On my busy days, I'll only be able to manage about half an hour every day, although I plan to try and get a two hour session in at least once a week. I spent most of the day passively forcing, I'd talk to her about what I'm doing/watching/listening to etc. I've also been imposing her on the world around me, she's pretty much constantly in view usually out of the corner of my eye. Whenever I'm actively focusing on her I can smell lavender, I guess it helps me stay focused. That's how I've started off. I'll update this thread whenever I feel like I've made progress. Or just to air my doubts and frustrations about the whole process. Thanks for reading. Stalin: "You see, Facists have a preset kill limit. Knowing their weakness, I sent wave after wave of my own men at them until they reached their limit and shut down. Georgy, show them the medal I won."
Vampire December 16, 2016 December 16, 2016 Sounds like you have a strong start. Looking forward to more updates. "My lover's got humour, She's the giggle at a funeral, Knows everybody's disapproval, I should've worshipped her sooner." Host to Samuel, Raven, Ivy, and Olivia. CERCA TROVA
tulpa001 December 16, 2016 December 16, 2016 Welcome and good luck! It sounds like you are starting strong. Eh, ninja'd. Host comments in italics. Tulpa's log. Tulpa's guide.
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