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[FallFamily]

I don't understand why some people insist on telling that life is much better and I should keep living as the main controller of the body. Permanent switching offers me a happy life, without worrying about school, getting a job, without having to dealing with people anymore...man, that sounds like heaven for me I just don't understand why permanent switching isn't a common thing. And no, my tulpa has no problems with switching for a very long time, in fact, she was the one who always insist in switching with me when I was feeling down.

 

 

My main problem, and the only one which has no solution, is that I hate this life/world in general, but I find my wonderland like a paradise, so it's impossible that they exist after the switching.

 

[Tri] They suggest it because many hosts have been interested in moving inside forever due to life circumstances which then later improved, that and a rather well known anecdote of a system trying to do that ending poorly. That anecdote has somewhat special and unique circumstances so it isn't that applicable. As for the former part, many are trying to explain how things could improve, possibly with some action on your part. Could be possible or it may not be. The reality is that trying to move entirely inside will take some time to achieve, time over which your life circumstances may change, or may not. Work on trying to permaswitch while doing what you can to try to improve outerworld life and see where things end up. Might as well work on both, if for no other reason than to try to make sure things are OK in outerworld when your tulpa/s take on outerworld.

 

On another unrelated note, people's wonderlands vary widely, and it is always interesting to see what others are like. You describe yours as a paradise. We have several, some paradise and some not. The one we want to spend time in most is most definitely not a paradise. We have a job, responsibilities, etc. there and when our hosts go there they do too, and stuff happens there good and bad and we can and do feel pain there. Always a tough choice which world to focus on.

 

THANK YOU

 

Actually, I was thinking about creating another tulpa in case that the servitor/s turns out to be a complete failure, but as you said, there's the possibility that they don't agree with the decision.

 

You've said that a group of servitors can do that and that you know someone who did it, can you explain me exactly what does this means? do I need to have different servitors with a different task each one? Also, what is a Body OS?

 

As for my tulpa, she would like to spend her entire life with me, but if that's not possible, then she has no problems with switching permanently.

 

Well, more than one servitor working together seems to allow more complex behavior without them sliding along the scale to becoming tulpas. It was not a separate servitor for each task, but a very different sort of organization to partition some functionality from what we understand. It is not something our system has personally done. Just know a system who has done it and knew the servitor collective, named Neguilla, though they were restructured more recently to become a tulpa from what we understand. Neguilla and others in their system could explain more if you talk to them including the upsides and downsides (do note they are rather busy from what we hear). Took a lot of work and the one who did it had a lot of experience with servitors, so not something that can be done quickly especially for those new to servitors.

 

Body OS is a name for a sort of built-in autopilot of sorts and collection of muscle memory. This is often what people are referring to when they say "the body is almost like a system-member all its own." Most people tap into it when they front, and for some systems everyone can stop fronting leaving Body OS in charge instead of being catatonic. Some can interact with people in outerworld quite well. Some cannot. Some can and will throw a system member into front if the Body OS concludes that an actual person is needed or it thinks that is what is healthiest, or if it tires out.