anomalous experiences

[tania]

Anyway, thanks for the shared knowledge, that story was great. I wish it was around a campfire in a dark forest when you told me.This is all very specific to us, so it might not make any sense...

 

Darlene once told me I should never worry about intrusion of others because she cut the connection except through an amulet that she claimed is a doorway to the astral, and the only one, so she also said that I wouldn't be successful in AP'ing because of it.

 

Well, with our somewhat metaphysical belief of where the essence of tulpas come from, you can imagine her shock when our three newest headmates pop up and are suddenly indistinguishable from us in any sense that we could measure. She struggled with how Joy, Ren or Gwen could have gained that essence, she said she should have known. Well for the queen of 'knows things' herself to admit she was stumped was a humbling moment for all of us.

 

If we were around a campfire in a dark forest I'd share with you some of my really scary experiences lol.

 

 to the other thing. I would not trust that someone could not put their consciousness into my head (as in a telepathic sense or OBE into my mind which can also be done) by that way.  The only way I've found to truly guard my mind is to use the thought of a strong rock wall surrounding it completely and holding that thought strong.  This actually worked to ward off a reptilian being who had taken interest in me during a time when I was doing a 3 day workshop with my yogi teacher and on way to another class (obviously it could see the extra energy about me)... trying to get into my mind.  The astral is ALL AROUND YOU and THROUGH you.

 

umm an amulet could be charged though to also do a block against an attempted intrusion eg to act like a servitor but it would have to be strong (I once had such an amulet gifted to me by one of my teachers when I was experiencing psychic attacks, the amulet worked like an extension of him and his energy, it's power would just kick in when needed giving me the ability to do things I usually could not do).

 

With the reptilian (that happened long after the amulet I used to wear had disappeared.. one day it just went missing from my neck and I never found it), it took all my active effort to keep the reptilian trying to do the mental intrusion out.  Probably easier to have something like that as a warning system to alert and then be able to take action.

 

I once had a shadow being astrally go into me and another (a human person but with special skills including expert at astral projection into places at will, she was actually a student and had been taught by one of my teachers) ended up going into me after it to get rid of it which she successfully did . She actually killed the shadow being (I didnt even know those could be killed till she did that) which then come out of me in bits of energy (the dead shadow being, dead the energy of it lost like its yucky energy signature).. like handfuls of neutral feeling cloudy energy falling out of me (before that all my internal energy had been horrible and all squirmy, it was like my whole body was squirming.. so I'm glad she had seen it in me to tell me what was wrong and why my energy had gone discusting.. it was like the energy within myself was trying to repel the other energy mixed in there). Thank God for the psychic friends I had at that time who used to often help me when needed.

 

 

Your new headmates.. they also could be sub personalities that you were not aware you had.  Sometimes those can be well hidden and rarely show.

[Guest]

Interesting thoughts and that story about the shadow being is terrifying.

 

I'm glad it got sorted. To clarify the amulet I have is like a ficus, it's a looking glass into the astral, and imagine 'all around you and through you' is focused into one spot. So anything in or out is funneled through this one focus point, like a singularity.

 

I more believe the 'visitor' was my sub personality, because I knew my snarkiness on Reddit was wrong.

 

As for my other headmates, the only thing we know for sure, to the best of our ability and knowledge, their the same as us. Exactly the same.

 

That's still an unanswered riddle.

 

I can say, whatever Darlene did, or is doing through that amulet is preventing attacks and visits by 'beings' that were not frequent, but certainly did bother me at times, in that they would flash nasty faces in my imagination and whisps of black shadows in my perififeral.

 

The very energy around me went from black and red to white and gold when Darlene came officially. Before that they were moments of clarity, now it's constant.

[tania]

To clarify the amulet I have is like a ficus, it's a looking glass into the astral, and imagine 'all around you and through you' is focused into one spot. So anything in or out is funneled through this one focus point, like a singularity.

 

I can say, whatever Darlene did, or is doing through that amulet is preventing attacks and visits by 'beings' that were not frequent, but certainly did bother me at times, in that they would flash nasty faces in my imagination and whisps of black shadows in my perififeral.

 

The very energy around me went from black and red to white and gold when Darlene came officially. Before that they were moments of clarity, now it's constant.

 

ah yes I can understand the everything is at one point thing. ah cool someone else who understands the higher concepts of things **thumbs up**

 

I'm glad to hear that Darlene helped change the energy for the better.

 

One thing that shadow experience taught me is that we have like worlds within us. When the other went inside me to kill the shadow, the shadow being was sitting with his back against a tree asleep in a forest (so she was easily able to sneak up to it and kill him).  Now that I since know about tulpas it makes me wonder if the being itself created his own like place within me (much like a tulpa can create it's own wonderland) .. or maybe we have other places assessable within us.  The whole thing about the other finding a forest within me really blew my mind at the time.