Nikodemos August 20, 2012 August 20, 2012 No, YOU! Name: Dante Gender: Male Form: Toa Mata Nui, a Bionicle(Amadeus made a sketch of him, kudos!) Stage: Narration, posession Being original since July 2012.
Aeiou August 20, 2012 Author August 20, 2012 Fellas calm down. I've read BOTH and i think you're both full of shit! that's a joke, i've read it all but i'm going to just wing it for a couple of hours or days, see how things go, have done a trait and a like though in the last hour, so progress is happening!
Aeiou August 21, 2012 Author August 21, 2012 Alright so day 2 taught me a valuable lesson, don't try to relax and concentrate before going to bed, fell asleep and had some bizarre dreams, eventually waking up to someone saying my name that wasn't in the room, can't quite remember what was happening in the dream. tl;dr nothing productive
Guest August 21, 2012 August 21, 2012 I'm working on a tupper. Someone says my name? Ah, that's nothin'.
Aeiou August 21, 2012 Author August 21, 2012 Nah it was strictly within the dream, if i was getting results before even giving a form or sweet fuck all in the way of personality i'd be shocked. Form is something i'm very unsure about, think i'll just have a basic human shape and let her do what she finds best.
Aeiou August 22, 2012 Author August 22, 2012 So after another session, i think things are going well: It has been 3 days of forcing now, doing personality mainly and i've gone from a 30 minute session to 45 minutes, it takes about 10-15 minutes for my mind to settle properly but it's happening easier. I've taken to doing a bit of visualising before narrating personality, the visualising started as a simple flat little surface to put the form of Emma on (currently her placeholder form is Kotomi from Clannad, but for some reason it's sticking in my head very persistently), it's becoming quite a bit clearer in my head each night with little details coming to me easier and things being added/changed; Not in the sense of Emma deliberately changing things (doubt that could happen yet) but more like i'm looking at the room and get the feeling a table should be there when it wasn't before, where there are now walls in a certain pattern where there weren't any walls before. I've been getting head pressure as well, i got an extremely distinct tingle behind my right ear that i've never felt before which i assume is a good sign of progress, as for the personality work i've been speaking softly to myself while visualising the room, i think it's going well so far. I am curious about two things however; First, i'm still unsure how aware of my surroundings i sohuld be while visualising, as in if i'm on my bed on my back, while i'm visualising should i be aware that i'm on the bed or should visualisation get vivid to the point of being sucked into it completely? Because as i'm typing this the details of the room are a lot clearer in my head than i thought they would be after ending the session, as if it really is a seperate location in my head. Last little thing that happened is the tree i was having in the room to originally be a green wonderland type thing has now turned into a small plastic decoration tree, it's an odd change and i'm not sure how much of this is just my imagination and if any of it could be Emma. Apologies for the wall of text, writing this at 1am and my thoughts are just all over the place.
Nikodemos August 22, 2012 August 22, 2012 No need to worry about writing walls of text, I've seen a lot bigger frankly. And about the awareness of your surroundings while forcing, it is usually adviced to not have too many distractions so you can focus on the forcing itself, but I haven't as of yet gotten so vivid into visualizing that I've forgot where my body is. So, what you feel is good. And the tingling feeling is very familiar to me, Dante started communicating my making a small tigling spot on my earleaf and moving it up and down along it, and that's how we still communicate. You could try asking Emma if she can move the tingling, that'd be a sure sign of sentience. Good luck with her! :) Name: Dante Gender: Male Form: Toa Mata Nui, a Bionicle(Amadeus made a sketch of him, kudos!) Stage: Narration, posession Being original since July 2012.
Aeiou August 23, 2012 Author August 23, 2012 Day 4: wasn't able to do much in the way of forcing, had lots to do out and about so talking to myself wasn't in my best interests. Spent about 40 minutes talking to Emma in my head though and was absolutely shocked when a random thought in my head said my name, as you can imagine i flipped out from excitement and promptly lost all ability to concentrate, i'm not quite convinced it was Emma but hey you never know, nothing else to report at this time.
Aeiou August 24, 2012 Author August 24, 2012 I've been thinking that i don't want to completely lay out every single trait and whatnot, what would be an alternate way of putting time into personality without reiterating the exact same thing for hours on end?
Holger August 24, 2012 August 24, 2012 Talk about opinions of things and let her own opinions and responses come naturally from that. If you evade bans, we will permaban you!
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