So I 'Lost' Molly

[Guest CaptFlushing]

For the past few weeks, Molly has taken the form of a focused point of pressure in the right side of the back of my head. When I force, I usually envision the forcing environment as being a 2-dimensional plane centered in the middle of my head, with the position of Molly's 'orb' in that space being the same as the pressure in real space. I'm not sure if I'm explaining that well, but I'm not sure how else to describe it.

 

Anyway, partway through the session I had this evening, Molly just vanished. The pressure almost instantaneously went away, and I couldn't focus on the orb being in that space. There is still some pressure in that general area, but it feels much more spread out. I still get the feeling that Molly is around, but I don't know where.

 

Is this normal? What should I be doing? I really don't know how to proceed from here, and it's worrying me a lot.

 

EDIT: Molly came back, and I think I may have gotten an emotional response from her. Read this post.

[TulpaCouple]

Sometimes they just need some time alone. Maybe to absorb the information you had given her or just because she wants to do something. She can still hear you, though, force as normal, she just might be off on her own right now.

 

It's happened to both Nate and I--both of our tulpas have just chosen to go off and do their own thing, maybe for an hour or maybe a day or two.

 

Or she even could be sleeping or otherwise resting.

 

Sometimes early on, sudden bursts of sentient behavior happens. It's quite exciting! She's figuring things out right now! I would keep up with your regular forcing and don't worry about it.

[Guest Anonymous]

The pressure is still there, and you feel like she's still there, albeit in a spread out fashion.

 

A question was posed earlier about not being able to feel tulpa presence for a day.

''The response was, tulpa, like people, enjoy time alone at times"

 

Feelings change. I never got more than mild pressure for months until a day in July, when I suddenly got a massive headache from forcing for so long.

 

Sounds normal enough. Continue as normal. Don't worry.

 

P.S. Nothing is entirely normal around here, nor should it be. Keep that in mind.

[Guest Albatross_]

This is completely normal. I'm going to tell you the same thing I told Avalanche and Hannibal when they asked about this same exact thing.

 

Take a break from forcing for a couple days. When you pick it back up, take a cold shower, as cold as you can stand, and have a tall glass of orange juice.

Trust me.

 

Avalanche didn't listen to me, wigged out and ended up restarting after 80 hours. Hannibal did and got first voice a few weeks later. Thus I have inarguable proof.

 

Just take a break. It won't hurt anything and you'll feel better. And next time you think your tulpa 'left you' or you 'lost' it, don't.

[Guest CaptFlushing]

OK, since I wrote that, the right side of my head started going numb. There was this intense feeling of disorientation, but it didn't feel normal. It almost felt like that side of my head was falling away from the rest of my body.

 

Then the pressure came back, but it feels a fair bit more spread out, and it's making me feel dizzy.

 

I'm still not sure what quite happened. Perhaps it was a response, but I've only done 8 hours of forcing total since I started, so it seems a bit early for that.

[Guest Anonymous]

Thus I have inarguable proof.

 

Anyone can argue anything. It's called, faith against all odds. And those odds aren't very telling.

 

Hmm. For science, I suggest going with the option that will both lead to voices in your head, and cause Orange juice to become the indisputable rightful mascot of Tulpa.info

 

Good luck.

[Guest Albatross_]

 

Anyone can argue anything. It's called, faith against all odds. And those odds aren't very telling.

 

>Mayormorgan cannot into sarcam

 

I was poking fun at those kinds of statements.

[Guest Anonymous]

As you were poking fun, I was being deadpan, the higher my inanity levels, the more sarcastically my words should be taken as. Consciousness recognition of your sarcasm was unnecessary, I grew up on a healthy diet of sarcasm. I cannot become sarcasm, as I am sarcasm, as sarcasm is me. I suppose I should get back into the habit of typing out the sarcasm, surely people would benefit from this.

 

P.S. Those kids of statements are fun.

[Frosty]

I will also nominate orange juice for official tulpa.info mascot.

 

As far as your tulpa being lost goes, don't stress about it. It isn't like she ran away, she'll be back sooner or later. Just keep giving her attention in the meantime.

[NED]

maybe its not gone. Maybe its moved to a different place.

 

Think about it