Me and Trinity's Story as it Goes (Progress Updates too)

[Glaurung26]

Yea relying on caffeine to live is rough. Sometimes necessary to be awake during work hours. 😕

[Neptune System]

IDK what to call this

 

So, me and Trinity have ben dating and what not and doing cuddles. Well one day I accidentally fell asleep on chest while cuddling, and well she seems to like it. But my concern is that this is going to turn into something sexual and I don't want it to. She has said it isn't but I'm just worried it is.

[SebastianSimp]

You should probably trust her, and, if it's gonna go in that direction, it's not like you can't say no and cut it off, right? 

[Glaurung26]

Just be clear about boundaries and don't leave things "hanging in the air" without addressing them.

[Neptune System]

Well, thank you for putting something on here. I often forget about the most obvious things and i over think things. Yeah Boundaries need to be reworked, now that we are dating. I should also be more trusting of her too. 

Again thanks and have a good day.

[Glaurung26]

Trust is supes important. Trust, respect, honesty. 

[Neptune System]

Update!!

 

So, I have officially been fronting for about 60 hrs straight now! I can indeed say that I dreamed the first night of fronting but not really on the past two nights, if I did then I don't remember them. Also cuddling with Jay while fronting is Really different than when I'm not, since I have the senses and what not. 
 

I have much more respect for Jay now, because I don't know how he deals with all of these intrusive thoughts ( None of them were bad, just distracting and annoying) Also forgetting things constantly is super annoying, and seeing how he did a 8 hr homework session on Friday and finished all of his trig homework while then I the next day decided to do chem (I chose to do this myself) work and barely got anything done because I kept getting distracted. Also Learned a little more about my self.

In these days I have finished chem homework, watch Jungle Cruise, cuddled with Jay, talked to quite a lot of people, tried some new things (food, shows, activities ect.)

 

As of right now I am still fronting and seeing how long I can go for!
If any of you guys have questions or advice let me know!

 

[Adagio]

Good for you for fronting for so long!

[Neptune System]

Update
 

Hello, so after doing the fronting for two and a half days. I am having some difficulty switching with Jay now and if I do, I struggle to stay in front. So any advice to recover? 

[Adagio]

If you're having trouble keeping control, maybe try to make an activity "yours". Like something you always do when fronting. For example, I usually check this forum when fronting, so it's "my" activity and is associated with me.

 

You might also just need a break, since you fronted for a while.