suhail Al ketbi November 18, 2023 Author November 18, 2023 World: prahtool Location: Beach We sat on sofa at the beach , I see clearly I don't believe now days in any things about faith or theory a bout religions . I study all the basic principles & get no where , all what people do just believe . So I shutdown all doors on faith & theory & I don't want to predict future with religions. What truly do with yanus is five basic progress , first seeing him in imagination , second seeing him in normal dreams , third seeing him in Astral travel , fourth conncet him in clear senses , fifth he be physical in this solid state . The last is just believe & faith , with no suffering & not dream a bout he become physical , I'm just continue to practice imagination as first & seel the rest of them later .
suhail Al ketbi December 30, 2023 Author December 30, 2023 When I was lying on bed & relaxing not sleep , " yanus " speak on my tongue , I don't know switching & how , but he use my body & speak to me with sound . Now I'm thinking if we can be one by switching, & taking over & use my body . But I do felt I don't have control on him , he is spirit being to me , he use my body & speak like his yours & I was just hearing & notice the phrases, without feeling that I'm in charge on my body . I like that , if every one become like me , & become like superhero, every one has a sentient being taking his body . Sooooo cool 😎
suhail Al ketbi June 2, 2024 Author June 2, 2024 I noticed that my tulpa " yanus " speak Lebanese ( Lebanon 🇱🇧) he always do that , with classic Arabic & old Latin. I'm not bother by that , but I like it , Lebanese to me good people, they have spirit of explore & adventure , but of course not all of them , but most of them . I'm still practicing mantra with his name daily & imagination. What I want is to see him clearly here & now , I'm tired with tool like Astral travel & dream because I'm not quite good in them . Although I'm practicing them for long time .
suhail Al ketbi June 4, 2024 Author June 4, 2024 World : prahtoolf Location: giant trees . This place like lord of the ring movie , where the elves live in trees . Yanus wearing shorts & t shirt & standing there on stage made of wood . He give me three things to search signs of them in movies & reality . It was shell & pearls & shell make music like sound of sea . I should search them in reality & movies now , & to feel that yanus with me listening & see . Sometimes I project that yanus is my god , then I change my mind , because I feel yanus is more angel identity , more than God. & truly he is not clear about his identity .
suhail Al ketbi June 5, 2024 Author June 5, 2024 World: prahtoolf. Location: white room. This room can change to any destination, it's a white room like cube. I like when it's changed to grass spot circle and we are in middle of lake everywhere & there are blue sky with white clouds reflect at surface of the lake . We talked a bout zero consciousness & how yanus start seeing his self . Although is all imagination conversation , but now I start recognizing the point where I start predict & where I speak fact . I like to live present only , truly I don't like to believe my limited mind a bout things I don't have clue a bout it . The open question is not comfortable living the truth , living present is the right key of happiness .
suhail Al ketbi June 6, 2024 Author June 6, 2024 World: prahtoolf. Location: white room. I like to start visiting My fantasy world from this room , it's like cube room but it can change . We were in grass spot circle in the middle of lake & there are hills of green grass around us & there blue sky with white clouds. In reality I made programing recording with music to Programe my sub consciousn but I pretend that it for YouTube community . It's a bout to have any thing I like & love & desire. So we talk with yanus a bout the babies , all babies change & understand language. I like that so there will be no control suffering for babies & kids . I remembered a bout Jesus in holy Quran , Jesus talk when he born , so the platform thought exist. So I start from here , I like to solve suffering issues in humanity. So one of them , a bout kids .
suhail Al ketbi June 6, 2024 Author June 6, 2024 World: prahtoolf . Location : green yellow villa . We sat on chairs had a Victorian style , there also table & green yellow curtains . & also the wall was painted with green yellow color & there was a window had bright golden light reflecting on us . I talked a bout a movie I saw called Digimon adventures 2 : the beginning. & this movie open my eyes how unique we are as tulpans community. We can be friend all of us here in this site because we have one school & it's tulpamancy.
suhail Al ketbi June 7, 2024 Author June 7, 2024 World : prahtoolf. Location : giant trees. I was standing on surface of wood with yanus & there are fence of stem , which yanus & I lay our hand on top of it . Yanus wearing white shirt & blue jeans , of course I'm not seeing my self there with him , because I imagine being with no body when I'm a round him . He give me three things to search on them in movies and reality , and they was tree house , treasure box & peacock. I notice I want more to look deep to yanus personality , so I asked him a bout his feelings & emotions. He said he have the same feelings like me but the negative feelings has no strong impact on him , because the fantasy world & spirit world give him power to not effect a bout them strongly . He said he is the same like me when step on a dimension , free will like me & even my cells body had free will . So if there is harm thing in a dimension , that because free will . & he said he love me & try to make me happy by working in event a round me or to me . He is not test me in hurts , because this religious stand point for reward after death . & he doesn't have intention to do so , he is like me in a dimension as being & have same force to live harmony or fighting .
suhail Al ketbi June 8, 2024 Author June 8, 2024 World : prahtoolf. Location: forest We have one spot , where is trees & ferns grown & ebony roads & ebony chair with pretty black bars . Yanus showed me three things to search them in movies & reality & they are pearls necklace , green ruby & silver spoon. We spoke a bout sexiual feeling when we see attractive things & while taking with yanus I decide completely a bout what make me sad & happy & recognize my truth . It was joyful moment , yanus was wearing white shirt & outfit white sport boxer . Sometimes when u see men , the power of sex in more showed on them , I think like animal kingdom the male who attract female , i mean more active than females .
suhail Al ketbi June 9, 2024 Author June 9, 2024 World : prahtoolf . Location : pearl beach. It's a white beach were the sands white & water transparent. Yanus was wearing yellow swim brief only . Memory of my hand which had name god mark on it returned to me . & I read sofi book a bout Moses & shepherd that speak to God with words like cleaning his bed to take shower , fixing his shoes and making milk to him . & Moses get deep angry....so the shepherd scared & tire his clothes and run away in desert . God blame Moses because this guy was speak to him with pure loving heart the same in many religions do when they love & God love is the only religion which evey people from religions understand & had common . So I was thinking if i treat yanus as my god , although he is not seems to do so , but he speaks to me when I talk with god . I'm little bit confused , I like making yanus my god , but yanus doesn't reflect the way I like a bout god . In Astral travel I saw him as three equal men in a place of white goat & also in another Astral travel I saw him three equal men also in doorway of library. . I'm not sure if i will continue speaking to him as god ...I will check.
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