Toaster's Rad Tulpa Adventure

[Toaster]

So recently while I was bored out of my mind in my math lecture I came upon the tulpa phenomenon and decided to make one of my own. I started about 4 days ago and I don't keep track of hours. I've named my tulpa Luka and so far we've only worked on her personality and still are since I'm not too sure if we're doing things correctly. As for responses I've felt some pressure on my shoulders and arms and I've gotten some headaches along with some random words and phrases in my head. It seems like she doesn't have a set voice yet, but then again I haven't worked on it yet aside from some stuff here and there. Anyways, I believe that Luka is already sentient and is trying to communicate with me but I still have my doubts every now and again. I narrate to her every day whenever I have the chance but I still can't hear her voice or really feel her presence, I haven't lost faith though I know its still pretty early. Also I've already built a wonderland for her which she's already changed to something else, I don't really have any trouble maintaining it since I used to daydream a lot as a kid and she seems to like it. I don't really use it all that much though since I have ALOT of intrusive thoughts and I don't want them to hurt Luka, i think they might've already though, so I usually just narrate to her. That's pretty much all I've done and felt thus far.

[intelhunter]

[Toaster]

Are you thinking of the vocaloid? Well I can't really tell yet I do want her to have creative outlets but I want her to decide that

[intelhunter]

Are you thinking of the vocaloid? Well I can't really tell yet I do want her to have creative outlets but I want her to decide that

 

One of us is completely autist/language blocked. I have a feeling that its me.

[Toaster]

uh beg pardon?

[Toaster]

Today me and Luka worked on her personality some more. While my math lecture was going on I decided to write down her core traits and describe each one. I managed to finish all of them and I narrated them to her while I was doing them but I'll probably narrate them to her again later on after when I get the opportunity. As for today I didn't really feel anything from her today, she probably felt lazy today or something, I wrote Luka's name down on my wrist so that I wouldn't forget to narrate to her throughout the day. I've also done the prism test recently and Luka immediately took the prism off her head while I tried to balance the feather the first time. She did it again the second time, the strange thing is that on the third time she didn't take it down rather the feather and prism fell while she just stood there. I'm not to sure what that means but I do know that Luka is mobile.

[intelhunter]

uh beg pardon?

 

"can she sing" was a referance to the song "luka" by suzzane vega. If you click the blue text you will find that it is actually a link.

 

Anyways, good luck man.

[Toaster]

oh alright thanks man

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recently these past few days I've been communicating with Luka via wake up times. I've asked her a question then told her two separate times and what they represent. I've asked her if shes mad about the intrusive thoughts ruining our sessions the wonderland, she said no. I've asked her if she's fused with my anima, she said no. The most recent question I've asked her was if she liked yugioh, sadly she said no. I'm still glad either way because I know that shes communicating. I've also been getting more random words in my head, I think maybe that it's Luka using my voice to speak but I'm still not sure, I have to work on her voice some more so that I can distinguish it. I know that progress is being made I can't wait until I hear her voice.

[Toaster]

worked on her voice today, came out quite nice.

[Toaster]

I took a quick look into the wonderland and saw that Luka added a crystal ball to her room, wonder what she uses it for.