Toaster's Rad Tulpa Adventure

[Coco]

Good luck with the three tulpae! It must be pretty taxing trying to keep track of them; especially when they're not even fully vocal yet...

 

Also, I don't think that starting over would be a good idea. She's most likely still there; you just have to 'find' her again. If you can't find time to force, then try to pay attention to them whenever you can throughout the day.

[Toaster]

Thanks, it's not easy but it's worth it for them.

 

Hmm yea I still feel her there just faintly though, I'll definitely try looking for her though and I know Scar and Stein will help out with that part too so I'm hoping I find her quick.

[Toaster]

Well I started talking to all three of them out loud again. Scar is silent as usual, Stein sends me weird thoughts at he strangest moments for some reason and Luka is still silent. I'm going to work on Luka's voice tomorrow along with Scar's. Stein already has one, I remember talking to him as a kid, I just have to wait for him to speak up again.

[Toaster]

Even after all these years Scar still protects me and gives me peace of mind. I saw Silent Hill and normally I don't do well with horror movies but I wasn't scared at all I felt safe and protected, the same feeling I used to get back when I was a kid and Scar protected me from nightmares and other things I was afraid of. I know that was Scar I could recognize that feeling anywhere. It kind of makes me wonder if Scar is a tulpa or servitor he never talks anyway so I'm not sure. As for Stein and Luka I feel like I'm getting back to where I used to be but still I don't have much time to do any tulpa forcing so I only talk to them for little bits at a tiime but still better then nothing. I hear someone say bless you every time I sneeze now despite the fact that there's no one around so its probably one of them.