KingJick October 10, 2012 October 10, 2012 Ignis, this is great! Nice to see a fellow starter like me. If you want a read of mine in return, it's in my sig. But keep adding! It's always good to hear other peoples' starts and successes. :D (sorry, I've been a lurker for ages before I tried to make a tulpa myself) Mine's being updated daily as well. And if it helps, Twi started with a form that changed a lot over time, and I started on her during school and work as well. You're certainly in the same boat as me with regard to forcing at home to round everything off during the day, and I've always assumed she's sentient. Good luck with your subsequent forcing! [align=center]Jick Twi Dash Scoots 9/2/95 3/10/12 9/10/12 28/1/13[/align]
Ignis October 10, 2012 Author October 10, 2012 Ignis, this is great! Nice to see a fellow starter like me. If you want a read of mine in return, it's in my sig. But keep adding! It's always good to hear other peoples' starts and successes. :D (sorry, I've been a lurker for ages before I tried to make a tulpa myself) Mine's being updated daily as well. And if it helps, Twi started with a form that changed a lot over time, and I started on her during school and work as well. You're certainly in the same boat as me with regard to forcing at home to round everything off during the day, and I've always assumed she's sentient. Good luck with your subsequent forcing! Your sig had me interested at TS. I'll definitely check your log out. Name: Amy Form: Human female Time: Lost count Sentient: Yes Vocal: No Stage: Gestures and Body Language
Ignis October 11, 2012 Author October 11, 2012 Log 18: Night of 10/10/12 I once again used the night to narrate. While I was doing so I got a very sudden and loud tone-like buzzing in my ears. This lasted a few seconds and was very interesting, as I had never had anything like that happen before. Name: Amy Form: Human female Time: Lost count Sentient: Yes Vocal: No Stage: Gestures and Body Language
Ignis October 11, 2012 Author October 11, 2012 Log 19: Day of 10/11/12 The last planned day of form work. Started it off very well with 45 minutes of work during school. Night of 10/11/12 The final 30 minutes for this portion. Everything felt in place, right, a good sign that let me know I wasn't stopping too early. Name: Amy Form: Human female Time: Lost count Sentient: Yes Vocal: No Stage: Gestures and Body Language
Ignis October 12, 2012 Author October 12, 2012 Log 20: Day of 10/12/12 Got in a combined 50 minutes of work during school today, good start to the feel portion of this process. Name: Amy Form: Human female Time: Lost count Sentient: Yes Vocal: No Stage: Gestures and Body Language
Ignis October 14, 2012 Author October 14, 2012 Log 21: Very Early Morning of 10/14/12 Being forced to be out and about all yesterday gave me no time for focused work. I took 40 minutes after midnight passed to at least continue with feel. I also plan on taking more time throughout the day to make up for the lost potential time. Night of 10/14/12 Got another 40 minutes in and then a good spot of narration before I went to sleep. Name: Amy Form: Human female Time: Lost count Sentient: Yes Vocal: No Stage: Gestures and Body Language
Ignis October 15, 2012 Author October 15, 2012 Log 22: Day of 10/15/12 Got a good 45 minute base in during school. This may not be the place to ask a question, and if it isn't, please correct me, but am I supposed to see a clear image when I visualize, or like a mind's eye, "I see it but at the same time not really" sort of thing? Night of 10/15/12 Got 35 minutes in, and as has been the process with every one of these steps, it gets easier to focus the farther in I am. Name: Amy Form: Human female Time: Lost count Sentient: Yes Vocal: No Stage: Gestures and Body Language
Ignis October 16, 2012 Author October 16, 2012 Log 23: Day of 10/16/12 Another 45 minutes of feel work during the school day. I forgot to mention it in last night's log, but I could have sworn I had auditory hallucinations of bird chirps in the background of my music, and I think I had an instance or two of that today. Night of 10/16/12 I was somehow was able to focus for 50 minutes or so before heading to bed for the night. Name: Amy Form: Human female Time: Lost count Sentient: Yes Vocal: No Stage: Gestures and Body Language
Ignis October 17, 2012 Author October 17, 2012 Log 24: Afternoon of 10/17/12 This was a day of firsts for me. I had my first hour long forcing session since I started working on Amy, and it was also my first time using a tone while I forced. There were a few interesting events that happened during this time, all of which were auditory hallucinations. I first heard the sound of my father snoring, which was odd because no one but me was in the house at that point. (I checked the house when I was done to make sure. Oddly enough he walked in a few minutes after I was done checking.) Sometime after that I heard a very quiet progression of sound that sounded like the playing of low tuned bass strings with a finger. I also got a good bit of the head pressure that has made itself ever so normal to my escapades into my mind, so all and all a good start to today's work. Night of 10/17/12: Got another 40 minutes in the bank as I round some of the last days I'll be working on feel. Name: Amy Form: Human female Time: Lost count Sentient: Yes Vocal: No Stage: Gestures and Body Language
Ignis October 18, 2012 Author October 18, 2012 Log 25: Day of 10/18/12 40 more solid minutes of work during class today, that is all. Night of 10/18/12 One more set of 40 minutes for the night. I've determined that tomorrow (the 19th) will be the last day I use to work on feel. Name: Amy Form: Human female Time: Lost count Sentient: Yes Vocal: No Stage: Gestures and Body Language
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