The Start of Cathy

[Winnie]

So! Bit new here, new to the subject in general, but I've still begun my journey to start getting Cathy up, and properly sentient/verbal. So far, progress has been pretty good! Today, I followed a guide from like. 2013? I think? It was about getting your tulpa to sort of feel within your room, and then you sorta Imagine yourself with them. its a strange way of forcing, but it seems to work for me! As Cathy has... Raised her hand twice before holding her face. I believe she was crying, though I couldnt hear anything and she might have just been disappointed about something. After that, I got a bit of head pressure, which I read in another guide is... good? I think? It said it was a sign of sentience, so yknow what? Ill take it as a good thing.

[TurboSimmie]

Head pressure is very often one of the first things that people feel when creating a new tulpa. It's usually a good sign! 😊 I think that Cathy is trying to learn how to communicate with you, so that's good. Best of luck to you!

[Winnie]

So! Day two now, tried it again, now to less of an extent. I tried an experiment in which I cleared my mind to see if she did want to try and do it, and she did continue to show up. However, I feel like she just doesnt know how to communicate properly, or didnt know what to do more so today, as I kind of got. Nothing? Or, more so I think I was scaring myself into thinking I was just puppeting her, and less so that she was acting on her own accord. I do think she is trying to figure out how to communicate properly now.

[Winnie]

Just now, Winnie said:

So! Day two now, tried it again, now to less of an extent. I tried an experiment in which I cleared my mind to see if she did want to try and do it, and she did continue to show up. However, I feel like she just doesnt know how to communicate properly, or didnt know what to do more so today, as I kind of got. Nothing? Or, more so I think I was scaring myself into thinking I was just puppeting her, and less so that she was acting on her own accord. I do think she is trying to figure out how to communicate properly now. More head pressure though, thats good.

 

[Winnie]

agh, shit, thought that button meant I was going to edit it. I am not very good at using forums, if you cant tell

[TurboSimmie]

That's okay! 😊 The edit button should be behind the three little dots in the top right corner.

[Saturnfox]

16 hours ago, Winnie said:

So! Day two now, tried it again, now to less of an extent. I tried an experiment in which I cleared my mind to see if she did want to try and do it, and she did continue to show up. However, I feel like she just doesnt know how to communicate properly, or didnt know what to do more so today, as I kind of got. Nothing? Or, more so I think I was scaring myself into thinking I was just puppeting her, and less so that she was acting on her own accord. I do think she is trying to figure out how to communicate properly now.

If anything; most likely she's still trying to figure out how to communicate with you. Only day two after all; so just keep going; I know you can do it (^w^). Make sure to pay attention to her everyday. Personally; I wouldn't worry too much about puppeting, simply be mindful of it.

[Winnie]

5 hours ago, Saturnfox said:

If anything; most likely she's still trying to figure out how to communicate with you. Only day two after all; so just keep going; I know you can do it (^w^). Make sure to pay attention to her everyday. Personally; I wouldn't worry too much about puppeting, simply be mindful of it.

Righto! Thought so, thats what I was thinking beforehand. I'm gonna try something else this time around, and Ill say how it goes after. Nice meeting you, btw!

[Saturnfox]

48 minutes ago, Winnie said:

Righto! Thought so, thats what I was thinking beforehand. I'm gonna try something else this time around, and Ill say how it goes after. Nice meeting you, btw!

Nice to meet you too! Hopefully all goes well with Cathy ☺️

[Winnie]

Okay, so! Progress on day 3 so far. She seems to be responding sometimes, learning how to communicate a bit. Still not entirely vocal, but def sentient by now Im sure. She seemed to get a cheery at one point in the conversation, whilst in another part she drew out a circle with her fingers and pulled out like, a ziplock bag of Shredded cheese?? tbf, Im not really the greatest at talking to people in general, especially Tulpae. is that the plural term? It sounds better than "Tulpas"