Disappearing Tulpa - I'm freaking out right now

[MisterTelecaster]

Update: I've been trying Chupi's suggestion, and I've been getting this sort of feeling that she's there, somewhere, but no communication or any kind of strong feeling directly from her.

 

Not going to try to push her to come back though, if she needs to think about things, I don't want to give her any (more) stress.

[waffles]

You know, thinking that she's disappeared may well do more harm than would have been. Just expect that she is there, and she'll talk when she's ready.

[MisterTelecaster]

I asked again for her to send me something to let me know she's alright. I got this big mixed jumble of thoughts that I couldn't really decipher that well, but I think I got the gist of it.

 

She's feeling down and basically doesn't want to subject me to it until she's over it. I told her that I'd be happy to help her out if she wants it, otherwise I'll leave her alone. Got nothing after that, so I'm just going to let her be alone until she wants to come back.

 

Nothing in anything she sent to me felt depressed or distressed or afraid in any way, so I'm not worried for her safety. I'll give her space, and welcome her back when she comes.

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The contents of that last post happened as of late last night. As of around twenty minutes ago, she came back. She just needed some alone time, sort of a wilderness sabbatical to get her thoughts together.

 

I'm very glad she's back.

[OldDrunkBastard]

The other day, I couldn't find Colgate anywhere. I nearly had a damn heart attack! After about an hour or so, she finally popped back with "Here I am!". She gave the explanation that she was sleeping. It was an odd feeling, but I would say just chillax and be patient if this ever happens again.