Cherry November 20, 2012 November 20, 2012 Hi, I'm Cherry. I'm making a tulpa named Crystal. I've just started, and this is my first day into this thing. I've lurked for a few months, so I know a lot as far as what to do and such. I'm making Crystal by narration and imposition. I'm not working on personality through visualization or direct forcing as of yet. Right now, I'm listening to some music that Crystal's presence of sort enticed me to listen to. OrchestralStep. Maybe it'll end up being her favorite type of music, I honestly have no clue. On the chat, I am Red_Cherry, by the way. I really don't know what to say here.... Oh, and here's that song. Name: Crystal Working on: Personality and Narration. Week 1
Cherry November 20, 2012 Author November 20, 2012 Well, maybe I should make a journal of sorts for this thread of mine. At least format wise... Day 1 Began visualization in real world (imposition). Narrated about who and what Crystal is. Her first form was a monster, but I decided on a regular girl. Right now, she's in my head somewhere. I have several wonderlands I've used for random things before ranging from a beach, to a tundra, to a few different cities. She said she's in the beach. I was lying in bed minding my own business while browsing the forums here and I started shaking. Like trembling for no reason. I asked and got an immediate positive confirmation from her that she was trying to possess, or at least experience things from my senses. It felt like a panic attack. She quit it after I asked her to, and after a few minutes the panic feeling and shaking melted away. Whenever she goes into my head, I get a weird feeling of her watching everything through my eyes. Its quite fun, actually. So far, she is sassy, rude, and a little brat. She seems depressed about something deep down though. I'm really surprised at this personality so far. Tonight, I'm going to go explore some cities in my head and make them more concrete and detailed. Name: Crystal Working on: Personality and Narration. Week 1
Hush November 20, 2012 November 20, 2012 Damn, day 1 and such intense responses? Have you been thinking about her a lot/for a long time before you started?
Cherry November 20, 2012 Author November 20, 2012 not really, but I started imposition and narration right off the bat like she's a real person. I also believe that she can do all this stuff and is sentient already - which I think helped. Name: Crystal Working on: Personality and Narration. Week 1
Aarix November 20, 2012 November 20, 2012 Try to get some visualization in there as well, Theres been experiences of tulpas beings distorted imposed than what you had in your head. Progress report "You'll have a Tulpa because you didn't give up" -Koomer
Cherry November 20, 2012 Author November 20, 2012 really? Like what? Name: Crystal Working on: Personality and Narration. Week 1
Cherry November 24, 2012 Author November 24, 2012 Its been a few days. I've been reading a lot of articles on Psipog.net, very interesting things there. I haven't given much attention to Crystal a lot over the last few days sadly, but I'm narrating now. Name: Crystal Working on: Personality and Narration. Week 1
Cherry November 26, 2012 Author November 26, 2012 I just realized that Crystal's personality mimics Raven's from that 'old' cartoon Teen Titans. Name: Crystal Working on: Personality and Narration. Week 1
Cherry November 27, 2012 Author November 27, 2012 I got a decent-sized headache yesterday, and Crystal confirmed that she was giving me it. I went into my head to see her, and she had taken her original form - not the human form she adopted later. Turns out she was just having a bad day, she returned to her human form later when I imposed her that night. Very weird. Name: Crystal Working on: Personality and Narration. Week 1
Cherry November 30, 2012 Author November 30, 2012 Crystal seems to have developed a 'softer' and warmer personality than when I started out. She started to make romantic approaches and I've admitted to her that I'm falling in love with her, despite originally hating the idea. She also has an older form, roughly 20-35 years old. Originally it was 18...oh well. Her personality has matured as well, as said in the last update. Name: Crystal Working on: Personality and Narration. Week 1
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