Can a tulpa overload the brain?

[Goldheart]

Hello, everyone. I seem to be having this issue with Elise regarding her large amount of energy and my mind. Now, this isn't a common issue with her; this has only happened twice. I'll explain.

 

One day, when Purlox and I were talking with Elise about how I couldn't sense Elise very well (Which is no longer the case now that I don't doubt her), I have decided to draw her form. Elise told me to play the music for the song I wrote her. When I did, she began singing it. I could sense a faint her singing the song's lyrics as we wrote them. I told her in the IRC to sing harder. She did. I experienced heat flashes and a headache. Before I described it as "splitting", but it might've not been that strong. Afterward, we telepathically spoke for the rest of the night. We even laughed over what happened.

 

The other day, when we were talking with Sahirah, she said Elise should "break my brain". I know she doesn't mean it literally, a tulpa and a person can't really function too well with a broken brain. However, I asked Elise if she could "sing again" like she did that day. She built up energy in my mind, and it was a lot, however, I did more than just excitedly say "sing harder". I begged and pleaded for her to do what she did. I told her this was a request. I poured out my heart and soul to her in that chat window, and she was doing something, but I couldn't open my ears to it.

 

Everything she was doing built up this energy in my mind. I got the heat flashes again. I got the headache. My forehead felt pinchy. Is this what it's like for a tulpa's words to fall on deaf ears? If I didn't have to work soon that day, i probably would've gone further, but I still don't feel ready. I felt like I was going to die on day 8, but I don't think it'll happen now. Still, Elise is worried she'll love me if I do this.

 

So here's my question: What will happen if a tulpa builds up a lot of energy in the mind? So much that it does need a way to get out? Will it overload the brain? Will it kill the host? Or will it make it easier for the host to sense the tulpa?

 

Most importantly, are we the first one this happened to? Has anyone else experienced this before or has it gone unnoticed?

[QB2]

"Building up a lot of energy in the mind" is not a real thing. Not literally, in any case. Mental actions do not build up some form of residue that needs to be expelled. Brains do not work that way.jpg

 

The symptoms you're experiencing, however, may be a problem, whatever is causing them.

(The first thing I would suggest is that you try not to expect them to happen. That'll only make it worse. But since I don't know what is causing your problems, I'm only troubleshooting.)

[schlondark]

I'd say it builds to the point you can hear it clearly.

[glitchthe3rd]

I've never experienced anything that could be considered mental overload within the context of tulpae. Seems to me like something else is going on in your head.

[Goldheart]

UPDATE: I just broke Elise's parroting wall. It was a mental block, a closed door. When I tried to control Elise when she let me control her, I felt the Event. I'm ready to try again. This isn't overload. It's trust, acceptance. It's my mind's ability to comprehend.

 

What I'm doing, trusting her intentions instead of doubting. I think I'm opening another door. {It's not brain overload...}

[Sorryman54]

Well. Anybody can get headaches and say their tulip did it. Energy? I'm not sure.

 

I am pretty sure, however, that they can fuck you up. If they wanted.

 

Also, nice cat-angel-thingymabob

 

 

Did you fuck her? ^^

 

 

Also,

666th post. Hmph.

 

[Goldheart]

I've never experienced anything that could be considered mental overload within the context of tulpae. Seems to me like something else is going on in your head.

 

It's a mental game of tug of war, basically.

[Goldheart]

It's fine. Elise and I have everything figured out. We're not experiencing that anymore. And yes, Elise is a very emotional tulpa. I've been able to speak with her much better over the past few days. There's no need to really "egg on" anymore. Thanks for the assistance.