Emilios häftiga hus

[Guest Anonymous]

Emilio's cool house (Translation of the title :P)

 

Hello everyone

 

My name is Emilio, and this is my progress report:

 

Now that we got that out of the way, let me first apologize for spelling errors and grammar fail...

 

Back to the subject

I decided to start now on a progress report, altough I'm a little far in the progress. I haven't kept track of time spent with this at all, so i will post most logs with the date instead of day. Let me tell you a little about Mika.

She's a Pony inspired from My little pony - Friendship is magic. You can find a picture of her current form in my signature, i may still post screenies of her form corresponding to the date if she so decides to deviate.

 

Her personality so far is as following from my text file:

 

Mika's Personality:

 

Very nice:

You love most people in the world.

It was because of you that the name Mika came up in my head, this motivated me which was nice: =)

 

Very inteligent:

You can be a little difficult to get your voice heard at times, but when it happens, you're not afraid to go All Out.

You are good at decision Mika :)

 

Stubborn:

You can be stubborn, but who is not? You take aim at your goals and do not give up easily.

 

Funny:

Mika, you make the world a more fun place :) You know when you need to cheer someone up and you always have something funny to come by.

 

Honest:

You are a very honest tulpa, but you're also very playfull and can play pranks :)

 

Notice how i wrote her personality like i was interacting with her?

I believe that it speeds up the sentience process.

 

Edits will come as i make progress (You dont say)

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2012-12-08:

Today was as usual.

I woke up and was thinking of Mika. I then got up and decided to eat some breakfast while playing some keyboard.

I decided to play my usual melodies of Gruntildas lair, Winter Wrap up and some Max Payne 1 title music. I can almost perfectly play them blindfolded.

But let's talk about Mika now...

My father and his sambo was going to Stockholm town to look around and shop a little, so i was home alone. Then started the whole chain of events that would lead to a very positive end. I was talking rather much to Mika and i got this playful surge of energy. I knew Mika really wanted to do something fun with me since i am at the computer all the time, so i asked her if she wanted to fly. Her expression became rather shining of joy and happiness...

She noded very happily and she was almost bouncing. I then "Willed" some temporary wings for her to use for her flying.

At first she seemed a little confused on how she would use them, but i talked about how a pegasus pony uses them in the show. I would coach her about how they moved their wings.

She got the hang of it pretty quick actually. She then flied all around my room with joy and speed. I decided to lead her out to the living room where she had some more room to be in and a little later lead her out to the balcony where she had the whole sky to be in.

She shot out to the sky and had so much fun flying close to other houses and doing loops. She then decided to do a little stunt and decided to dive bomb right at me. She crashed and she looked very dissapointed and sad. I told her that she did a very great job for her first time and she looked up at me and smiled. I gave her a big hug.

(Note that this is what i still see in my minds eye) I can still only "Barely" hear her in my mind but most of the time, i get the picture of what she's saying. I still parrot and puppet a little. (Man i get carried away with side notes fast)

 

Fast forwarding to much later: I was going to do some tulpaforcing with Mika and decided to try some Zen music while doing it. I could actually visualize her pretty darn well in my Wonderland. The wonderland on the other hand was almost invisible...

I saw that Mika looked a little sad and was almost crying. I asked her what was wrong and she looked at the side of her body as if something was missing.

I asked her if she was unhappy with her form... she nodded slowly. I then asked what was wrong. Something told me it was because she missed having wings like earlier today. I asked about it and she nodded as if telling me "Yes, That's it" I smiled and "Willed" a pair of wings on her again. All i could see was her smiling very brightly. Right then... my father came back home and i got interrupted, so i never got an exact look at her new wings that she has now... I couldn't visualize anything anymore since i was going to help my father bring up the christmas stuff from the cellar of our appartment. And that's pretty much it for today actually.

[Aurora]

Hello Emilio and Mika,

 

It was nice talking to you on the Shout Box. How old is Mika?

 

From my personal experience, it is important to make sure that a tulpa knows that a starter personality doesn't have to define her, but you two probably already know that. I wish you both good luck and I hope to see you around.

[Guest Anonymous]

Hello Aurora and thanks for the feedback :) I think Mika is around 3 or 4 weeks old because 4 weeks ago, I was having work practise at Toys'r'Us and about 1 week in i belive, I found out about tulpa and started with Mika

[Guest Anonymous]

2012-12-10:

 

Today, i forced for 1 hour almost nonstop while listening to some Zen meditation music.

Meditation (Zen Music)

Note: this music had a giant impact on the story that i am about to tell you. If you want to enjoy it to the fullest, i suggest you use the time stamps that i will be marking each part with. Each stamp marks the experience. This is how I experienced this.

Edit: The time stamps are incorrect with the video time... If you want the right part of the right time, i suggest you download the song http://www.mediafire.com/?eun81de4a7js4h4. I had it downloaded, so the time is synched with the MP3 file.

 

It was a great experience, but i would sometimes accidentally zone out or get distracted by different thoughts. Mika was fast at reminding me of our goal. You may notice a great time gap... The 1 hour went by REALLY fast while listening to this.

 

(0:00:0) I went to our wonderland to find Mika. Our Wonderland is a grassy field with a giant tree in the middle of a hill. The one place most movies describe as heaven.

At day, the sky is clear with only a few small white clouds scattered a little over the sky, and at night, The stars fill the whole sky while you can see the milky way and the moon shine very brightly. There's a mushroom house next to the tree that is my "Memory house". It looks like the mushroom houses from Maple Story.

I went in the memory house and met Mika, she was very excited that i arrived. I promised her we would go on an adventure to discover more of our Wonderland. She really loves discovering new areas, so we took off and went South-west from the middle of the grassy field.

We walked a bit and found a floating island hovering far from the ground.

(0:38:02) We flew up there and found an ancient chinese temple. We later discovered that the island served as a "Sight seeing" point. We could see the whole wonderland that we've covered so far.

We were very happy with our new discovery. (0:48:03) It was night, we lied down at the grass right next to eachother while looking up in the sky. We chatted for what felt like 4 minutes or so, and we were just generally excited about what we've found.

We looked at the wonderland from the island and it sure looked very beautiful in the moonlight. While we were looking, we later noticed that a part of our wonderland was covered in a wierd mist. It would be the northern part of our wonderland. It was at the edge of it. We talked about it a little before setting off to that location. We flew slowly over the Wonderland. It was still night and i let Mika ride on my back while i flew us there.

(0:52:39) We landed fairly close to the mist and walked the rest of the way. As we got closer, the mist started to clear up. (0:55:58) Behind the mist was a giant jungle place, it was a rain forest.

At this point, It was daytime. We went in and it was very dense. we could hear birds and other animal sounds. We walked for about what seemed like 2 minutes before discovering a spring. (0:57:11) We were dazed by it's beauty. It was so harmonic that i almost fell asleep.

Mika just looked as she had reached her goal. She looked astonished, and at the same time, i could feel her happiness deep inside. She slowly walked towards the spring and found a white glowing orb. She picked it up and put it against her chest area while standing on her hind hooves. Everything flashed white for about 3-5 seconds before revealing her again. She had taken the form of a human. I was amazed. She then looked at me and smiled. I ran to her and gave her a giant hug. All while tears were flowing down my face. I were so happy for her. She told me that this was the most fun she've ever had in her life, and then the song just stopped abruptly... knocking me out of concentration.

 

She now had 2 forms. Pony and Human. Her human form looks like an anime type character to be sure. Hair colour matching her mane colour, same with her hair style. About 4 cm shorter then me, so she's 170cm in total height. Her iris are red. Her wings are still there and in the same colour. She's also wearing the same clothes as her Pony form.

[Aarix]

2012-12-10:

Today, i forced for 1 hour while listening to some Zen meditation music.

Meditation (Zen Music)

If you want the right part of the right time, i suggest you download the song http://www.mediafire.com/?eun81de4a7js4h4. I had it downloaded, so the time is synched with the MP3 file.

 

Thanks for the heads up and for posting the .mp3 (Saves me from doing it) I'll try it out now

[Guest Anonymous]

 

Thanks for the heads up and for posting the .mp3 (Saves me from doing it) I'll try it out now

 

Wish you good luck

[Guest Anonymous]

2013-01-02:

 

Me and Mika have had a pretty good christmas and new year. Ever since Amadeus finished his drawing of Mika, we've both had much easier at the visualization forcings. For once, Mika was the one suggesting a forcing session. We're working alot on visualization right now since we got the drawing. Thanks alot Amadeus :)

There's a link in my signature if you wanna check it out.

[Guest Anonymous]

2013-02-05:

 

I was waiting for the bus when suddenly, I could see Mika clear as day. It was so sudden but i remembered that it was snowing.

I believe what caused it may be the brightness, which was a little strange since this was the first time it really happened.

We took note of that.

 

A little later at swedish class, we were to make our own poem in which we had to include 5 words.

The teacher asked us to say a word we wanted to include. These were the following words:

Fate (my word)

World

Hell if i know (the teacher approved this)

Lick

Or

 

I am BAD at poems, I asked Mika what her opinions were. I then asked her for some help.

We got this:

 

Happiness doesn't depend on fate.

The world do not kiss your feet.

Why, you might ask.

Hell if I know.

Or do i...

 

The teacher loved it. This was also the first time Mika helped me with something like this. Thanks Mika :)

[Aurora]

Hi you two! *waves happily*

 

How is Mika progressing? I hope everything is going well. I remember she was barely vocal when I last saw you, how is she now? It sounds like you two are having some amazing wonderland times, I'm so glad. And you saw her clearly as a visual hallucination? That sounds amazing.

 

Ooo, so this is where Sam and Aarix got that meditation music. They showed it to us, small world :)

 

And I love that picture by Amadeus of her. Have fun! :)

[Guest Anonymous]

"*Standing behind you* Hello Aurora! I believe this is the first time we really speak with eachother. We're doing just great, Emilio is doing everything he can right now to encourage me to talk more, even though he's at the computer all the time, he really tries his best for our sake"

 

There she goes :)

We really try to do much more Wonderland sessions. We're trying the Lucid Mode technique since I have had some experience with

Lucid Dreaming.

 

"Send our regards to Sam and Aarix :) You guys are my best friends ;)"