Story of a Squirx

[Squirx]

So I haven't really been part of this community for a while. I became pretty comfortable with what having a tulpa means to me, and have just slowly been developing Daemon and Amelie on my own. And it is slow - I never find time to actively force, and my passive forcing is very inconsistent too. [Daemon: He's a lazy-ass!] Okay Daemon, thank you. >:|

(He's not actually angry. But he seems gleeful at the chance to publicly shame me...)

 

Amelie, anything you want to say?

 

Amelie: I'm going to be real one day!

 

Right, we were talking about that again tonight. I've been forcing more again lately, and promised them to keep making more of an effort, and Amelie rekindled her dream to become real. Amelie, can you tell them what that means to you?

 

Amelie: It means other people can see me!

 

She means 'see' in a more metaphorical sense of course. She wants people more than just me to talk to her and acknowledge her existence. I dunno. Its hard for me to imagine ever being comfortable with that, outside of forums like this. Oops, now she's giving me the sulk-death-glare. :/

 

But you know what? This was a lot easier than last time. Asking them what they wanted to say and just being able to write it down. Last time I asked Amelie for something to post for her she really struggled to put something into words on the spot.

 

Anyway, I really just wanted to come back here and show that I'm still not one of those long-missing members who started making a tulpa once and gave up. I'm sticking with these guys. :)

[fennecfoxx]

You and Amelie might want to look into joining IRC. It'll give her more opportunity to socialize with others than here. Plus, my tulpae and I are willing to talk to her if she'd like new friends.