Character From Memories Interupting Forcing

[KenzieK]

I've been having this problem for a long time now. Whenever I force, someone who was a large part of my life in the past always comes into my wonderland. Sometimes it's just memories playing like video tapes. It's very disruptive to my limited time with my tulpa Yuki. Also the 'character' used to come in reality with me and just kind of stand there or follow me around along with Yuki, which made me think it was a servitor or something, however they don't do this anymore. They only come to me in my wonderland and I'm thinking it's my subconscious wanting them back so bad that it's replaying our memories or having them come to sit with me. Yuki says it creeps her out and she tries telling them to go away or to physically take the memories and push them away but they always come back into the wonderland to the point where I've resulted to only passive forcing for a while.

Does anyone have any advice or ideas on how to contain the memories/ person from coming while I'm forcing? Thank you in advance.

[waffles]

As usual, try ignoring them or telling yourself that they're not there or something like that, assuming you've already tried imagining them away or whatever you want to call it. Symbolism can often complicate things, so just try to straight-up make them go away.

When you say "it's my subconscious" what that means is that you want them back yourself, just kinda deep down, so watch what you say about that. If that's really true then I guess that sucks for you, assuming you can't get them back, but I suppose you have to move on. Maybe that would help more than dicking about in your imagination, actually.

[Chupi]

Is there a reason not to bring them back?

[KenzieK]

Thanks waffles, ill try harder to ignore it and focus on forcing. It's just hard because sometimes it seems very real and I feel happy to see them and the memories.

 

To chupi, i don't want this to become a survitor or even possiblly a tulpa, because we've been warned against things like this. Also Yuki doesn't like it when this happens, she thinks its bad for me

[Lacquer]

Maybe Yuki has been possessed by a demonspirit and the only way she can try to communicate is through sending characters from memories (as they're premade forms imbued with emotion) and the thing in Yuki now doesn't like them because it knows she will reveal the truth and have you seen what these characters do maybe they say things like a captured Yuki would say and yeah...

[KenzieK]

seems legit

[abcdefg]

Seems like a case of (mild?)hypnagogia to me but idk. Try to drink Black Tea/Coffee before forcing and see if that helps. It sure does for me!

An alert mind is a good mind.

[KenzieK]

Interesting. I looked up hypnagogia and read a little bit about it. It said that it can show familiar images and also voices and even music. A lot of the memories that are replayed are phone conversations, and this person played piano so their symphonies will play and i can hear every note. Thanks for the new perspective!

[Chupi]

To chupi, i don't want this to become a survitor or even possiblly a tulpa, because we've been warned against things like this. Also Yuki doesn't like it when this happens, she thinks its bad for me

 

Warned against what kind of things? Old character turned tulpa is okay, just ask SockH. But if Yuki doesn't think it's a good idea, she is probably right.