Another nameless Tulpa report.

[Hunzii]

Update #11037 8/18/2013

 

I just realized how hard it is to impose a laptop into my wonderland. Well, the functions at least. Like i said before, i'm aiming to have it connect to my memories, subconscious, and hopefully make it so it will help switching and possessing. Though even with it being a bitch to program, i am seeing a tad of progress involving my memories. For a while i have been wondering what exactly my first pokemon game was, and Jex confirmed it was Pokemon Ruby. He also says i got it in 2003, but i'm a bit sceptical about that part...but it's a start, right? We'll keep at it though. I'm hoping that it'll be done before school starts so he can remind me about different math facts i have 'forgotten' since i have a horrible memory when it comes to that kind of stuff.

 

In non-update related news(and speaking of school), i am really excited for school to start. I'm going to a new school after 4 years of homeschooling, so i'm excited to see how it all turns out. The school in question is one of those schools that has a bigger transfer student to local student ratio, it's going to be awesome to see where in the world students are coming from. Plus the teachers there are really nice and fun, so it should be a really cool school year....but i have to change my fucked up sleeping schedual, and that's going to be /alot/ of fun...grumble grumble grumble...

[Shui]

Oh wow, good luck with school. Personally, I liked homeschooling a whole lot better, but it is nice to be able to meet people and make friends.

[Hunzii]

Thanks. I like homeschooling as well since it lets me do alot of things that i can't really do in public school, but in the last few years of school you have to submit everything to the school system or something like that. Seeing as i'm not the fastest worker in the world, it's back to school for me. At least i don't have to deal with all the shitheads from the hell hole of a public school here...

[Hunzii]

Update #13 or something i think idfk. 8/23/2013

 

It's working. The whole 'laptop connecting to your subconsious' plan is working....somewhat. It's not perfect, but it is improving. Jex has been able to tell me the years of events, but not the exact dates unfortunately. I'm not sure if he's being a lazy shit or if something's going wrong, but i hope we can get it straightened out. I have also been more active in imposing him when i'm able. He's still a faint image in my minds eye, though. I'll probably try to find a guide or something to help with imposing later.

 

As far as non-update news goes...well, there isn't much to say unfortunately.

[Shui]

That's really cool that you're having some luck there. If you could get an image of him, that might help with visualization. What I'd suggest is looking through a stock photo site like shutterstock.com, and finding photos that look like him. You could have one photo that looks like his eyes, and cut out everything in the picture but his eyes, then have another picture of his mouth, and another of his nose, and so on. Then you just have to visualize them as one face until you can call up that image at will.

 

I also wrote a guide in the art forum on making a face with your computer, which may help. Of course that will only really work for his human form, but it's something.

[Hunzii]

I forgot to reply earlier, sorry. But i have seen your guide and to be honest, it looks quite helpful and interesting. I think i might have to try it later and see if it helps with me imposing and visualizing him realisticly...or atleast more detailed from the current 'anime' style i keep visualizing him in...

[Hunzii]

Update #should this count as a update because damn son it's short 8/16/2013

 

Welp, might as well update this.

I have found out quite abit about Jex. Firstly, he apparently likes the anime Free!, dosen't particularly like Attack on Titan, and he wants to know how to play the ocarina. Who knew? As for everything else, we haven't had much progress. Though he has been telling me more things from my memories. He's still telling me the years of alot of things, but basicly nothing else. Guess we'll have to work on that still...

[Hunzii]

Update #something 9/3/2013

 

Welp, time to update this. I haven't had much progress with the whole 'tulpa laptop that connects to my subconsious' thing unfortunately, but i will keep trying! For science!

Anyways, Jex has been quite helpful with calming my nerves. Today(and yesterday) were the first day(s) of school. First time going to school after 3 years of homeshool, so i was /very/ nervous. And one thing that you should know about me that if i get really nervous(or hungry, for that matter) i get physically sick and just all around off. In the midst of all of it, Jex managed to calm me down enough to make it not feel like i was going to puke up my intestines and helped me focus. I'm going to have to thank him for that later...a imposed cake perhaps?

[Shui]

That's great! My tulpa tries to be helpful, but she doesn't do so well with emotion. Glad Jex is doing better. And I hope tomorrow goes better too.

[Hunzii]

Update fucked if i know. 11/10/2013

 

Holy shit i haven't been on here in a while...sorry about that for those who read my progress report. I'll try to be a bit more active in updating this and being around on the forums.

Anyways, i haven't been forcing or focusing on Jex as much as i should. I still do talk to him occasionally and he does talk to me sometimes, though...and he changed his form again. Instead of the cute little shota kid he was before, he looks alot older now. He still has practically the same clothes and hair and all that, he's just taller and older looking. Not that i mind it though, he still looks cute.

And that's basicly all the update stuff i can post right now. Hopefully i'll get back into imposing and all that later today.