Equilibrio July 24, 2013 July 24, 2013 So ive been forcing since mid may , and in june I had two moments where I believe my tulpa spoke to me. The first was when I was narrating to her and saying that I'm sorry for not having been forcing for the past few days. In the middle of my ramble I heard a distinct female voice say, "Why are we so bad?" I was surprised but I responded by saying how she was fine and i was the one doing bad. The next time was when I was forcing I heard a distinct female voice say " I cant take this anymore." After I heard that I started apologizing to her. Now lately when I force I get no reactions from her whatsoever. TL;DR My tulpa was talking before but now she wont after she said "I cant take this anymore." I forgot to ask my question (silly me) Is there anything specific I should do so that her talkativeness comes back? Is there anything I can do to help her? What was so horrible to her? A horse and a man; above, below. One has a plan but both must go. Mile after mile; above, beneath. One has a smile and one has teeth. Though the man above may say hello; expect no love from the beast below.
Guest Anonymous July 24, 2013 July 24, 2013 What was so horrible to her? The only one that can really answer this question is her, and to some degree you. I take that you had the feeling that she was depressed because you forced too little? That might be it, you could try to force as much you can. If that's the problem than probably the answer to the other questions is also more forcing. Maybe the reason that you don't get any responses anymore is that her last reply convinced you that you won't get any anymore, and this is why your mind ignores all responses. What could other reasons be that she was so negative? Maybe you didn't show her enough affection? (I have no idea, just think what it might be.)
Dr. Faust July 24, 2013 July 24, 2013 You may want to wait until someone else with more experience under their belt will confirm this, but your experience with your tulpa will largely be under your control. If you think she has a problem or your just forcing with a bad mood, your tulpa will have a bad time too, because Tulpas kind of vibe off of you. There were a few days where my tulpa was angry with me even as I was parroting her. I just had to slow down, realize that I was off-center emotionally or just stressed and then help calm her down. Sometimes you place emotions you don't want into your tulpa and you may have to consciously help her to feel happier. This might begin by just telling yourself that she feels happier, maybe doing a little bit of parroting. No matter what, just keep forcing because sometimes before your best moments, you're going to be at your very worst.
Jack July 24, 2013 July 24, 2013 No matter what, just keep forcing because sometimes before your best moments, you're going to be at your very worst. Pretty much this. You cannot give up, you cannot think about giving up. I know how simple it sounds, and how hard it can be sometimes, but you just have to keep going. Eventually, your patience is going to be rewarded. Also, forcing is what you take it to be. If you are going to force thinking how your tulpae won't talk to you anymore, or just generally filled with negative thoughts, then you won't get too far. You have to be optimistic. “Be what you would seem to be- or, if you'd like it put more simply- Never imagine yourself not to be otherwise than what it might appear to others that what you were or might have been was not otherwise than what you had been would have appeared to them to be otherwise.”
Shui July 24, 2013 July 24, 2013 From what I've seen of this community, playfulness is a very common attribute in tulpas. Maybe she was just playing with you. Go look at the tulpa quote thread. Many of the other tulpa's first words are even crazier than this. "'Real isn't how you are made,' said the Skin Horse. 'It's a thing that happens to you.'"
Equilibrio July 25, 2013 Author July 25, 2013 What could other reasons be that she was so negative? Well I have fallen asleep while forcing a few times before, I've read that for some this is a bad thing. A horse and a man; above, below. One has a plan but both must go. Mile after mile; above, beneath. One has a smile and one has teeth. Though the man above may say hello; expect no love from the beast below.
Guest Anonymous July 25, 2013 July 25, 2013 Well I have fallen asleep while forcing a few times before, I've read that for some this is a bad thing. From what I heard when the community was still small and we didn't have much experience that was believed to be bad, but most people report that nothing happens if you fall asleep while forcing, so it's probably not that (everyone is different though, you never know).
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