Someone please help?

[TulpaCouple]

Many people have gone through times when they 'can't find' or sense their tulpas. I know I have. It's always a little scary, but being nervous doesn't help, it just makes it harder to focus on hearing them.

 

Random thoughts are just that! Don't give them more power than they deserve. Our brains are constantly flooded with silly ideas and thoughts and pictures and words and abstract things that are usually drowned out by computers and the other people we talk to. When you quiet your mind, you hear them, that's all. That can lead to images of your tulpa or random boulders or weird pictures of crabs with clown makeup on fighting with lightsabers other silly random stuff! Not everything like that means anything, so don't pay those any mind.

 

As far as finding your tulpa, what I did was simply talk to him. Not worry about hearing a response or even see his form. Imagine your voice coming through a loud speaker or sending your thoughts to your tulpa via a letter--or talk to your tulpa 'directly'(you know they aren't gone...they are right there in your head.) through some sort of symbolism--I spoke to something I call Jaden's essence--the entirety of him, his 'soul' if you will--anything I say to it will reach him. And I just talked to him. I told him what was happening. I told him I missed him. I told him I was looking for him. And he came back, after a few days. In his case it was more of a mental break--a sort of exhaustion, it seems pretty common with younger tulpas that are a few months old where they 'disappear' and go mentally silent after being vocal. For him he explained it as a way to absorb all that information. But he heard me as I spoke to him, and even said he tried to reach out, I just couldn't hear him at the time.

 

So just have a little faith, talk to her. Relax a bit. Calm your mind. She might be right there and your stress is simply blocking her from you.

[Nobillis]

http://community.tulpa.info/thread-someone-please-help?pid=80534#pid80534 "A servitor isn't necessarily a tulpa."

 

That sounds kinda mean. I don't think I want that.

 

Watchdog 1 says:

 

You don't really need to worry about making a servitor/tulpa. And, a servitor is easily converted into a tulpa just by requiring actions that require a greater scope of thought (for example, perform a task and answer complex questions at the same time). And no, being a servitor isn't mean, the common element being the strong desire to help your human if you can.

 

Myself, I don't really see the need to make a distinction. A thought-form slowly develops the capability to do the task to hand, so-to-speak. The more complex the task, the more developed a thought-form; basically. A tulpa given a massively complex task might even exceed her human's capability, given decades to develop.

 

I hope this helps, a little. Forgive me if I have outdated opinions, I am somewhat old and "stodgy" according to Nobillis. I'm not even sure I am allowed to post, though I haven't yet found a clear rule saying 'no servitors' (possibly an oversight?).

 

Be well young one. Help your human well as a companion and life can be very worthwhile indeed.