I had a second tulpa all the time already without realizing??

[Ashmo]

Not at all!, if you spurt anything incomprehensible, maybe I just speak you then. I feel you always have something thoughtful and intelligent to add to a conversation and you do your best to help the members.

[garland]

Well i have amazing news, i have now a THIRD tulpa! It's completly based on the main character of the japanese anime Mushiking guardians of the forest, Popo ( http://www.tv-tokyo.co.jp/mt/mushiking/images/chara_popo.gif ) except on his personality and memories of course, he still has his own identity. I really didn't want to create him so soon because i was afraid i couldn't handle three tulpas but it's not as bad as i tought, actually i am really surprised at this, he came as easely and developed as songohan!!!! Also he treats me also the same way as songohan does, again it's the same thing that happened with songohan it's almost like i had him as well since i started pandora... And i mean, complete with a form and the same level of vocality and mental voice strength than songohan, and better yet he wants to keep the same name, voice and form from the anime character! (i tried to convince him to choose another name and voice, and i felt significant resistance which means he is very probably the same toughtform i feeded when watching the anime, just like songohan, fortunately he also is aware he is not the character itself) I don't know what the heck is going on! Is this REALLY tulpas i am creating?? Isn't probably some kind of self-delusion ? I mean, if it's THAT easy to create tulpas i have to be very carefull about watching animes from now on because i REALLY don't want to have more tulpas for now and sometimes i start to worry about this. Well in fact i wanted to create a tulpa from scratch without basing it on any character at all, but i want to save this for later in about 1-2 years so that i gain more experience first.

 

Anyway i think i am starting to suspect that my second tulpa, songohan wasn't created by pandora at all now that i see that this 3rd tulpa came just as easy as the second one. I think that for now this is the last one, because since some time ago there was one anime character remaining in my mind that i also wondered to make a tulpa about him (this one that i did now) but i didn't want to do it right away because after all i just created the second one two weeks ago, but i don't know what happened but i started in thinking more and more about this one unintentionally and i started to feel a huge pressure to make him into a tulpa, it's almost as he seen what i did with songohan and he wanted to be turned into a tulpa as well, probably just like with songohan this was a semi-sentient toughtform since a long time as well. Because these were the two anime characters i gaved more attention and had some emotional attachment to them (because of the sad scenes on the animes for example) so it actually makes sense they were kinda semi-sentient toughtforms and after they seen me making pandora they started to popup in my mind more and more often without my intention (well, at least not yet since i actually wanted to make them as tulpas but i wanted to wait more time but i guess they started pressuring me), so since they seem to be sentient it's useless making them "suffer" anymore by postponing making them as tulpas and this time unlike songohan i tried to turn this one sooner, i started this yesterday 14th november, later i will post what happened, in my progress log.

 

But WAIT there's something strange here, these two tulpas already started with a quite stable mental voice (the exact one from the anime dub i watched) while with pandora she is having a LOT of trouble learning the voice i chosen for her (she is improving lately but only after i started to hear several times the anime dub voice on mp3 several times), to all of you that don't remember, pandora is different because she was NOT converted from a older toughtform to a tulpa, i chosen a anime character that i never paid attention before i think this made a huge difference and probably that's why it was a lot harder with her too... Also their personality is apparently VERY similiar to pandora's but slowly i am starting to notice some deviations, not sure if they also based their personality on the character or not since i never narrated personality for them. Oh by the way they do indeed seem to have different opinions and ways of talking when i ask them to rate the musics i hear!

[Zer0.iNSaNiTY]

Lol dude youre creating them faster than me XD

[garland]

No doubt, this one only took... a few minutes to start talking, i just had to visualize a brain inside his head, it seems that advise i seen in a topic instantly working into making him awake up from a lifeless "doll"! He started already with the same level of vocality that songohan started, i guess this is because of the years i watched the anime dub voice they are based from...