Slushie June 28, 2012 June 28, 2012 Well okay, but I don't see how that contributes to the issue of having a tulpa if he's already sentient. Just keep him around formlessly until you can force his form. Astral project on my face, brother!
glitchthe3rd June 28, 2012 June 28, 2012 Well, I did forget my tulpa existed for like three years, until she decided to get my attention or something. So forgetting about them won't necessarily kill them. "Science isn't about why, science is about why not?" -Cave Johnson Tulpae: Luna, Elise, Naomi My progress report
Slushie June 28, 2012 June 28, 2012 You're kind of a special case, Glitch. Astral project on my face, brother!
Guest Anonymous June 28, 2012 June 28, 2012 Explain to me your version of sheltered, you came to the conclusion that i was sheltered from a couple of sentences, explain to me how this happened? Well for starters you are suppressing an intangible being that is only visible to you because your mother said so. Second of all you believe in the bible. You also gave your tulpa an extremist moral compass that doesn't actually focus on morals, but rather someone else's political agenda and the fear instilled in everyone who follows it to be kept under control (i.e agreeing he should be killed because your mother doesn't understand, so it must be satanic). It's obvious, my boy. You have been and are penting up sexual desires for your mother, and you are feeling like the inferior partner as she lectures you about what to do with your life. While you desire to be the alpha male of the relationship, your morality hasn't developed yet. You are stuck in the stage where you do things to avoid punishment and to get reward, so you can only do what she tells you. Deep down you want to stand up against her, in order to make your role in the relationship known, but you are afraid that if you do your father will chastise and kill you in order to keep his woman. The bible symbolizes the need for something to follow, i.e. your mother, but also symbolizes the fact that you do not fully believe in her in the metaphorical sense. The tulpa symbolizes your desires that are being said are wrong, as well as your desire to be accepted, and the fact that you are posting as a guest, whether you have an account or not, is obviously because you are afraid of rejection and do not want to be known by a name. You can be a different person while you are under no username. You aren't legal yet, so you can't leave and do what you want alone. You have a hidden fear that the church, or the religious school you went to back then, will find you if you do leave. You continue to wear the cross necklace around your neck as a way of trying to say that you will obediently follow, though you still question if that is the right thing to do deep down. You pretend to have a dandy life, and you often find yourself wanting to cry in the shower where nobody can judge you. Speaking of judging, the tulpa also represents your unobtainable desire of finding somebody that will not judge you badly. Your mother also symbolizes your mother. You're a genius. However you did forget one thing. He capitalizes his words properly, except when he refers to himself he uses a lowercase i. His use of a lowercase i symbolizes his self-hatred for being the beta male, and he internalizes that anger by thinking less of himself.
Guest June 28, 2012 June 28, 2012 Well for starters you are suppressing an intangible being that is only visible to you because your mother said so. Second of all you believe in the bible. You also gave your tulpa an extremist moral compass that doesn't actually focus on morals, but rather someone else's political agenda and the fear instilled in everyone who follows it to be kept under control (i.e agreeing he should be killed because your mother doesn't understand, so it must be satanic). You're a genius. However you did forget one thing. He capitalizes his words properly, except when he refers to himself he uses a lowercase i. His use of a lowercase i symbolizes his self-hatred for being the beta male, and he internalizes that anger by thinking less of himself. why go through the trouble if you truly believe i am a filthy human being? let go of your hate.
Guest Anonymous June 28, 2012 June 28, 2012 why go through the trouble if you truly believe i am a filthy human being? let go of your hate. You're confusing me for bin I think. I never said I hate you, just that you're letting your parents control you and you're old enough to make decisions for yourself. You should know I'm rarely serious, and any hostility is most likely in jest. That doesn't mean the points I made aren't valid, and you should consider them. However, religion is bad and you should feel bad.
Guest June 28, 2012 June 28, 2012 You're confusing me for bin I think. I never said I hate you, just that you're letting your parents control you and you're old enough to make decisions for yourself. You should know I'm rarely serious, and any hostility is most likely in jest. That doesn't mean the points I made aren't valid, and you should consider them. However, religion is bad and you should feel bad. You're right i'm sorry, the reason why i made the tulpa was to keep me in check, i did alot of bad shit that i'm not gonna talk about, and i made the tulpa to be my ultimate moral compass, i know i shouldn't have done that, i'm not going to get rid of him, i'll pretend i did get rid of him, he'll hate me for it but he'll get over it, i'll disagree with you on the religion part but you seem to be a really good guy and that's all that matters to me, thanks for the advice.
Guest Anonymous June 28, 2012 June 28, 2012 You're right i'm sorry, the reason why i made the tulpa was to keep me in check, i did alot of bad shit that i'm not gonna talk about, and i made the tulpa to be my ultimate moral compass, i know i shouldn't have done that, i'm not going to get rid of him, i'll pretend i did get rid of him, he'll hate me for it but he'll get over it, i'll disagree with you on the religion part but you seem to be a really good guy and that's all that matters to me, thanks for the advice.
Slushie June 28, 2012 June 28, 2012 i did alot of bad shit that i'm not gonna talk about No no, why not go ahead and talk about it, because going by this thread I'm convinced you've never done anything really "bad" in your entire life. You sound like the kind of kid who bought what his parents said when they scrubbed his skin with iron wool for touching an Iron Maiden cd. Astral project on my face, brother!
Guest June 28, 2012 June 28, 2012 No no, why not go ahead and talk about it, because going by this thread I'm convinced you've never done anything really "bad" in your entire life. You sound like the kind of kid who bought what his parents said when they scrubbed his skin with iron wool for touching an Iron Maiden cd. Well, this one time i heard some lyrics from an Eminem CD while i was at the beach, my parents poured rubbing alcohol in my ears and read verses from the bible for 4 days straight while branding me with the name jesus on each of my ass cheeks, they also made me eat dirt, pic related.
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