tulpa dilemma...

[forseriously]

hello.. so I've been at it for 3 days. I'd say I only have about 2 or 3 hours of solid tulpaforcing time. I would lie in bed for hours and tulpaforce sporadically throughout the day, but if I add them all up together it would only add up to a couple hours.

 

Right now i'm making a tulpa of an attractive female. For obvious reasons. I want to put my genitals inside of her genitals. among other things, of course.

 

but now i'm having second thoughts. ever since I was a kid i've always daydreamed about a superior version of myself. He would go around and fight demons and aliens and just be a hero. I still daydream about it sometimes, and I'm starting to feel like I should make a tulpa of him instead.. the reason i want to make a tulpa is i want a direct link from my subconscious to set me straight and keep me on the right path to improve my life. I've got some issues and i want some help keeping myself strong and motivated.

 

I don't know though. If I make a tulpa of my imaginary self, then i won't be able to get any hot tulpa loving when I feel like it.. i'm still pretty early in my progress and i'm already feeling conflicted. i'm about to make a huge time investment in this.. what do you guys think i should do??

[Dreamless Window]

Well, IMO you should keep with the attractive woman approach. You should also work on lucid dreaming (that way you will be the one going around fighting demons, and aliens, and being a hero).

[Phi]

>A tulpa of yourself

Have fun with your shadow.

[forseriously]

>A tulpa of yourself

Have fun with your shadow.

 

well, he would be everything that I've always wanted to be. and he would try to make me be the person that i've always wanted to be.

 

so, that's my shadow?

[glitchthe3rd]

Yeah, self-tulpa is a bad idea. It's going to constantly be reminded that it can never be you, and it'll go into a perpetual identity crisis.

[Hannibal]

Than again, Fight Club was awesome.

[forseriously]

Than again, Fight Club was awesome.

 

haha i didn't think of that.

 

yes, it'll be exactly like that. he won't even look that similar to me, he'll be way more chiseled and good looking :P.

[Hannibal]

So in a way, you are not making your self, just a person you are trying to be.

Ok.

Just dont forget to name him Tyler Durden.

Hmm. Also, IF you make him, what about that "possession" thingy?

 

Think about it!

He could score chicks for you... Even get you jobs that you want! Do all kinds of things you are too scared to do!

And than, he can take over your body, "kill" you, and live its own life, free of its imprisonment in your mind!

 

That. Is. Awesome.

 

Do it.

[Guest Anonymous]

>2012

>not wanting to have sex with a copy of yourself

>not masturbating to your own reflection

You some kind of faggot or something?

 

On a serious note, why not create a tulpa of yourself and still put a little pee up it's butt? You jack yourself off every day, and you look at your own dick multiple times a day, so what's the problem?

[forseriously]

>2012

>not wanting to have sex with a copy of yourself

>not masturbating to your own reflection

You some kind of faggot or something?

 

On a serious note, why not create a tulpa of yourself and still put a little pee up it's butt? You jack yourself off every day, and you look at your own yogurt cannon multiple times a day, so what's the problem?

 

i'm not attracted to myself... it's just not appealing to me. i could force myself to probably, but i wouldn't really enjoy it nearly as much, if at all, compared to an attractive female. Not to mention, the idealized superior version of me wouldn't be having any of that shit.