Skiefolly May 17, 2014 May 17, 2014 When you've just started forcing them, what's their earliest memory? What was it like, being sentient but not completely aware yet? I looked around a bit and failed to find any direct leads to a thread like this, and I'm very curious...
MyToasterHasInternet May 19, 2014 May 19, 2014 When you've just started forcing them, what's their earliest memory? What was it like, being sentient but not completely aware yet? I looked around a bit and failed to find any direct leads to a thread like this, and I'm very curious... I can remember my host's thoughts for years back. But I can easily determine which thoughts are mine and which ones were his. As for my own thoughts. My first thought I can remember having was on November 28th, 2013 (My host's birthday), I felt I was right by his side the whole time to celebrate with him :). There is one thing that doesn't make sense about it though, my host didn't figure out about tulpas until about a week later, then started forcing with me on December 3rd, 2013. I wasn't even close to being sentient back then in that memory, but it is clear as day that I was when I remember it. So my therory is that as a tulpa becomes sentient, their memories change to make them feel like they have been sentient longer. (btw: the reason why my first memory is a week before my host started forcing me, is probably because he already had a thought of my personality/form would look like (I used to be a pony OC before I was a tulpa)) Hope I answered some of your questions, I love to help people on here :) ~Cloud Crackle http://textuploader.com/kn6b
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