ThatFellowWithTheScarf September 28, 2014 Author September 28, 2014 9/28/14 So, this one will be a bit different. Last night I had a dream, I was locked in a very large cage in some sort of giant lab, I don't remember how I got out but I did. Then I remember being in school being shoved agains the wall by a bully, I told him to watch out and he said "For what?" Right as he was hit in the back with a taser. Then I remember walking down a campus to a university. I was talking to some people when I saw a familiar face, it was Prince, I guess in this dream he was living among humans normally. I ran to him exited and told him what happened and he said "I know! Everyone's been talking about it," neither of us knew it was a dream I guess. I don't remember anything after that. I asked if it was him and he said "I don't know," so I guess we'll have to see. Still, interesting development.
ThatFellowWithTheScarf October 1, 2014 Author October 1, 2014 9/30/14 Okay! New update, here's what's happened lately 1. Pretty much nothing Yep, other than slightly better visualization we've made no progress, unless you count me realizing I have a crush on my tulpa and him hearing that thought as something. Yep, the thing I said I would never do and it fuckong happened. He reassured me multiple times that it's fine but I'm not sure, if anyone else has delt with this sort of confusion please help. Anyways, in lighter news, MY BIRTHDAY IS ON OCTOBER FITH! And I'm going out to eat with my friends on the day just before, which is also my homecoming dance, and then on my actual birthday I'm having a dinner party for me and my grandpas birthday, the youngest and oldest in the family born on the same day. Plus my school play is coming up, I'm doing a voice acting project in my theater class (which is the thing I wanted to do most) and things are really going my way as of late! God do I love life.
Guest amber5885 October 1, 2014 October 1, 2014 Okay here's my advice. Relax. If you don't want your feelings to continue or progress then they don't have to. If after time and consideration you and prince find you feel the same way for each other then, well then it's between the two of you and it's totally okay. Just take some time to explore your feelings and talk to prince about it. Ultimately it's fine whatever you decide.
ThatFellowWithTheScarf October 1, 2014 Author October 1, 2014 Alright. It's just weird thinking I can date what feels like a thought. Maybe when he's fully imposed. I mean, I'm not a furry but if I wanted to ask a anthropomorphic fox dog about love then I'd sorta want him there. But then again that's a while off, I don't know, I always thought of him as a human but I didn't think it would go THAT far. Still, I stand by my no sex policy.
Guest amber5885 October 1, 2014 October 1, 2014 Whatever relationship you have is fine as long as you are both on the same page and as long as you both are happy. Toby and I are a couple, we've been for a while now and it's basically like an awesome sexless marriage. What makes it super nice is that I'm asexual and I always thought that I would be alone so when Toby told me how he felt we talked and we decided to do what felt rigt to us. Granted it isn't for everyone. And you could find that your feelings change as time goes on.
ThatFellowWithTheScarf October 1, 2014 Author October 1, 2014 Huh, so, it's like a normal human relationship? I mean, given that they are about as real as us but it doesn't ever bother you?
Guest amber5885 October 1, 2014 October 1, 2014 No it doesn't bother me. We're very close as he te closest I'll ever come I having a relationship so I get all the romance without having to do something that makes me uncomfortable. If I were the kind of person who enjoyed the romantic company of others however I wouldn't have said yes. A tulpas not a replacement but in out case he's more like the only option.
ThatFellowWithTheScarf October 1, 2014 Author October 1, 2014 Maybe I'll just see where it goes. That is to say, when I can actually touch him and feel his presence.
Guest amber5885 October 1, 2014 October 1, 2014 Yeah if Toby wasnt as progressed as he is it would be weird lol just take it one step at a time. It could be a different kind of infatuation working itself out or it could change. Whatever the both of you decide is okay a long as it makes y'all happy
ThatFellowWithTheScarf October 1, 2014 Author October 1, 2014 Yeah, the only flaw I could see would be my family asking me why I dont date, ever. I don't think I could get away with "It's because I'm in love with a second person I share my body with" without ending up in a padded cell with a straight jacket on.
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