Breaddycat January 1, 2015 Author January 1, 2015 Another extremely successful session. When I say 'session', keep in mind I'm usually talking about in a lucid dream. I was in my house, and the first thing I did was feel Trip's presence beside me. I don't want to use the word visualize, since when I do this in dreams, they appear fully visualized, vocal, and able to be touched. So I'm not sure exactly what words to use there. Anyway, I began to talk to him, and I can't really remember what all I was saying. His voice was very distinct- he spoke while I was still speaking, and I heard his voice over my own. (Other things then happened that probably aren't appropriate to mention here.) I'm always paranoid about when my lucid sessions are going to end and how much time is left, and in today's I actually asked Trip if he knew, and he showed me a countdown timer that actually told me when. I believe the first time I looked it was about a half an hour, and when I had returned to the room I'd woken up in to try and visualize Virus, I only had about seven left. It didn't... work. I tried the same method I had used to feel and see Trip but it just didn't work. I woke up while trying. I waited until I didn't feel quite as groggy and took a few minutes to apologize to Virus for not having been able to spend time with him this time. I also made sure to praise Trip since we had a very successful session. This also leads me to wonder something. Is it better to continue working on both of them, or should I pause working on Virus until Trip is vocal (he's given a lot of hints that will be very soon) and then get his advice on how to help things go smoother when forcing Virus? hhh I don't want to just not force with Virus, it feels wrong, but I'm not sure what else to do. ❝ Where's the fun in playing a game if you let yourself become a pawn? ❞
Breaddycat January 4, 2015 Author January 4, 2015 Had another good lucid dream session. It was actually more in an MMO type of setting, but I did get to see them. I tried to feel their presences behind me as I walked the dog earlier, which went very well. I can feel them when I think about it, and if I think about them for even a moment I'll get a head pressure. I don't have much else to report. The current goal of getting them vocal is still the same. ❝ Where's the fun in playing a game if you let yourself become a pawn? ❞
Breaddycat January 5, 2015 Author January 5, 2015 I thought about forcing this morning but I still felt incredibly drowsy and realized I didn't have enough time to get anything significant done. I can feel them with me at just about all times. I'm still working on getting Trip vocal, but I know we've gotten a lot of progress done lately and if it takes a good while, then it takes a good while. ❝ Where's the fun in playing a game if you let yourself become a pawn? ❞
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