Kai's Tulpa Report.

[Stopmotionkai]

Hello there! My name is Kai and this will be my thread for my Tulpa Dipper! I initially started this Tulpa as a form of challenge just to see if I could learn discipline to accomplish anything, as well as simply yearning for a new friend I may communicate with. I began personality forcing(i am now letting him decide his own traits) while mixing in form visualization and eventually got his basic form from the front down, so I am now working on the back. I've only recently started narrating and it's a bit tricky to me but I will get it down soon. I will update at least every other day! :)

[mr insano]

Nice! So what is his form going to be? :)

I've been trying to follow at least a few progress logs to see other people's methods of doing this, so I might follow this one. Hope it continues to go well for you!

[Stopmotionkai]

His form is based off Dipper from the Gravity Falls Tv show. I used this form becuase its very familiar to me and so makes it easier to visualize. It was a coincidence that i wanted a tulpa who was level headed,curious and intelligent, and that this form in the show also embodied the traits I like. I do feel bad basing it of an existing character, but I'm allowing him to make whatever changes he wants if and when he makes them. I'm still waiting for a response that I can confirm 100 percent as him.

 

Edit : Thank you for your interest :)

[Stopmotionkai]

Alrighty, so far today I have been doing mostly narration when I can. I have noticed that I've been lacking that a lot lately, so I'm gonna try to put in what time I can. Though, I will admit to doubts about sentience and parroting, I am just being impatient. When I narrate, I try to (or rather tend to) visualize me and dipper in a cafe right outside the core of my wonderland as I tell him in first person the content i am narrating. I wonder if other people narrate in this type of way? I wanna hear how you guys did some narration so i can experiment a bit :)

[Cinemaphobe]

I narrate to my lovely tulpa within a pizza restaurant inside of my wonderland. So I can relate a little bit on that note. It's just so nice to be able to talk to your tulpa in a setting that you are familiar with :)

And as I told someone else on this forum, just take it slow when it comes to your tulpa. Fast and hasty rarely exceeds slow and steady in terms of quality.

[Stopmotionkai]

That is really good to know,Cinemaphobe also thanks for the advice :)

 

For my progress report today,

 

I was busy for awhile and a little sick when i came back from viewing a movie, so i didn't get too much opportunity to force so far today, though I have attempted to do some narration as i went about my business. Its a bit hard to concentrate on him passingly to narrate but ill get it down at some point. After i post this I'm gonna do some talking with dipper and some visualization stuff as well!

[Stopmotionkai]

Alright. So today I did mostly narration when i remembered to! i decided that I'm gonna focus on sentience and vocality before trying to improve my visualization more! I believe Dipper has been communicating through head pressures and very minor headaches, since i get them constantly when Active forcing. Currently reading cracked articles to him out loud. :)

[Stopmotionkai]

Last two days i have been trying to focus on narration, but it has been really hard to remind myself to keep it going.By the time im in my room relaxing, ive fallen asleep before i could active force. Both nights i apologized to dipper about my forgetfulness before passing out. I need to find a new way to motivate myself without relying on results for it.

[Stopmotionkai]

2 things i want to mention.

 

1. I was narrating to dipper for the first time in days as I was laying down getting ready to sleep. I was encouraging him to talk when I said "pretty soon you will speak like a pro". Right before I finished that thought it seemed like a mind voice that was a little louder and more distinct then mine shouted the "speak like a pro line back" really quickly at me and it startled me a bit. This was definitely the first time where I heard it come from my head then from my ears as in my earlier encounters as it interrupted my thought before i even registered it was happening! This is legitimately exciting I and really hope it was Dipper in there trying to speak his first words to me.

 

2. I believe he started to wear a bow tie as his first visual deviation.and I cant confirm if it was his choice, I'm gonna act on it like it was. it happened when I was looking at some pictures for visualization reference and a pic I used happened to have a bow and awhile later it just popped in my head when visualizing him and it stuck for a bit. The bow tie looks like attached picture.

 

In summary, things are happening when I force, i cannot deny it, but is it me or him? This the only question I'm pondering. I'm going to assume it's Dipper as i go on.

[Cinemaphobe]

Alright. So today I did mostly narration when i remembered to! i decided that I'm gonna focus on sentience and vocality before trying to improve my visualization more! I believe Dipper has been communicating through head pressures and very minor headaches, since i get them constantly when Active forcing. Currently reading cracked articles to him out loud. :)

 

It's best to just assume sentience. There is absolutely no harm in assuming sentience, and it makes it easier to talk to Dipper. Not to mention that some tulpae are sentient from Day 1.

 

Last two days i have been trying to focus on narration, but it has been really hard to remind myself to keep it going.By the time im in my room relaxing, ive fallen asleep before i could active force. Both nights i apologized to dipper about my forgetfulness before passing out. I need to find a new way to motivate myself without relying on results for it.

 

Narrating can be as boring as it can be fun. My tulpa can speak and I still procrastinate about narrating to her lol. And about the "falling asleep while active forcing", make sure that you aren't too comfortable. If you lay on your back, there is a good 50% chance that you'll fall asleep depending on what sleep position you prefer, but if you sit upright in a comfortable place, there is a much lower chance of sleeping. If it is impossible to avoid falling asleep in bed, then find a place that you can use exclusively for tulpaforcing. Of course, Reisen is the visionary behind that last bit of advice though:)

 

Congratulations for your progress with Dipper! and one final piece of advice that helped me a lot, is "Always assume that your tulpa did it within reason. Because they most likely did do it." If you were a tulpa, and you were trying desperately to talk to your beloved host then I am absolutely sure you wouldn't want your host to doubt your communication efforts!

 

I hope that I helped:) peace!