Nasty feelings emerging during the forcing

[Hermit]

Okay... You know that tingly-fuzzy-warm-all-pleasant feeling in your chest occurring while you're forcing, narrating or even just suddenly remembering of your tulpa? I know that feel too. I find it extremely pleasant and I love getting it -- it feels like someone is hugging you inside.

But sometimes I feel another kind of it. It's hard to explain... Well, if you could call the pleasant feeling "butterflies in your stomach", this one is more like "piranhas in your stomach", if you get the idea. It feels like someone is taking Ice Bucket Challenge in your stomach. Highly uncomfortable. i find it quite similar to my tulpa's negative reactions.

Now this thing is getting out of control and I can't understand why. It may be the first feeling I feel in the morning before even doing something! Sometimes I would call my tulpa, get a pleasant positive reaction and in the very next moment get this cold feeling without any reason. Unfortunately, my tulpa is not vocal yet, so I can't find out what seems to be the problem. And IT IS a problem! It's almost killing me.

So, I know there can be thousands of reasons of why do I feel this way, but if anyone here have had a similar problem -- please, tell me your ideas of how to fix this, because I hate this feeling. Thanks in advance.

[kirbymaster1]

I usually get this feeling as I think about making a tulpa( haven't created a tulpa yet). I usually get this feeling because my thoughts to if it is a good idea to make my Tulpa. Do you think that too?

[Hermit]

I usually get this feeling as I think about making a tulpa( haven't created a tulpa yet). I usually get this feeling because my thoughts to if it is a good idea to make my Tulpa. Do you think that too?

I guess this is not the case. I am absolutely certain it is a good idea to keep on tulpamancing. And I'm pretty sure this feeling is coming "from" my tulpa, not "from" myself.

[Timofey]

Hmm. I think I know this feeling, but it's not about creation process. I get it, when I feel like I am doing something wrong. It actually helps sometimes for me, but one day, actually, as I remember, about month ago, I was with this feeling the whole day. Yes, predictably, my reaction was WTF. Actually, this day, nothing even tried to go wrong. Still didn't understand, what it was. I suppose, it can be from tulpa, but whatever you think...

 

DON'T LET GO.

No, seriously.

[FurryBlueNaki]

I had a feeling once that I was getting sucked into a black hole. It was painful, but wasn't because of my tulpa.

[Hermit]

Hmm. I think I know this feeling, but it's not about creation process. I get it, when I feel like I am doing something wrong. It actually helps sometimes for me, but one day, actually, as I remember, about month ago, I was with this feeling the whole day. Yes, predictably, my reaction was WTF. Actually, this day, nothing even tried to go wrong. Still didn't understand, what it was. I suppose, it can be from tulpa, but whatever you think...

 

DON'T LET GO.

No, seriously.

 

Yeah, now imagine that feeling stalking you every day! It's awful.

Well, I can't be sure this is from my tulpa herself, but I'm pretty sure it is somehow connected with forcing. I am not an emotional person at all and basically all emotions I feel are coming from my tulpa.

Doing something wrong? That is a good idea indeed, I'll try to analyse my actions and thoughts.