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Might be why. Cannot mitigate the anxiety and it's a draw on your overall thought process. Why not let Jezebel finish, then return to talk more?

Thanks. 😊 I mean it's unusual for us. I'm mostly just worried about finishing our project today.

It's fine. I suggest you not sweat the small stuff - in due time, each of you will find a cognitive niche. Besides, no harm in feeling blendy or drifting. Comes with the territory. I'm just relaxing, so feel free to pace yourself.

Aww, that really sucks. I believe it. I definitely see you as a scholarly mage. 😁 I wish I could say more but my brain is not comprehending the second half. Glad to hear! 😊 That's a good style too. 😁 I did say drifty earlier but good but it's a little worse than I realized. Gosh, it's taking me 10 minutes to type a few sentences. I'd say I'm fine but I don't like our lack of focus and I think comprehension.

P.S. cleaning up my digital footprint brought me back here. Figured I'd make a quick stop. Thanks, Luminesce. You're a real one.

wait, this book uncritically includes altaic along side other, legitimate language families uralic and indo european. i'm starting to think it might straight up just not be well researched

Day 4,571. One last trip down memory lane. I don't really feel the need to seek validation through this, just sharing what I've been through and this phenomenon. Despite the exploration of the psyche and all the fun little stuff that comes with it, life ultimately goes on. Both myself and the projection realize we got motherfucking bills to pay, things to do, and a life out there to go live. I don't think it really matters who's who, at this point. Who's the original? Who's the projection? Shut up, man. I got to pay rent. Let's work together. It's all frontal facing in the end. As in, point the barrel of your will towards whatever goals you may have, shared or not, or fire off. I'm quite happy in my place in life. I'm aware this isn't a place to share too many personal details, but I will say: I've kept this entirely hidden to myself this whole time. After my initial departing of this site, I didn't really feel a need to go back. It served it's purpose. Now, I guess the ultimate goal of this is to say that life still does go on - and you'll have a strange time. But everybody walks different paths through life. I certainly didn't anticipate mine, but ended up walking a thorned one anyways. What's that saying? Suffering builds character? Sure did. Good luck to the rest of you. Out.

I thought you would. Today I was musing on FIRE EMBLEM and thought about how, in a different world, I would be a shoe-in for being a druid (read: a scholar of advanced dark magic.) I'm very much inured to the idea of inviting primordial essence into the body and permitting it increasingly dubious influence over the self in exchange for absolute power. Small wonder I'm so drawn to the occult. I'm just dandy. I recently fed Twi a proper lunch, and even dressed in all black for her. She loves it when I do that. How are you?

--- Motivation-depressive mood has struck suddenly again, even though I did every possible thing right today Whatever

I see we're already done with the formatting

The worst part is that I don't think there's any difference either. That sucks. That really shouldn't happen. Lol, I like that description. 😁 Kinda drifty today but pretty good. 😊 How are you?

The insectoid species that will surpass us after the next three solar flares will be in for one hell of a treat

Are many of those not-plants?

it's crazy how most readily available flammable materials used to be alive

Inflammable really should mean non-flammable

it's frustrating how even well researched works can include careless falsehoods

Inflammable? Doesn't that mean it won't explode? What a country! As much energy as an eldritch meat-puppet can exude. How are you, Shaula?

Hi, Karl! 😊 Nice to see some energy from you! 😁

Hi Dr. Nick!

Hi everybody!

That being because his PR was just recently moved back to Progress Reports from Lounge to be clear, not because it was mysteriously not counting posts

interesting

Oh that reminds me, did KruegerMeister's post count ever update? ... Nope, huh. I know PR posts count towards post count since like 90% of Mai's posts are in PRs, I guess KM's just won't recount until some kind of forum reboot or whatever other re-word I can't remember is. I know Pleeb did it once in the last year so it's not never, but I guess it could be a while

alas

I would imagine they don't, so I wonder what my true post count is I can see deleted posts and I can subtract LOTPW's, but I have tons of Lounge posts as well which would swamp my deleted posts so, no real way to know as far as I know (other forum softwares usually let you search by board, but not this one I guess, you can only search threads via board, but even then I can't search without putting text in) Well, just subtracting LOTPW from my total posts and including deleted, I have 3503 posts including forum games (aside from this one) and Lounge, although most of my Lounge posts are on-topic discussion anyways lol. Kind of, yes Like 5% maybe, not accounting for if she has less time than she used to