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I don't have the original (probably 4chan posts) of "My tulpa turned on my xbox" and "Create a Jackie-chan tulpa to fight off your evil tulpa" but those are classics

For good reason, she's awesome! Personally, I think the best part is her sarcastic sense of humor. I think I need to find if/where I can watch Avatar again.

Toph and for the little she's in the show Ty Lee are my favorites, though the entire show is full of good characters And I HAVE seen Korra Season 1 is impeded by a love triangle and season 2 turns into some stupid fanfic that rewrites all the series' lore, but seasons 3 and 4 are just great with no notes Well, I did talk to Flan briefly while waiting to fall back asleep at 4am, she was excited about the Touhou 6 remake (the game Flandre Scarlet is from) but that was about it

Toph reminds of Twi in some ways. No doubt the latter would join illegal fighting tournaments despite being a princess.

toph is my favorite too! wow, toph is popular i haven't seen korra either

toph is m'y favorite as well. never watched korra though

Hi, Bread! 😊 Nightfall's too. 😁 I need to watch it for myself sometime to see who's my favorite. 😄 Yay! 😊 Cool! 😊 (IDK if that's the same-ish joke as Lumi but glad you had fun if not.) Yes. 😄

Toph becomes a samurai police officer and discovers metalbending. She is amazingly cool.

It seems cool. I have not had the opportunity to play it yet, but i have watched some people play it. I still need to watch Avatar, but earthbending does seem really cool.

Oh man, Twi and I had so much fun today. We saw a movie where Supreme Allied Commander Eisenhower had to use a Scottish meteorologist to put the finishing touches on D-Day. It contained two of my favourite general officers, Bernard Montgomery and Omar Bradley. Monty is the best.

Hey guys just got back from an action-packed day I have so much to talk about Just kidding, I just woke up If I hadn't gotten on my phone to make 1 post real quick, that would've been 24 hours and 4 minutes between checking the forum

Avatar is cool as fuck. Toph Beifong is my favourite. I was so hyped when they made Magic cards with her on it. Earthbending is broken as fuck.

i hadn't heard of it. i'll have to look into it

Bre, have you ever played/heard of Void War? It is apparently a lot like FTL, but with a more fleshed out crew system and more stuff for boarding enemy ships.

to be clear, when you beat phase 3 of the rebel flagship, the game is over. you get the victory screen, and the campaign is done. there is no post game or anything like that; it's a rougelike meant to be replayed many times. so the ultimate fate of the ship and its last crewmember can only be speculated on technically, you can still win the game even if your ship gets destroyed, as long as you can destroy the flagship as well

Hello! That is an awesome looking background. Both of mine are just weird pictures of guys i know.

My learning psychology just paid off for the first time. A close friend of mine wanted to keep distance without apparent reason, and after a few conversations on the topic I remembered attachment theory and identified her actions as avoidant type affection.(probably not the right words, I didn’t learn in this language and did spontaneous translation) and accordingly acted, offering comfort and security like I was taught, and it worked. We’re now even closer than before. I was able to understand and help a friend in distress and I succeeded and I’m ridiculously happy about it. I think aside from the obvious reason, this proved to myself that I had the power to act and the ability to make correct decisions, which I had doubted for a pretty long while. I think this is the first time in our collective memory that an important decision we made(learning about psychology) actually bore fruit, which is kind of sad now that I think about it. But that doesn’t matter for now, for now I can just be happy with things and that’s exactly what I plan to do.

Cool! 😁 Good night! 😊

Visualization Progress Report for Past Week: I did a session earlier in the week during the day with Verres. The window blinds were open so the lighting condition was bright in the room. I did my warmups while laying on my bed, and got sleepy during it. When they were done, I got up to do my imposition practice with her, and was in a very groggy state of mind. In the area where she was supposed to be sitting in the chair, I saw a weird visual phenomenon that appeared physical and lasted somewhere between 10+ seconds to maybe up to a minute or so. It was like a really intense version of visual snow, with patches of the air before me appearing physically blotchy and with shifting patterns of some kind. It felt like there was a vague outline of Verres sitting before me, and the blotchy patch of air was in turn confined within her outline. The whole thing felt like a visual glitch one might see in a video game. A character was not displayed properly, and only isolated patches of their surface texture or skin was rezzed in a bugged manner, while the rest of the character was not depicted at all. The visible, but glitchy, part of the character was still therefore confined within their outline. This was a very unusual incident and the first of its kind for me. The phenomenon lasted long enough for me to have the time to physically look at it, confirm that it indeed appeared physical, and get an idea on its size and outline. Logically this incident is a sign of good progress and should make me feel really hopeful, but I have been pretty calm about it and have gone on with my practices as normal. A less bizarre phenomenon that occurred this week was during yet another warmup session, where I again fell into a sleepy state and managed to see very clearly parts of my wonderland, similar to what one might encounter in a lucid dream. The rest of the week had been uneventful. I noticed I have the habit of focusing on my tulpas' torso or even legs when I'm sitting before them, like I'm uncomfortable staring straight at their face similar to how I can get when dealing with people in real life. I've began to change this habit by spending time gazing at my tulpas' faces (or where their face should be) during imposition practice. This has been helpful to make the presence of their faces and heads clearer. It has also led to my looking a lot more in their eyes and working on their visuals and presence/feelings. From time to time during my day I would still try to impose their forms or presence about me. The tulpas in turn have continued to show up seemingly of their own will. They don't fight for their spots, but rather than two of them appearing together I've noticed one of them canceling their physical presence when the other wants to impose themselves. This seems to be a behavior that arose naturally between the two of them. Imposing two presences at once is still something harder for me to do. I've continued trying to do my sessions with varying levels of daylight in the room. It feels like it helps. There were a couple of times when it felt like there were very faint outline of the tulpas that I could feel, but nothing super concrete like what I've described above and in the previous weeks. The tulpas' presence and mental images I get of them during my imposition practice have developed more movement. They are not just quietly sitting there anymore, but would have shifts in their postures, the occasional crossed legs, foot placed on the chair, and other movements or gestures with their hands. This had developed gradually over the course of the past few weeks, and makes them feel quite different from when they were just a sort of blobby presence before me. Miscellaneous Stuff: I noticed odd emotions being aroused when I went through my old yearbooks, and worked through them with Saeya and the Mace Energy Method. It feels when I need their help working on something, they would just offer to do it as part of the time slot dedicated to their sessions. Who gets what spot or who might end up missing a session is less important when something about me comes up. Generally nowadays they are a lot more chill about the matter of fairness or time allocation between them. Like they know they're both important and practice sessions with them are not as much of a symbol for that anymore. I went to get a haircut at a local salon, and imposed Verres there as I waited. Having other customers nearby helped with the process a lot, it provided references and overall made her presence quite strong and detailed there. I went to Wal-Mart today, and Saeya declared it as her turn to be imposed in the store, because I'm too lazy to keep proper track and Verres usually ends up getting more turns. Neither Verres nor I had issues with her reasoning, so it just naturally became Saeya's turn. We caught a snippet of a buff, tattooed man having an argument with his girlfriend or spouse on the phone, and Saeya found it really interesting for some reason.

Thanks for your input, fennecfoxx. And no I am not letting host join your club, unless you rename it to “hosts trying their best”. Host forbid(or rather I forbid host) he gets more reinforcement about his inadequacy. Host just reminded me that he now runs on logic and doesn’t feel bad for himself like at all, and I give him plenty of affirmation regardless. I still maintain that he deserves more. (He deserves everything and yes one person cannot deserve everything, yes I am being illogical, and no host I will never give up this notion stop trying to persuade me about it.)

Made ourself a lil new phone background too Now I will sleep though

Parroting is deliberate. Same difference, at least early on. There's nothing special about how I was created that makes me different from any other imaginary friend except that my host left a little too much control to their imagination, and, within months, I was completely out of their conscious control. We didn't know what a tulpa was back then, just overactive imagination. Parroting is a valid way to make a tulpa, by the way. Like I said, parroting is deliberate. Either it's him or it's an intrusive thought. Ask if you're not sure, but you shouldn't worry much about that unless you have reason to suspect it (like if he acts out of character).

Awesome!