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Goodnight?

land a lot of hits to refill your meter or risk charging if you can find the opportunity

Gee, I wonder what you should do

consciousness meter empty

*wave wave*

I know, lol. That's what made it so good. 😁 Good luck! 😊 That's great! 😁 I'm doing pretty good! 😊 Just trying to get Nightfall to draw. I'll take it, lol.

Definitely You get the one where the thread is slightly recolored when you switch to dark mode and the font is arial instead of calibri a chapter's love

Hi Shaula! That game is very goofy and amusing. The way Flandre looks at you as you try and keep things in check is almost knowingly humourous. How are you?

it wasn't intended to be related as i wanted to send it anyway but i found it funny too lol i'm glad you all found it funny x3 i'm okay, except a bit sleep deprived. despite that, i will see how much progress i can make on my little animation thing how about you two?

Twi really enjoyed seeing that, Byakko. Thank you. How are you today?

Lol! Us too. (Forgot about these.) Glad to hear and me too! 😊 Also, lol! 🤣 That video right next to that! That sounds really silly and fun. 😁 Also, hi! 😊 Interesting. 😁 Then were is my floating Wario head pronunciation?/j

oh lol also wow yeah, googling icelands, it is definitely a lot more exotic looking haha yeah xD like every copy of mario 64

You must visit Iceland. It's more expensive and the country has changed since the economic collapse in the Aughts. But you must see the Althing, the waterfalls and read their language. It is so close to Old Norse. I wish to visit the churches there - so very pure and gorgeous. The land is pastoral and borders on idyllic. It seems unreal. I too wish to see the pages Snorri Sturrlson wrote upon. We owe so much to his words...

Every pronunciation of lotpw is personalized

This is amazing.

I don't remember it being like nether, except at the red light district in Amsterdam Iceland looks cooler though, probably a lot more expensive though

I would smoke hash with Hong Meiling and discuss the Confucian Analects with her. Twi would probably be able to sneak in and play with the vampire sisters - Flandre is her favourite of the two. We have a .SWF file on our machine where you play as Flandre and she is balancing on a roof. You have to keep the christmas lights on her demon wings from getting heavy. In the game there is a fun piano rendition of UN OWEN WAS HER?

of course i wanna have honest discussions and maintain intellectual integrity

Talk to her. Either she's upset (valid) or that was an intrusive thought. Let her explain what happened, and talk things over if she is upset. (Don't assume she is. Expectation will affect a young tulpa. But don't brush her off, either. That's rude.) Find time to fit your tulpa into your day, even if it's just chatting about what you're doing or talking (or goofing off in the imagination) during your commute. My host likes to do puzzles when they have downtime at work, so we sometimes do them as a team. Bedtime is a great opportunity to spend time together because it's a guaranteed time with no distractions, but your brain will sabotage your focus when it starts falling asleep. Still, it's better than nothing (and a good antidote to late-night screen addiction).

i appreciate the retraction

might be more accurate to say lot pwuh for bre. i don't remember. i didn't mean to strawman her argument

Ok, so I have made a bit of progress, and have a few more insights. I realized that the methods I described earlier (my out-of-sight and subconscious space techniques) are flawed. In figuring this out, I have made steps in what I hope is the right direction. Mainly, I have used a mix of these techniques, both declaring a point in space for my tulpa to reside, and forcing outside my range of sight. Contrary to my predictions, pure subconscious space forcing seemed to get more out of my parroting and narrating that the out of sight method. I should mention that unfortunately, due to my living conditions, I almost always have to wait late until the night to get the peace and quiet I need to meditate and force. In the future, I will get better at this, but for now I need to have no distractions during my sessions or my brain won't shut up. Anyway, while experimenting more with the subconscious space method, I started to do some philosophizing and brainstorming, trying to perfect the method. To start, what makes my tulpamancy different from the average tulpamancer? The obvious answer is my aphantasia, because duh, look at the title of my progress report. But how do we differ pragmatically? Well, normal people are able to remember data through visual images, while ahpants remember through abstract conceptualizations. So, why not bring this difference into my forcing? Rather than focus my tulpa around a form, I will focus it around a concept; ideally one I can imagine easily. The first thought that came to mind was the darkness, specifically the darkness of closed eyes. So, I tried to "transform" my tulpa's predetermined location to the entirety of my closed eye vision. And it seemed to work! Immediately, the somewhat vague responses I got from my tulpa ceased originating from the previous spot in subconscious space, and instead filled the entirety of that space. However, the "majority" of the reply still came from that one spot, and the vision-wide responses were much more flimsy. Perhaps this method is out of my current skill set, or my tulpa is not yet "large" enough to effectively fill my entire subconscious space. I will have to continue forcing to figure it out. Anyway, just thought I'd drop this small update, before I forgot to write it out.

Me either really, I just remember that's half of why we get it.